Of Smiles and Sunshine

yesterday... spent my whole night to finish watching RO.... it rawks totally! hahaz...

started thinking... abt issues discussed in RO...

like... whether it's selfish to be demanding for attention...
like... how pple can lose their way in their pursuit for their goals that they forgot what they were looking for in the first place....
like... how some pple's motivation to go on is to be useful to others...
like... true strength isn't using strength itself... it's the heart that seeks and connects pple...

overall, i think this anime is not bad... but of course it can't be compared to fullmoon wo sagashite.. since it made me cry like siao, whereas RO made me cry at two scenes only.... hahaz.. dotz... the story plot gets really interesting as it approaches the end.... unlike the rather boring start... which is good... and the music is not bad too... i can still remember how every episode start wif the bright "we are the stars~~~" lalalalaz...

now... watching loads of j-pop mtvs which i took like... 2 months to dl le? hahaz.. dotz... budden... now... watching First Love mtv... somehow feel that... maybe there's another way to sing this song. :P oh well... lalalalaz... *who am i to talk abt this. a singer? dotz.* so now all of a sudden i feel like trying to master singing this song. *omg. i think i'm mad. =P*

First Love
sung by Utada Hikaru

Romaji Lyrics/English Translation

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
the last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song