曾经以为雨过天晴，为此事而买了个“太阳娃娃”的钥匙圈来为自己庆祝。。。

后来才发现。。。原来。。。心中的雨从没停。

雨。。。一直下个不停。。。

new year coming!

yeap i know it's still kinda early.... but 1 january 2006 is approaching (kinda sux cos holidays ending soon too) so... it's time to reflect on the past year!

it had been a really tough year and i really wonder how i got through it... but now as i reflect, i no longer feel the pain and how torturous the year was... *probably cos now i'm sipping water and slacking in front of my lappie...*













first time stepping into the work force... though i was only working as part time, and so probably every thing had been toned down... i learnt alot of things... like how to answer phone calls, how to make phone calls *erms... as in the professional sense... i remember last time my parents ask me to call pizza hut for delivery i oso dun dare wahahaha!!!* erms.. filing is... maybe i learnt how to do it more efficiently? lolz~ basically i had been doing admin jobs... realised sales is not really for me, i can't really tahan standing for 10 hours straight... lolz~ learnt that it's quite hard to be professional some times... ie, be able to differentiate and separate feelings from doing your job...

first time earning money... the feeling is good but.. not that fulfilling as well... studying is better than working, but working brings u money? haha~ spending your hard earned money feels good... i mean... splurging on food *yummy yum... XD* and clothes and bags and accessories... now i understand y pple could be so obsessed with earning more cash... but i oso realised when working... that once u start working, and work so hard, until u have no time to stop and rest properly... i only started going out on shopping trips when i stopped working, and during my holidays, and when i'm studying... so it's not too good to work that hard but not use ur money either... i remember when i was working i think i got kinda depressed by work *no thanks to a certain boss who's such a bad example to his co-workers* and so i tried to forge all kinds of excuse to take leave even when i'm only doing part time. i can't imagine myself when i step into the workforce next time... -_-

and yes! tuition! my first tuition was this p4 kid, benedict, who i think some will be familiar with... from my entries this year... about the sentences he make for zao ju... lolz! but too bad his mum gave me the boot... i really dislike his mum... even up till now i cannot forget how she asked her son to tell me that she sacked me... i rather she tell me herself. so much for being sincere and stuff... plus i don't get courtesy from her such as getting a cup of water for tuitioning her kid. -_- and her kid is so daring to lock his tuition teacher out of his house while he takes his comfortable nap for so long. i feel his parents pamper him too much. ok lar, not that i'm a good tuition teacher or what, i oso dun feel like teaching him cos he's hard to teach and i feel i can't really help him... parents these days are just paranoid... he's only p4, and his grades are fairly good... still wanna hire tuition teacher? omg -_-

next student is koh yu... my fav j1 fmaths student... =) though she's so far from my house... and i sometimes malu myself cos i dunno how to do the questions she ask, but i feel that at least i'm helping her improve her grades... and just yesterday i managed to help her understand how to do forces questions! it feels fulfilling to know that she understands what i'm trying to convey... and we can chat with one another about what happened to us... where we went out to... some of the furnie things that happened to us.. =) so yeap! let's work hard next year and whack the fmaths paper for a lvls! XD and thanks for ur christmas card! *though i din give u any... =X*

last but not least, my quiet sec1 kid... sae qin... she's really too quiet until i think i'm preaching to a wall... ok lar at least she nods and stuff... she's smart but she's careless... and cos she's so quiet i don't really know whether she understands what i'm telling her and stuff... she's a little.. erms.. lazy lar... so kinda worried about what i can do for her next year to improve her grades... and she wanna take science in sec 3... so i guess we cannot slack at all for sec 2 streaming... jiayouz!













then... studies... first time stepping into uni... first time my school life is so slack until i'm too slack... i mean... my time table is so spaced out.. we only spend like 18 hours for lessons per week in school... that's way too slack as compared to my jc school time table! and we get to arrange our own time table... everything has to be done by ourselves... we are no longer "spoonfed" with the things we need to do... like to apply for scholarship we need to take our own initiative and stuff... *but looking at the lazy me i'm too lazy to find out the details and stuff so i let the scholarships slip from my fingers... thinking back that's so stupid of me*

and i realised that in uni the classmates u have is only for short term -- we change classmates every half a year... meaning no one actually bothers to forge strong friendships with you... pple just make use of each other, and when u're of no use to him/her they just forget abt u totally... so up till now i don't understand y my previous collegues kept telling me how their uni lives is one of the most fun times in their lives... -_- and how u can find your other half in uni... to me it's like.. bullshit... unless u're living in hall or taking some hiong cca... but for me it's non applicable... for now. =)

and my results for this year... i feel i could have done better... i feel i probably have been too slack... and next sem wouldn't be easy... computing! *omg* and jap! XD and chem! *once again cos i forgot to check my mail to ask to be exempted.. by the time i did that it was 1 week after the deadline.. damn* shet wad's happening to me?! i deserve to be slapped and stuff... -_-













and then... it's relationships...

my relationships with my family has improved... due to alot of reasons... like... now i spend more time at home... like how my father was heng to have survived the car accident unscathed... like how i realised that ur family loves u more than other pple could do... but of course the person who loves u most is yourself. so now i go out with my sis more than i go out with my friends... ironic isn't it... last time i don't even care about going out with my sis or to show concern about her results and stuff... cos i know she doesn't need me to be concerned... somehow it's different now... i guess i've changed alot... and my stupid brother... 1 head taller than me -_- irritating person... play game from the moment he opens his eyes till the moment he close his eyes to sleep every day. -_- then always complain about me dling stuff... say i hog the bandwidth when it's him. hmph. and my mum... lolz! sometimes she drives me nuts... say some things about me which made me really pissed off *like how she compares me to xiaxue that -_-... saying that we're the same. omg. plz. my ethics and hers are totally off... argh come to think of it i'm pissed off again.* but then she does some really furnies stuff oso... like she's having a vcd frenzy now.. buy so many vcds then sit down there watch vcd and order us to paint the house. -_- ok that's not furnies. lolz~ but i wonder when she'll ever finish watching all the vcds she bought.... LOL... and then my dad... i realised that whenever the car has a problem, it's always me n my dad that's present... like the accident... he was going to fetch me to tuition when it happened.. scared the hell outta me... then the tire burst... i was also on my way to toa payoh for tuition.... wth. then we helped one another and stuff... kinda weirds bah... i don't talk that much with him but the bond is there... and then he likes to stay up late till 3am in the morning to finish his work... then wake up at 6am laters to go to work... haiz... not good for health sia... see all the white hair on ur head... rest more lar! work so hard for wad. wait for me to earn money lar... -_-








and then... with friends... i feel i'm becoming closer to my fellow ntu mates... like pansy... we're closer than before... i still remember first time in ny we weren't that close in the first place... go jc closer... now even closer... weirds right? last time jc we see each other everyday... talk everyday... now we don't talk everyday... but the bond's even stronger than before? i guess our relationship matured alot bah... u don't need to be beside one another everyday every moment but u know they are there for u when u need them... =) and of course we gossip more shop more have more fun than in jc... she likes to call me up every now and then to go ktv... go shop... and go suntan! lolz! and there's shian chi, yin yin who i always disturb them in their hall... always go find them when i have long break to study wif them... haha~ then shian chi always like to cook her own meals with her neat little rice cooker *which was forbidden in the halls... LOL* all the fun stuff we did... =) and her toiletmates angela and... shet i forgot her name. -_- but i remember her face... haha now i remember her name... yvonne i think... =) they're so nice to me.... thankx peeps.. =) i don't know how else to express my gratitude and stuff... =) and xiaoli... recently we went to watch movie n suntan together... though we dun usually talk alot but somehow i feel closer to her now... =)

and my tutorial mates in school... though i don't know how far our friendships can last... but.. still happy to know u guys.... weiqing who always like to stay up late *dunno how he survive the next day in school.. but then again he always pon! LOL~* nicolas who likes to wear orange shirts... XD *and he dun wanna show me his wardrobe cos scared his wardrobe will be gone the next moment* and nicolas' roomie yong quan, fellow girlfriends xiao xuan, lixuan, shing yeong and poh lin... though for girls we aren't that close now probably cos of hols... and yes xiaoxuan probably don't know but i spotted her yesterday at kino with weeling *my p school classmate*... too bad i'm in a hurry or i'd say hi to u guys... lolz! and yes, bing hui... ah bing de bing gan cang zai bing gan he li... -_- though the time we spend together is short but hey thanks for being there and i had fun wif ur! =)

and... to someone out there... our relationship had been going downhill since the start of the year... perhaps we aren't meant to be together in the first place... perhaps i shouldn't have met u... but... thanks... wishing u all the best... i've loved u, hated u, cursed u, cried over u, but thanks to u i've learnt alot... i think i've finally began to step out of the hole u left me... and i know that i still love u. but probably in a different sense. so do take care and don't repeat ur mistakes again... and i'll not repeat the same mistake again too.

to another person out there... who used to be my confidate too... i'm sorry things had to turn out this way. we'll drift further apart, that's to protect the both of us. if we continue things that had been previously, it'll be far worse than now. i'm not hoping that u'll understand, i wanna let u know i'm not as good as u know me. i'm someone who's indifferent to others now. so... forget about me.

and yeap, i think that's about all... more things to reflect on... but now... i'm hungry... wahaha... maybe this is something i should reflect on too... on eating too much.. LOL... so tata for now~ shall be back soon with new year resolutions! =)

hahahaha i've been tagged by wendy! (dunno whether good or nots hehex) so... ahems... according to the rules of the game as posted on her blog which are as follows...

Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

ahems... oh well usually i dun like to do this... but i think i'm bored outta my mind.. so here it goes... hope u guys wun b bored by me... =)












1. i used to like the smell of paint... until pple kept thinking i'm some kind of drug addict... like sniffing glue n stuff... oh yah, some glue smells nice too... like uhu glue... opps~ aniwae... after painting my house for like... almost a week... i declare that... the smell of paint now gives me a headache.. and i swear that the paint smells of ammonia to me now... =S

2. i LOVE orange!!! XD

3. some of the most embarrassing things in my life took place in ACJC... oh well... that randy will probably harp on it... like how i swam in the swimming pool for our first test in front of half of my whole cohort.. and i swam in circles... in the end the life guard had to jump down to save me... and he happened to be a guy! and the female lifeguard who's my friend happened to "din see me drowning"... -_- so malu... other examples... aiyah dun wan to say... shy lar... =X

4. hmmms... 2 more weird/random things about me ar... let's talk abt my dream... strangely... i don't really have a dream to say... it's not like studying to become an engineer like my dad is my dream... i think it's more like the easy way out for me... if there's things that i wanna do in the future... maybe it'll be to open a comics rental shop... for poor pple like me now to read comics at super low rates (though i think the shop in the end will close down cos of economic problems haha) other things would be like... maybe to adopt a kid or something (since i can't imagine myself getting married... intend to stay single for as long as i can... maybe until i step into my grave XD) cos kids are cute... but of course... they can be terribly annoying... haha... shall think more abt this... and oh yes! i wanna have a big house (start singing sun yanzi's wan mei de yi tian) and the walls are all orange... with big windows... preferably a quiet surroundings n stuff... oh well i'm typing too much here...

5. oh the last one! spare me the pain!!! no lar jokings~ hmmms... it's... lobster day no more! i'm peeling now... but i feel i'm not quite dark enuff.. maybe should go sun tanning again... and it's christmas soon... i wanna get presents for my family but i dunno wad to get.. haiz...













ok that's all for now, kids... (no lar jokings~) hmms... the pple i wanna tag on their blogs are... 1. my sis, 2. yuchun(paiseh i know u no time but juz for the fun of it =) and to help u destress hehex~) 3. wei jie? haha~ 4. oh man all of a sudden i realise most of the friends i'm close to dun have blogs... =X eh can i stop here? haha... erms ok i wan my sis to do this... 5. ok i wan yuchun to do this...

omg i can't believe i'm so dumb -_-... alright maybe it's cos it's 1am in the morning now.. and shet i've got tuition tml! muz sleep early tonites!!! (ok it's super early now -_-) hehex.. nitey nitez peeps =)

lobster day!

现在我总算明白爱一个人与被爱的差别。爱一个人算是一种责任--当你决定要爱一个人时，你就想要让他快乐，潜意识中那就是你对你爱的人的责任。但当一个人 被爱的时候，他人对自己的“责任”却可以装做什么都不懂，完全不理会。这样一来，爱一个人是痛苦的，被爱才是幸福。但是如果每个人都选择被爱，那么谁来爱 人的“傻瓜”呢？除非被爱的人开始喜欢上爱他的人，否则要让他明白爱一个人的痛，说必定比登天还难。

所以说呢，爱吗，是个麻烦的字眼。如果有选择，就不要把痛苦往身上扛。做和尚/尼姑还是最好的。 XD

that was total bullshit above. kindly ignore. =)













today is lobster day!!! me n my sis went sun tanning... it wasn't a really nice business early in the morning... first, originally i wanted me my sis n my frienz to sun tan together but my sis shy and insist that we MUZ catch the 良辰 to sun tan... meaning we MUZ reach the beach by 10 in the morning... -_- and u guyz know the piggie me always like to sleep late wake up late... so i couldn't wake up today morning... then my mum had to make all sorts of comments about my dressing... so to please her i changed my outfit, then rushed to pack my bag... forgot to bring drinks... then me n my sis got pissed with one another... she's upset cos we only got out of the house at 930 which was half an hour later than what we originally planned, and i was upset cos i had to wake up early to accomadate to her "weird need of catching the 良辰"... lolz~

then we reached the sunny beach... XD both of us eventually cooled down on our way to palawan beach... and we started spreading our mat to sun tan... only to realise that the mat we brought.. had only enuff space for... ONE person! omg. i tot the mat could allow 2 pple to lie on it. -_-''' so the two of us SQUEEZED on that 1 single mat (my sis commented that the other couples along the beach were doing the same thing, we can do it too except we're both females)

and then she said, we'll only sun tan for 1 hour.. cos she scared we'll both get sunburn which den defeats the purpose of our sun-tanning trip... which i went HAR??? are u mad? only 1 hour and u expect urself to get darker???

so we lay on our mat like 2 dead fish soaking the sun's harmful UV rays in an attempt to become 2 beautifully roasted fish. then we got bored and peered through our towels （that's used to cover our face to prevent it from getting sunburnt) and looked at the other girls along the beach... there was this girl who has such a nice skin colour and was wearing an ORANGE bikini!!! woah~ hot~~~ no lar i was only envious of the bikini.. nth else ok? lolz~

anyway... after we started sun-tanning, we realised that 1 hour... we only flipped 3 times... meaning we tanned our front twice, back once... which can never be even... so we continued lying there obstructing other pple's view of the sea for another half an hour... while my sis was complaining about the possibility of us getting sun burnt and i kept insisting that we are not even medium rare... in the end i gave up cos my... erms... bottom of my feet was starting to get red (instead of my back or somewhere else of my body) and so we went to bathe... where we met pansy n xiaoli (who were the pple i wanna suntan with initially) at the toilet after we finish bathing -_-'''

so we joined pansy xiaoli n shianchi at their mat... and xiaoli told me of how these bunch of desperate ns men tried to ask pansy to “做我朋友的朋友好吗？” twice... (lousy pickup line... pansy says) and by the second time xiaoli n shian chi were so fedup that they said at the same time "NO!!!"... it was damn hilarious... but considering pansy's figure... i mean.. y not? hahaha~

then me n my sis sat under the sun for another 1 hour... complaining how the sun is so hot today... and what nots... and i started getting hungry and ate a lot of potato chips.. hehex~

after that... we went to the toilet where pansy xiaoli n shianchi bathe.. and me n my sis started noticing how our skin is reddish... in the "pink" of health... we started applying aloe vera... my sis' neck was like roasted duck skin... ok lar that was a bit too exaggerated... but u get the point.. it's red. and so was my left shoulder...

then all of us left sentosa... and went to harbourfront... where me my sis xiaoli n shianchi couldn't resist the temptation of food... and we went to the food centre... xiaoli ate chao kuay tiao n me my sis n sc ate dessert... and even after that i had the craving for ice cream... so after that me my sis went harbourfront mall to shop, sc went home, xl went ps to shop, and pansy went to look for her weixiang dear dear... LOL!!! (i was trying to imitate the ns men asking her to be their friend's friend when she called weixiang... lolz~)

so we walked one round ard the shopping mall... bought ice cream... which was super delicious... yummy yum.. (i bet we gained weight after our sun tanning trip) before we finally buay tahan go home... and continue me n my sis' 奋斗 in maple story... lolz! and after our individual baths... we realised that our "damage" from the sun tanning trip was... really bad. we really got sun burnt... it's quite painful now... hahaha... but super fun... hehex... and we promised we'll go sun tanning again soon.... LOL *see? some pple juz don't learn =)*

hehex real tireds now... hope i can wake up early tml to paint the house ORANGE... hehehehex~ =)

可惜不是你
歌手：梁静茹
i wish u were as sweet and tender as u were to other girls...
这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

感谢那是你 牵过我的手 还能温暖我胸口

some people simply drive you mad.

and tonite i'm so frustrated until the argument kept running through my head, flipping here and there as though it's becoming some sort of fried egg... making me more and more pissed off.

some things to start off with...

in a relationship... be it friendship or what nots... it is important to have trust. when u no longer trust what others say, then there's no point in having the relationship isn't it. so when your friends try to tell you something about themselves and you don't believe them, then i guess that's too bad about it. it's either: 1. they are being untruthful, or 2. you are being overly suspicious. and of course you should always clarify with them first. it's unfair to jump to conclusions without letting the parties involved have their say in the matter. so if option 1, they are being untruthful, then good for you, you have uncovered their secret. but what if it's 2? you might end up misunderstanding your friends completely... meaning u might lose your friendship because of this little misunderstanding which u cannot solve by yourself (but might be resolved by all parties involved)

secondly, there is something which i want to clarify. sometimes people are just not in the mood for certain things at certain times... for example, for someone who had just broken up with their lover was still in mourning, and you shouldn't have the cheek to ask him/her to go out with some other people whom they don't even know for a date. especially if they are those rather conservative kind.

and sometimes, certain problems can't be solved just because you say it. it takes more than that.

and as outsiders who are not involved in certain issues, it is hard to grasp the feelings of those in the situation... as such, we should try not to impose our opinion on them because we hardly understand fully how they feel in that situation...

thirdly, there are differences between best friends between 2 pple of the opposite sex and being lovers. perhaps the best friends could have gone to a stage where the communication between them is almost similar to that of lovers, but...
1. (as suggested by randy) lovers have a lot of physical contact, best friends don't.
2. lovers call each other by their pet names... you don't really call your best friends (maybe for girl-girl best friends yes...) by some mushy nicknames.
3. you don't flirt that much with your best friend than your lover.
4. and etc etc. the list goes on.

so get these things clear. i hate to make things black and white like that, but i'm really at my wits end. and when someone tries to explain something to you, try to listen to them till the very end... and if pple who are usually calm and composed all get angry at you suddenly... there should be a good reason y that is so. so maybe you should think about what you said or did that make them so upset.

i'm ready to hear what you have to say, so be ready to hear what i have to say. your opinion may not always be the truth.

perhaps only late at night will ur true feelings be exposed.
i realised that i still missed you a little.
perhaps the time that has passed is not yet sufficient.
i might not have the same feelings 1 year laters.
perhaps music of the late night stirs the strings of the heart once again.
we're probably waiting for that same flower.
perhaps when the next winter comes the heart shall thaw.













i'm tireds and i know it. i'm juz being hyper active the whole of today and so now my batteries r running low. juz a few random thoughts in my mind... christmas is coming! (should be celebrating wif my family as usual, though not alone like past years) and sushi dinner tml!!! (omg my poor wallet) plus sun tanning on thurs (lobster day) and sat is pansy's audition for impressario (promised i'll go down to root for her... maybe with pom poms n huge posters) and class outing (haha someone out there u better remember this. *stares*) and then sun is tuition again... wow upcoming week sounds bz... which is good, can take my mind off things and help me focus better and sleep better... and i miss the beach! my sis' bdae this thurs! and i haven't figured wad to get for her prezzie!!! sheesh and she's happily in camp, returning tml afternoon or something... should i get wad's on her wishlist(i think her class pple will get it for her actually) hmms i think i should get her something exotic... *heh heh heh... evil grinz ^_^ v *

wish there's snow in singapore... no idea y... makes me feel melachonic... can play snowball fights... build snowman... wear those thick wollen things... (hey i neber wear that b4 k... swaku so wad... i wanna do that hehehex~) geez i think i'm sounding more n more like a bitch... lolz~ maybe i'm one?

today's a tiring day... kept talking the whole day until my throat is totally parched... no amt of water can redeem it now... i think i'll fall sick soon again.. maybe sore throat? lolz tml shall continue with my water parade... my friends n collegues complain that i drink a lot and very fast... like 1 hour can finish 1 water bottle... those 1 litre kind... not the 500ml ice mountain water bottle kind... yar i'm a water barrel or toilet bowl that only accepts fluid... solids i'm a little more particular...

yesterday... went my best friend's house... watched her coursemates play monopoly (in which i became banker and her two friends crazily forged an alliance and signed treaty with me as witness but in the end they went totally bankrupt!!! so hilarious!!!) and after that we all stone in front of ps2... watching me and my best friend's friend playing this kart racing game... cos we all noobs neber play b4 keep falling into those weird pits... we're the source of entertainment for my best friend her sis n the other friend... lolz~ ok i think i'm confusing pple reading this entry with my this friend that friend her friend thingy... oh well...

then after that went to shop for groceries wif my mum... went to qiao zha her (cos she wanted me to come since my sis at camp... complain cannot carry all the groceries... made me wait for her inside supermarket for so long neber pick up handphone... make me angry... heh heh heh) so i bought a lot of tidbits n she has to pay... muahahahaha.. i think i bought enuff for me to eat for more than 2 weeks... lolz~

wan me to recall the days before sat? nah i dun wan to... sleep time!

zZzZzZzZzzzzzz....................

today... is the day for posting lyrics!!! haha no lar... juz that i bought s.h.e's new album (at only 12+!!!! muahahaha good buy XD) so yeap... here u r... a few of my fav songs below... =)












不想长大
曲：左安安 词：施人诚 演唱：S.H.E.

为什么就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那么高
为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎么会爱上别的他
为什么水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那么样复杂
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
















天灰
曲：冯士哲 词：施人诚 演唱：S.H.E.

如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什么叫永远
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
















星星之火
曲：曹格 词：陈信延 演唱：S.H.E.

女孩 越过小路爬上了山丘
那时的她 还不懂为什么
萤火虫都不动
停驻在夜空 点亮了小小宇宙
女孩 慢慢长大却还是懵懂
那时的她 还不懂为什么
大人们能抽空
为失恋喝杯酒 却没空看看星空
“不要 不要 忘了做过的梦”
天上星星 仿佛听她述说 兴奋地闪烁
我要变成那一颗星星 整夜都亮晶晶
不怕阴暗的黑影 骄傲地闪不停
SHINING (SHINING) 亮丽到月儿都妒忌
灿烂的一颗星星 一生也亮晶晶
因为夜归的背影 有了我的指引
SHINING (SHINING) 勇气就在你手心
女孩 不再单纯却不够成熟
这时的她 虽然懂为什么
美丽总有哀愁
每当有泪儿流 却回到那个宇宙
女孩 有天将会到哪里出走
哪时的她 总会问为什么
一个梦那么重
只希望放弃前 能想起那片星空
“不要 不要 忘了做过的梦”
天上星星 彷佛听她述说 兴奋地闪烁
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Believe, believe, believe, you are the only star.
我要变成那一颗星星 整夜都亮晶晶
不怕阴暗的黑影 骄傲地闪不停
SHINING (SHINING) 亮丽到月儿都妒忌
灿烂的一颗星星 一生也亮晶晶
因为夜归的背影 有了我的指引
SHINING (SHINING) 勇气就在你手心

sometimes i wonder if i'm juz being too nosy... perhaps things would be much better off when left alone on their own...

some things just do not wait... time for instance... time trickles away slowly even as i am typing this entry and u readers out there are reading... chances gone can never be retrieved...

sometimes i really wonder if the things i do... are they just being plain silly or what nots... i usually do things without thinking deeply into the consequences... some of the things i say, the things i do... i hope it doesn't cause any misunderstandings, but if it does, i'm sorry for i had no intention of doing so... i'm juz too rash and do things when it comes to my mind without giving it much thought... just like the speech from my mouth... i say wadeva that comes to my mind without holding much back... if i have offended anyone or hurt anyone, it wasn't on purpose.

perhaps indeed i'm better off left alone.











today... went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire (after a long time since its release) must say that one day's worth of reading content squeezed n condensed into a 2+ hour movie is no joke... i left the theatre brain dead... lolz~ and i guess for those who didn't read the book they probably wouldn't understand everything that was going on in the movie... i kinda wished they split it into 2 movies, probably that would have given the movie a better presentation of the original text... but i think... guess not... the actors would have been too old to finish acting the whole harry potter series if that happened... lolz~

hermione is so so chio!!! n ron's becoming more and more shuai... and he's hilarious... lolz~ cho wasn't that bad looking as some of the other guys were saying... i tot she's quite chio... lolz~ oh well... i guess my taste's different from the guys... lolz~

and they toned down on a lot of things!!!! like the third task, the truth about mad-eye moody... geez... all the big climaxes and stuff and they actually toned it down??? haiz~ i guess can't really help it... it was a good attempt for a making a short movie out of such a long and thick text in comparison...













haiz... my mind's not working properly again... shall b back soon... sighz~