ohayo~ *sniffles a yawn*
hmms... realised i haven't been blogging quite some time.. hahaz... guess i'm really really tired these few days... been kinda busy wif all sorts of stuff....
yesterday juz went out the whole day wif my family on a shopping trip... omg. i went into shopping frenzy yesterday and bought loads of clothes.... -_- i guess for me alone i spent over 100 bucks le lohz.... haven't find job yet... den waste so much $$ le... =X
hahaz... had fun yesterday wif my mum and my sis though... my sis kept looking at shoes.. den me n my mum looking and clothes... den somehow... i kept "dian"ing my sis... so i accuse my sis of "dian"ing me.... in the end... through various "experiment"s which consists of me "dian"ing my sis and my mum numerous times... i've come to the conclusion that.. actually.. i'm the one "dian"ing them.... ha~ think it's caused by me sweeping my hand wif my shorts... resulting in static formed.... hahaz... but the experiment also resulted in my sis having this fear whenever i approach her.... muahahahaz~
todae... guess i'll probably be out the whole day... going to drop by west mall laters to tell pansy that i'm taking up the job starting tml... =X 11-10 lehz... selling... er.... inner beauty at west mall... hahaz... eh... if ur wan can come patronise larz... but.. aiyah... juz pretend u dunno me.. ha~ =X
and kelvin ar... who says i'm going to be a mannequine... -_- not even in ur dreams lehz... i wanna save u from having nightmares... hahahahahaz~
geez... very very tired.... think i might be falling sick soon... =X *sniff sniff*
24 December 2004
hey heyz~ merry christmas eve!!! XD
all of a sudden... my tagboard is flooding wif loads of furnie comments... niaoing each other... had a fun time laffing at all the comments... at the same time... feeling this warmth in my heart... maybe this is the spirit of christmas? hahaz...
hmms... all of a sudden feel like crying... oso dunno y... hahaz...
reading other pple's blogs as well... laffing at their furnie comments as well... hehez...
juz feel... this smile... slowly being registered on my face...
okies larz... sorry for the weird stuff written upstairs... i mean... maybe i haven't really woken up... hahaz...
it's been a rather... tiring but happy days of being busy wif christmas prep, eh... eating tang yuans... eh... den going out to look for jobs...
went out yesterday wif pansy and kelvin... den went jurong point... originally told pansy.. heyz.. let's go shopping... in the end we went shopping for jobs... hahaz... it was the first time i ever went out to start asking ard for jobs... and so i was... very scared.. lolz~
den... i came to the comics connection shop.. and saw... they're employing pple!!! hahahahaz.. was darn happy... thinking of going in to apply for the job.. budden... they say dey dun wan students... *sobz sobz* pansy was still there saying.. if i got the job i'll be so darn happy... =X budden... reality's so so cruel... haiz...
next... went out of comics connection... view shifted to the jigsaw puzzle shop there.... den me and pansy suddenly went into a frenzy... JIGSAW PUZZLE!!! den the two of us started running towards the shop to see whether they're trying to employ pple... den realised we looked like two idiots wif kelvin walking slowly behind us.. *bet he was wondering wad the two of us are up to, or he's laffing at the two of us.. hahaz* so we walked slowly... and i once again "plucked up" courage to go in and enquire abt the job... budden... once again.. they're not employing students who are waiting for a level results... sobz~
geez... that's all for the job hunt yesterday.. hahaz.. cos the rest of the time it was pansy in action... hahaz... den she talked a little abt this banquet job... which i'm kinda interested... budden... dunno lehz.. lolz~
todae wake up... walked like a mini zombie... sis using comp...so i made a beeline to my dining table... first thing i saw... the classified section of the straits times... so started flipping without any.... conscious action? hahaz.. dunno... den looking at the job listings... wondering if i should start calling.. but.. dun dare lehz.. lolz~
sheesh... i din know i'm so timid... =X
maybe i'll start calling after christmas.. ha~
aniwae... juz drank banana milk for breakfast... *which is the only one out of two things made from bananas that are nice. hahaz~* wondering how my day would be laters...
cos.. later going to p school gathering... which someone quite influential in my p school life would be there... or rather.. 2 pple who are influential in my p school life would be there... hahaz... dunno whether i'm excited or wad.... somehow... all of a sudden i dun feel like going.. hahaz... dunno lehz.. maybe cos i feel christmas eves and christmas should be spent wif my loved ones? hahaz.... feeling a bit bad for pangsehing my loved ones... lolz~ budden..... hmms...
okies... i'm in a dilemna again. =X
and.. sheesh.. i cannot finish my christmas present.... and i realised.. even if i rush through it throughout the night, den the next day dun go out and cheong the present all the way.... i'll still need like... 3 days to complete? geez... ever since i last made that present i have sorta swore that i dun wanna make it again... and now i'm starting to regret not following my promise... hahaz... jokings larz... sighz...
sorry guys.... if ur dun receive ur christmas presents on time... geez~
oh yar... yesterday i juz realised that my blog doesn't have the archives link!!! den tried to add it in lohz... so.. there u go... it's under the tagboard now.. hahaz... cos i dunno how to add it to the links thingy... hehez~
sorry larz.. i swaku larz.. cannot mehz? =P
oh.... and i received my first christmas present from my parents yesterday... went out shopping wif them... den my mum said.. tot u wanted to buy two cds quite badly? so we went cd rama and i finally got SHE's encore cd... plus the cd which i'm listening now... eternity... the one which they advertise on tv... hahaz.. wonders of the media har...
but the cd still sounds nice... hehez... it's a nice therapy for insomnia... very soothing music...
and i've been trying to listen to the SHE's cd the whole day yesterday... trying to fight my brother's playlist which was being played millions of times since dunno when... until i can even sing to the tune le... and i realised that.... i like the lyrics of many songs... though i dun really like the tune as much... hahaz...
so.. shall post some of the lyrics here... hahaz~
我爱你
s.h.e encore 曲 geoman villalon from sweetbox 词 姚若龙
从你眼睛 看着自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
无论是远近 什么世纪
在天堂拥抱 或荒野流离
我爱你 我敢去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 我愿意 准你来跋扈地决定 世界边境
偶尔我真的不懂你 又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安 我就任性
怕泄漏你怕 所以你生气
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨 想让你喘口气
被划破的信心 需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑 未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气 我爱你
我爱你 我想去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心
哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意义
让我爱你 我不要没有你
我不能没有你 绝不能没有你
对号入座
s.h.e encore
太阳大雨大你就炫烂五彩清清爽爽
月亮太美我就移民阳台星星闪闪
开始你还怀疑过我会不会我抄袭你太多
你脑袋还想的念头我已经就在这么做
水剩半杯你说还有一半乐观开朗
遭遇失败我说都是一样开朗坚强
开始我还怀疑过你是不是偷偷占星算命
我脑袋正在想的旋律你已经放在车上听
你的想法我都ok 还不够等爱陪你去做
我的心思你都ok 不用说甚至对号入座
wu~~~~最完美的互动
我的心思你都ok 不用说最完美的互动
all of a sudden... my tagboard is flooding wif loads of furnie comments... niaoing each other... had a fun time laffing at all the comments... at the same time... feeling this warmth in my heart... maybe this is the spirit of christmas? hahaz...
hmms... all of a sudden feel like crying... oso dunno y... hahaz...
reading other pple's blogs as well... laffing at their furnie comments as well... hehez...
juz feel... this smile... slowly being registered on my face...
okies larz... sorry for the weird stuff written upstairs... i mean... maybe i haven't really woken up... hahaz...
it's been a rather... tiring but happy days of being busy wif christmas prep, eh... eating tang yuans... eh... den going out to look for jobs...
went out yesterday wif pansy and kelvin... den went jurong point... originally told pansy.. heyz.. let's go shopping... in the end we went shopping for jobs... hahaz... it was the first time i ever went out to start asking ard for jobs... and so i was... very scared.. lolz~
den... i came to the comics connection shop.. and saw... they're employing pple!!! hahahahaz.. was darn happy... thinking of going in to apply for the job.. budden... they say dey dun wan students... *sobz sobz* pansy was still there saying.. if i got the job i'll be so darn happy... =X budden... reality's so so cruel... haiz...
next... went out of comics connection... view shifted to the jigsaw puzzle shop there.... den me and pansy suddenly went into a frenzy... JIGSAW PUZZLE!!! den the two of us started running towards the shop to see whether they're trying to employ pple... den realised we looked like two idiots wif kelvin walking slowly behind us.. *bet he was wondering wad the two of us are up to, or he's laffing at the two of us.. hahaz* so we walked slowly... and i once again "plucked up" courage to go in and enquire abt the job... budden... once again.. they're not employing students who are waiting for a level results... sobz~
geez... that's all for the job hunt yesterday.. hahaz.. cos the rest of the time it was pansy in action... hahaz... den she talked a little abt this banquet job... which i'm kinda interested... budden... dunno lehz.. lolz~
todae wake up... walked like a mini zombie... sis using comp...so i made a beeline to my dining table... first thing i saw... the classified section of the straits times... so started flipping without any.... conscious action? hahaz.. dunno... den looking at the job listings... wondering if i should start calling.. but.. dun dare lehz.. lolz~
sheesh... i din know i'm so timid... =X
maybe i'll start calling after christmas.. ha~
aniwae... juz drank banana milk for breakfast... *which is the only one out of two things made from bananas that are nice. hahaz~* wondering how my day would be laters...
cos.. later going to p school gathering... which someone quite influential in my p school life would be there... or rather.. 2 pple who are influential in my p school life would be there... hahaz... dunno whether i'm excited or wad.... somehow... all of a sudden i dun feel like going.. hahaz... dunno lehz.. maybe cos i feel christmas eves and christmas should be spent wif my loved ones? hahaz.... feeling a bit bad for pangsehing my loved ones... lolz~ budden..... hmms...
okies... i'm in a dilemna again. =X
and.. sheesh.. i cannot finish my christmas present.... and i realised.. even if i rush through it throughout the night, den the next day dun go out and cheong the present all the way.... i'll still need like... 3 days to complete? geez... ever since i last made that present i have sorta swore that i dun wanna make it again... and now i'm starting to regret not following my promise... hahaz... jokings larz... sighz...
sorry guys.... if ur dun receive ur christmas presents on time... geez~
oh yar... yesterday i juz realised that my blog doesn't have the archives link!!! den tried to add it in lohz... so.. there u go... it's under the tagboard now.. hahaz... cos i dunno how to add it to the links thingy... hehez~
sorry larz.. i swaku larz.. cannot mehz? =P
oh.... and i received my first christmas present from my parents yesterday... went out shopping wif them... den my mum said.. tot u wanted to buy two cds quite badly? so we went cd rama and i finally got SHE's encore cd... plus the cd which i'm listening now... eternity... the one which they advertise on tv... hahaz.. wonders of the media har...
but the cd still sounds nice... hehez... it's a nice therapy for insomnia... very soothing music...
and i've been trying to listen to the SHE's cd the whole day yesterday... trying to fight my brother's playlist which was being played millions of times since dunno when... until i can even sing to the tune le... and i realised that.... i like the lyrics of many songs... though i dun really like the tune as much... hahaz...
so.. shall post some of the lyrics here... hahaz~
我爱你
s.h.e encore 曲 geoman villalon from sweetbox 词 姚若龙
从你眼睛 看着自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
无论是远近 什么世纪
在天堂拥抱 或荒野流离
我爱你 我敢去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 我愿意 准你来跋扈地决定 世界边境
偶尔我真的不懂你 又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安 我就任性
怕泄漏你怕 所以你生气
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨 想让你喘口气
被划破的信心 需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑 未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气 我爱你
我爱你 我想去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心
哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意义
让我爱你 我不要没有你
我不能没有你 绝不能没有你
对号入座
s.h.e encore
太阳大雨大你就炫烂五彩清清爽爽
月亮太美我就移民阳台星星闪闪
开始你还怀疑过我会不会我抄袭你太多
你脑袋还想的念头我已经就在这么做
水剩半杯你说还有一半乐观开朗
遭遇失败我说都是一样开朗坚强
开始我还怀疑过你是不是偷偷占星算命
我脑袋正在想的旋律你已经放在车上听
你的想法我都ok 还不够等爱陪你去做
我的心思你都ok 不用说甚至对号入座
wu~~~~最完美的互动
我的心思你都ok 不用说最完美的互动
22 December 2004
hmms... ohayo~
heyz... junyi... i saw that comment.... who's the chicken who only knows how to eat his 同类 but dunno how to even cook maggie mee ar?
aniwae.. i really managed to bake a cake le... so... hmph... =P
aniwae... *let's pray my sis wun see this entry until 24th... hehez* i've baked an oreo cheesecake for my family for christmas.... phew~ *that's one down, many more to go... =X*
only 2 more days left till 24th... including todae... which have been half spent due to me lying on the bed, unwilling to get down.. talk abt being lazy... long time never spend time wif my bed, pillow(s) and my bloster... hehez... love my bloster... XD
okiesh.. the above para sounded a little... incoherent.. hahaz... maybe cos i din have breakfast yet? =P
and now... my mum is persuading me to join alumni co... -_-''' saying how much i like co... and enjoy talking to pple... go there can keep in touch wif my lao gong... blah blah blah... den i was telling her that i wanna consider more... and she juz kept talking on and on abt how i dun wanna join cos i'm only interested in mixing wif my 猪朋狗友 and dun care abt my sis *who happens to be alumni oso*.... oh well... wad can i say? =X
oh well.. even if i join... i dun think i can go for all the practices aniwae... cos next year i'm going to work already mahz... =X
hahaz... enuff ranting for now... shall start to eat a little biscuits bah... and pray i dun get any fatter.. =X
heyz... junyi... i saw that comment.... who's the chicken who only knows how to eat his 同类 but dunno how to even cook maggie mee ar?
aniwae.. i really managed to bake a cake le... so... hmph... =P
aniwae... *let's pray my sis wun see this entry until 24th... hehez* i've baked an oreo cheesecake for my family for christmas.... phew~ *that's one down, many more to go... =X*
only 2 more days left till 24th... including todae... which have been half spent due to me lying on the bed, unwilling to get down.. talk abt being lazy... long time never spend time wif my bed, pillow(s) and my bloster... hehez... love my bloster... XD
okiesh.. the above para sounded a little... incoherent.. hahaz... maybe cos i din have breakfast yet? =P
and now... my mum is persuading me to join alumni co... -_-''' saying how much i like co... and enjoy talking to pple... go there can keep in touch wif my lao gong... blah blah blah... den i was telling her that i wanna consider more... and she juz kept talking on and on abt how i dun wanna join cos i'm only interested in mixing wif my 猪朋狗友 and dun care abt my sis *who happens to be alumni oso*.... oh well... wad can i say? =X
oh well.. even if i join... i dun think i can go for all the practices aniwae... cos next year i'm going to work already mahz... =X
hahaz... enuff ranting for now... shall start to eat a little biscuits bah... and pray i dun get any fatter.. =X
20 December 2004
eating dinner now...
and thinking of u...
hehez... had a... well.. how do u say? fun packed day? hmms.. not exactly... =X
basically... i tot todae i'll be rotting away at home... doing nth... budden... at ard 1110... pansy called me up, and asked me to go down wif her for a job interview.. so... since i'm idle and rotting at home... might as well make full use of my time and go down lohz...
basically... i flopped everything bah... in my hurry to get down to meet pansy in time... den i forgot to bring my ic... =X never bring photo oso... =X den... sighz~ basically... dunno how well my chances are of getting employed... but.. i guess i learned more today... =)
after that... went over to pansy's house in jurong east... omg.. it's darn nice!!! juz like wad she said... it's like a holiday house... *or wadeva u call it.. hehez* aniwae.. had a nice afternoon there... fiddling wif her kitchen... which made me realise how lousy a housewife i am... but.. heyz~ i'm learning hard yar? =)
oh... and guess wad? while attempting to fiddle wif pansy's oven... the whole... circuit.. simply tripped... -_- den we couldn't figure out what exactly went wrong... den called loads of pple to figure out how to put the electricity back... lolz~
aniwae... laters... from pansy's house in jurong east... we shifted base to her auntie's friend's house... at boon lay there... lolz~ muz thank pansy loads... =) plus her auntie and her really really friendly friend... =) thankx for all ur help!!! though i know u guys probably wun see this.. but heyz... arigatou!!! i'll repay u gals somehow... =)
hmms... at least some of my burden i can 放下 le... now... still left wif loads of stuff waiting to be cleared... like... to clean up my room... *again... siandeds* den spend more time wif my loved ones... blah blah blah...
still eating dinner at 12midnight... i really should learn to eat faster... hahaz....
guess i should go back to thinking of u... n...
guess i shall go back to dinner.. and to chatting online.. ha~
and thinking of u...
hehez... had a... well.. how do u say? fun packed day? hmms.. not exactly... =X
basically... i tot todae i'll be rotting away at home... doing nth... budden... at ard 1110... pansy called me up, and asked me to go down wif her for a job interview.. so... since i'm idle and rotting at home... might as well make full use of my time and go down lohz...
basically... i flopped everything bah... in my hurry to get down to meet pansy in time... den i forgot to bring my ic... =X never bring photo oso... =X den... sighz~ basically... dunno how well my chances are of getting employed... but.. i guess i learned more today... =)
after that... went over to pansy's house in jurong east... omg.. it's darn nice!!! juz like wad she said... it's like a holiday house... *or wadeva u call it.. hehez* aniwae.. had a nice afternoon there... fiddling wif her kitchen... which made me realise how lousy a housewife i am... but.. heyz~ i'm learning hard yar? =)
oh... and guess wad? while attempting to fiddle wif pansy's oven... the whole... circuit.. simply tripped... -_- den we couldn't figure out what exactly went wrong... den called loads of pple to figure out how to put the electricity back... lolz~
aniwae... laters... from pansy's house in jurong east... we shifted base to her auntie's friend's house... at boon lay there... lolz~ muz thank pansy loads... =) plus her auntie and her really really friendly friend... =) thankx for all ur help!!! though i know u guys probably wun see this.. but heyz... arigatou!!! i'll repay u gals somehow... =)
hmms... at least some of my burden i can 放下 le... now... still left wif loads of stuff waiting to be cleared... like... to clean up my room... *again... siandeds* den spend more time wif my loved ones... blah blah blah...
still eating dinner at 12midnight... i really should learn to eat faster... hahaz....
guess i should go back to thinking of u... n...
guess i shall go back to dinner.. and to chatting online.. ha~
19 December 2004
weixiang's birthday todae....
and i haven't gotten him a bdae present yet.. =X
sighz...
hey heyz... it's a miracle that i woke up so early todae... =)
cos these few days... i've been sleeping at... like.. 2? and then waking up as late as 11 in the morning... such a pig right? =X
so yesterday, for a change slept slightly earlier... so wake up oso abit earlier... though still sleep the same amt of hours.. budden... makes me feel less guilty... hahahahaz... =P
feeling touched these few days... yesterday read eric's blog... where he thanked me for helping out at the chalet... honestly... i din really help... juz felt that it's something i needed to do... cos i can't stand juz standing ard doing nth when other pple need help mahz... i'm doing it for myself ya? =P i'm not as nice as u guys think... heh heh hehz~
now chatting wif xuanyou... he said that it's difficult for him to stay awake after 11pm nowadays... which i totally understand now... and... i'm starting to get worried for the guys when they go army... though i dun really know the reason y... =X sighz...
christmas is juz *starts counting using fingers* exactly 6 days away.... christmas eve is 5 days away... talk abt being stressed... =X there are so many things i wanna do... budden like cannot finish liddat lehz... =X sighz.... sorry randy... if i cannot come and play RO as often during this week lehz.. =X miss RO budden... some other things have to take priority for now bah... =X
guess wad? my parents are playing wif this... timer in the shape of a carrot... which u can turn, to start the timer... and at the end... when time's up, the carrot will start to ring like a fire alarm... apparently my parents are both very amused by it... lolz~ budden i can't imagine my house sounding as though there's a fire like.. every few minutes... =X or that there's a bomb hidden somewhere in the house... *cos the carrot starts ticking when it's counting down...*
okiesh... the carrot juz rang... -_-'''
hmms... thinking abt stuff again... feeling as though these few days are like a dream... a very very nice dream... =) if all these are a dream... den.... i dun ever wanna wake up.... *quote from manga... hahaz*
realised that... i really dunno how to put my feelings across... or to even communicate properly... =X juz now trying to tell my parents some 欠扁问答题 den dey all like... seh diao... and dun get the answer to the riddle... am i that lousy? lolz~ or maybe it's generation gap... =X
sob sobz....
year end le... so many things waiting to be tied up... so many things waiting to be done... hahaz... originally i wanted to make use of the hols to finish playing ffx and ffx-2.... but guess wad? i guess that wun be possible... *sobz* cos i no ps2 ar... :'( den... gotta work on my new year resolutions.... hahaz... let's hope that this time it's not all talk no action lehz... quite sick of all these le... =)
hmms... so few pple online... maybe everybody's still sleeping... meaning that i wake up super early todae... hehehez~
i miss u...
kkz larz.. shall start doing the stuff i need to do le.. hahahaz~
and i haven't gotten him a bdae present yet.. =X
sighz...
hey heyz... it's a miracle that i woke up so early todae... =)
cos these few days... i've been sleeping at... like.. 2? and then waking up as late as 11 in the morning... such a pig right? =X
so yesterday, for a change slept slightly earlier... so wake up oso abit earlier... though still sleep the same amt of hours.. budden... makes me feel less guilty... hahahahaz... =P
feeling touched these few days... yesterday read eric's blog... where he thanked me for helping out at the chalet... honestly... i din really help... juz felt that it's something i needed to do... cos i can't stand juz standing ard doing nth when other pple need help mahz... i'm doing it for myself ya? =P i'm not as nice as u guys think... heh heh hehz~
now chatting wif xuanyou... he said that it's difficult for him to stay awake after 11pm nowadays... which i totally understand now... and... i'm starting to get worried for the guys when they go army... though i dun really know the reason y... =X sighz...
christmas is juz *starts counting using fingers* exactly 6 days away.... christmas eve is 5 days away... talk abt being stressed... =X there are so many things i wanna do... budden like cannot finish liddat lehz... =X sighz.... sorry randy... if i cannot come and play RO as often during this week lehz.. =X miss RO budden... some other things have to take priority for now bah... =X
guess wad? my parents are playing wif this... timer in the shape of a carrot... which u can turn, to start the timer... and at the end... when time's up, the carrot will start to ring like a fire alarm... apparently my parents are both very amused by it... lolz~ budden i can't imagine my house sounding as though there's a fire like.. every few minutes... =X or that there's a bomb hidden somewhere in the house... *cos the carrot starts ticking when it's counting down...*
okiesh... the carrot juz rang... -_-'''
hmms... thinking abt stuff again... feeling as though these few days are like a dream... a very very nice dream... =) if all these are a dream... den.... i dun ever wanna wake up.... *quote from manga... hahaz*
realised that... i really dunno how to put my feelings across... or to even communicate properly... =X juz now trying to tell my parents some 欠扁问答题 den dey all like... seh diao... and dun get the answer to the riddle... am i that lousy? lolz~ or maybe it's generation gap... =X
sob sobz....
year end le... so many things waiting to be tied up... so many things waiting to be done... hahaz... originally i wanted to make use of the hols to finish playing ffx and ffx-2.... but guess wad? i guess that wun be possible... *sobz* cos i no ps2 ar... :'( den... gotta work on my new year resolutions.... hahaz... let's hope that this time it's not all talk no action lehz... quite sick of all these le... =)
hmms... so few pple online... maybe everybody's still sleeping... meaning that i wake up super early todae... hehehez~
i miss u...
kkz larz.. shall start doing the stuff i need to do le.. hahahaz~
17 December 2004
ever since i had my verbal diarrhoea like...a week ago...
basically.. i'm back to say that...
i'm still alive...
well.. these few days... had been kinda busy... going chalet, going to play badminton and stuff... blah blah blah...
and not forgetting to mention.... to prepare for a certain festive season.... though preparations aren't really going on smoothly since i'm always out most of the time... kinda scared i cannot make it on time lehz.. =X
not many days left... so little time, so many things to be done.. =X
and i have to lvl up on RO!!!
wah... new form of stress after a levels lehz.. lolz~
hmms... tml ar.... think most likely i'll be rotting at home again... lolz~ or maybe go out wif my family to buy groceries... =) *hmms... new change in me lehz... now i'm starting not to hate grocery shopping as much as b4 le... maybe it's cos i can buy more junk food? eeks... fattening wor..*
gosh... i'm starting to talk like eric... *shudders*
supposed to go back chalet todae one... budden can only go in the afternoon... den guess wad? eric n company were at chinatown... doing cip... -_-''' so in the end i went home... and asked eric to pass my sis my orange waterbottle which i left at the chalet... *which was the reason y i wanted to go back to chalet.. sobz~*
okies larz... enuff update for now... shall update again when i have the time.. ha~
basically.. i'm back to say that...
i'm still alive...
well.. these few days... had been kinda busy... going chalet, going to play badminton and stuff... blah blah blah...
and not forgetting to mention.... to prepare for a certain festive season.... though preparations aren't really going on smoothly since i'm always out most of the time... kinda scared i cannot make it on time lehz.. =X
not many days left... so little time, so many things to be done.. =X
and i have to lvl up on RO!!!
wah... new form of stress after a levels lehz.. lolz~
hmms... tml ar.... think most likely i'll be rotting at home again... lolz~ or maybe go out wif my family to buy groceries... =) *hmms... new change in me lehz... now i'm starting not to hate grocery shopping as much as b4 le... maybe it's cos i can buy more junk food? eeks... fattening wor..*
gosh... i'm starting to talk like eric... *shudders*
supposed to go back chalet todae one... budden can only go in the afternoon... den guess wad? eric n company were at chinatown... doing cip... -_-''' so in the end i went home... and asked eric to pass my sis my orange waterbottle which i left at the chalet... *which was the reason y i wanted to go back to chalet.. sobz~*
okies larz... enuff update for now... shall update again when i have the time.. ha~
14 December 2004
tireds.
i know u might never read this... but..
tml going for master class in the morning.. followed by... chalet..
i miss u
all of a sudden.. dun feel like going.. juz wanna sit at home and rot to death.
i miss u
maybe this is wad kelvin said... u're mentally tired... hahaz...
i miss u
maybe i should go get some sleep b4 my eyes pop out.. hahaz..
i know u might never read this... but..
tml going for master class in the morning.. followed by... chalet..
i miss u
all of a sudden.. dun feel like going.. juz wanna sit at home and rot to death.
i miss u
maybe this is wad kelvin said... u're mentally tired... hahaz...
i miss u
maybe i should go get some sleep b4 my eyes pop out.. hahaz..
12 December 2004
continual stoning.
did i mention that.. juz now, while i was playing mahjong, my brother went out. and me being the stupid selfish shitty sister *heyz~ nice alliteration* was so engrossed in mahjong online simply saw him go out without asking where he went. thinking that he had already told my mum where he was going to go.
guess wad my mum said yesterday is true.
i deserve ten thousand slaps.
trying to do some household chores to make myself feel more at ease. stupid baka.
the thing is.. my brother din bring handphone.. so now dunno where he is...
dun even know whether i'm worried or anything...
it's such a weird feeling... a few days ago i probably "hated" my brother to the core... den now i'm hating myself for not caring for my brother.
idiot. arrgh.
i'm sorry... but saying sorry now doesn't help things at all.
all i can do is to sit at home and wait for him to come back...
i know i know.. my parents appeared not to be blaming me... but i know that deep down... u guys know that i'm not a good elder sis larz. i know i know... some things no need to say out loud one.
wad's the point of ranting here. it doesn't help things at all.
okies. i shall shaddup.
wad's the point of trying to help other pple with their problems when u can't even solve ur simple pathetic problem.
did i mention that.. juz now, while i was playing mahjong, my brother went out. and me being the stupid selfish shitty sister *heyz~ nice alliteration* was so engrossed in mahjong online simply saw him go out without asking where he went. thinking that he had already told my mum where he was going to go.
guess wad my mum said yesterday is true.
i deserve ten thousand slaps.
trying to do some household chores to make myself feel more at ease. stupid baka.
the thing is.. my brother din bring handphone.. so now dunno where he is...
dun even know whether i'm worried or anything...
it's such a weird feeling... a few days ago i probably "hated" my brother to the core... den now i'm hating myself for not caring for my brother.
idiot. arrgh.
i'm sorry... but saying sorry now doesn't help things at all.
all i can do is to sit at home and wait for him to come back...
i know i know.. my parents appeared not to be blaming me... but i know that deep down... u guys know that i'm not a good elder sis larz. i know i know... some things no need to say out loud one.
wad's the point of ranting here. it doesn't help things at all.
okies. i shall shaddup.
wad's the point of trying to help other pple with their problems when u can't even solve ur simple pathetic problem.
sumimasen abt this... but i guess i'll be blogging quite a bit these few days...
i'm still thinking abt the anime... sheesh...
trying hard to do as wad kelvin says...别胡思乱想.. and wad zhanxin says... 别想那么多...
sighz.. now contemplating whether to go out or not...
randy's not online... so cannot talk to him abt the anime which left him in a.... wadeva u call it.. emotional stress? hahaz... dunno... but definitely.. shaken... yes.. that's the word..
all of a sudden.. i juz feel like.. sitting on my comp chair.. and to rot away my whole day...
mind being blank... clear like the water...
gosh.. wad am i talking... i sound like i'm suffering from depression or stuff.
reading through pple's blogs... realised that.... many have their own problems which other dun seem to understand... wondering if i've misunderstood or not tried to understand other pple's problems at all now...
somehow... all of a sudden... my mind is brought back to the anime.... "you do and say things to make yourself feel more at ease...." for example... u're tied down to your own problems which seem so huge which u can't manage on your own... so u turn ur focus to other pple's problems and try to help others so that u'll feel more at ease... but in actual fact u're juz running away...
now i'm stuck at timo's blog.. listening to the nice music on his blog... and mind... drifting... drifting.. to a far far away place...
wondering if i'm becoming a pest to pple... hahaz... juz like... how sometimes i feel irritated if someone kept pestering me.. *winkz to weixiang* maybe... it's cos i can't let go... and i've become quite dependent on my friends... especially those whom i consider close... and always confide to them... sorry if i'm becoming too pestering yar?
which brings my mind back to the anime again... something which mitsuki said before she broke off with takayuki... i realised that i've become too dependent on you... and so... now i'm going to break off my dependence on you...
do i have to do the same thing too? before things get... out of hand?
*slaps self* wad am i talking?
when faced with pressure.. wad would u do? start throwing tantrums? let off steam? or juz keep quiet?
none of the three options seem best at times... and out of all these three "shitty" options... whichever u choose.. will still deem u as a "bad" guy... and when nobody seem to understand the situation u're in... u juz... get frustrated...
i wanna become your pillar... but i realised how hard it is... so all i can do is to stand afar... and to observe... to try to understand you... your situations... and to give u smiles when u're down... =) and to say words of encouragement when u need them...
even if i have to be a bad guy to make u smile?
and.. all these... even if i've tried to do these things... is it enough?
*slap slap*... again.. wad am i talking abt?
oh my gosh... i sound rather incoherent... haiz...
enough of random ranting for now... shall try to drown myself in peanuts and mahjong... hahaz... =)
i'm still thinking abt the anime... sheesh...
trying hard to do as wad kelvin says...别胡思乱想.. and wad zhanxin says... 别想那么多...
sighz.. now contemplating whether to go out or not...
randy's not online... so cannot talk to him abt the anime which left him in a.... wadeva u call it.. emotional stress? hahaz... dunno... but definitely.. shaken... yes.. that's the word..
all of a sudden.. i juz feel like.. sitting on my comp chair.. and to rot away my whole day...
mind being blank... clear like the water...
gosh.. wad am i talking... i sound like i'm suffering from depression or stuff.
reading through pple's blogs... realised that.... many have their own problems which other dun seem to understand... wondering if i've misunderstood or not tried to understand other pple's problems at all now...
somehow... all of a sudden... my mind is brought back to the anime.... "you do and say things to make yourself feel more at ease...." for example... u're tied down to your own problems which seem so huge which u can't manage on your own... so u turn ur focus to other pple's problems and try to help others so that u'll feel more at ease... but in actual fact u're juz running away...
now i'm stuck at timo's blog.. listening to the nice music on his blog... and mind... drifting... drifting.. to a far far away place...
wondering if i'm becoming a pest to pple... hahaz... juz like... how sometimes i feel irritated if someone kept pestering me.. *winkz to weixiang* maybe... it's cos i can't let go... and i've become quite dependent on my friends... especially those whom i consider close... and always confide to them... sorry if i'm becoming too pestering yar?
which brings my mind back to the anime again... something which mitsuki said before she broke off with takayuki... i realised that i've become too dependent on you... and so... now i'm going to break off my dependence on you...
do i have to do the same thing too? before things get... out of hand?
*slaps self* wad am i talking?
when faced with pressure.. wad would u do? start throwing tantrums? let off steam? or juz keep quiet?
none of the three options seem best at times... and out of all these three "shitty" options... whichever u choose.. will still deem u as a "bad" guy... and when nobody seem to understand the situation u're in... u juz... get frustrated...
i wanna become your pillar... but i realised how hard it is... so all i can do is to stand afar... and to observe... to try to understand you... your situations... and to give u smiles when u're down... =) and to say words of encouragement when u need them...
even if i have to be a bad guy to make u smile?
and.. all these... even if i've tried to do these things... is it enough?
*slap slap*... again.. wad am i talking abt?
oh my gosh... i sound rather incoherent... haiz...
enough of random ranting for now... shall try to drown myself in peanuts and mahjong... hahaz... =)
crying my eyes out...
yesterday, i cried my eyes out the entire night.
dun worry.... i'm okiesh..
it's juz that i watched an anime which i think i will need some time to get over...
randy was right... i really need loads of tissues for this anime...
the name of the anime is... kimi ga nozomu eien... english translation... the eternity you wish for...
hmms... let's see... eh... music was not bad... i really like the ending song of the anime episodes... story itself ar... got a bit of ahem ahems... not suitable for kids.. *though i'm still a kid... or.. am i? hahaz~*
story starts off wif... the first episode.. *ha... duhhz~* story starts off with the potagonist... called takayuki, who's a third year high school student... who doesn't really study, but juz slack all day... but he's quite a nice guy... he has two other good friends from his class... shinji (a guy) and mitsuki...a girl who's a good swimmer... but the reason why mitsuki is takayuki's good friend is becoz her best friend, haruka, has a crush on takayuki...
with mitsuki's help... haruka was able to confess to takayuki on a hill, which was takayuki's fav place... haruka was a very nice... shy... and rather innocent girl... and when she confessed... takayuki, being the nice guy he was... couldn't reject her... and so... they started dating... but takayuki dated her halfheartedly... and after a few dates... haruka realised that he din really like her.. and so they broke off...
and it was only when takayuki lost haruka... that he realised that he actually liked her... and so... he went back to the hill where haruka first confessed to him... and found haruka there... and then he confessed to her that he liked her...
tada~ end of episode 1... happy ending... *sniff sniff*
aniwae... will guys only know who they like only when they lost that person they like? tsk tsk... =P
episode 2... haruka and takayuki are a happy and sweet couple... they had many fun moments... but... somehow... there are slight ripples underneath the peaceful surface... there was once... haruka and takayuki had a date to go to a temple festival together... but b4 takayuki could go and meet up wif haruka, mitsuki asked takayuki to listen to her... and takayuki being the nice guy agreed... resulting in takayuki being extremely late and haruka was so worried that she cried... and shinji and haruka finally found mitsuki and takayuki together on the hill... mitsuki apologised for asking takayuki to listen to her woes... but haruka didn't mind.. cos mistuki was her best friend...
on another day... takayuki was also going to meet up haruka for his date again... and he met mitsuki on the streets... mitsuki told takayuki that it was her birthday that day... and takayuki felt oblidged to buy her a bdae present... mitsuki let takayuki to a jewellery stall... where she fancied a ring... and asked takayuki to buy for her... at first takayuki felt slightly uneasy... but.. since it was her birthday... takayuki was nice and bought the ring for her... resulting in... takayuki being once again, late for his date... and... ... ...
haruka meeting with a car accident while waiting for takayuki to appear.
end of episode 2...
episode 3 starts off... 3 years later after the accident... takayuki had dropped school.. and is now working as a waiter in this family restuarant... having fun with the other waitresses there at work... mitsuki has oso given up swimming and is now working at a trading company... takayuki and mitsuki are now together... and apparently the couple have no guilt over wad happened 3 years ago... meanwhile.. shinji is now in university, but still unsuccessful in starting a relationship wif a girl...
one day, while takayuki and mitsuki were walking together.. they met akane, haruka's younger sister... who is in high school now and one of the top swimmers in the swimming club... akane juz came out of the swimming complex, and when akane saw them... she shot them an angry look, and said... visiting hours are almost over... and she walked coolly past the couple... leaving the couple feeling guilty over what they've done... takayuki turned, and saw... the telephone booth... where haruka stood three years ago... before she met with the car accident... ... ...
okiesh... end of episode 3...
shan't say more... or else not fun le... hahaz...
basically... besides the ahem ahems part... i think this is a really... nice and realistic story bah... after watching the whole anime in one day... *heh hehz*... and crying the whole night.... *sniff sniff*... it set me thinking about... how sometimes guys try to be nice to two girls, and end up hurting the two of them at the same time... takayuki could jolly well go up to either mitsuki or hakura and tell them he doesn't like one of them, and solve the problem... but either way... he'll still end up as the "bad guy"...
sighz...
this makes me recall a quote from the anime... "you're so nice... that it's cruel..."
tissues... i need tissues...
okiesh.. anime aside.. yesterday i finished reading da vinci code.. finally... *phew* it's quite an achievement for me since i dun really like reading... hahaz... dotz~ but oh well.. it's a nice book.. =) no wonder it's a best seller.. ha~
and now... i wish that the RO server is back.. so that i can put my mind off those issues raised by the anime... sobz~
dun worry.... i'm okiesh..
it's juz that i watched an anime which i think i will need some time to get over...
randy was right... i really need loads of tissues for this anime...
the name of the anime is... kimi ga nozomu eien... english translation... the eternity you wish for...
hmms... let's see... eh... music was not bad... i really like the ending song of the anime episodes... story itself ar... got a bit of ahem ahems... not suitable for kids.. *though i'm still a kid... or.. am i? hahaz~*
story starts off wif... the first episode.. *ha... duhhz~* story starts off with the potagonist... called takayuki, who's a third year high school student... who doesn't really study, but juz slack all day... but he's quite a nice guy... he has two other good friends from his class... shinji (a guy) and mitsuki...a girl who's a good swimmer... but the reason why mitsuki is takayuki's good friend is becoz her best friend, haruka, has a crush on takayuki...
with mitsuki's help... haruka was able to confess to takayuki on a hill, which was takayuki's fav place... haruka was a very nice... shy... and rather innocent girl... and when she confessed... takayuki, being the nice guy he was... couldn't reject her... and so... they started dating... but takayuki dated her halfheartedly... and after a few dates... haruka realised that he din really like her.. and so they broke off...
and it was only when takayuki lost haruka... that he realised that he actually liked her... and so... he went back to the hill where haruka first confessed to him... and found haruka there... and then he confessed to her that he liked her...
tada~ end of episode 1... happy ending... *sniff sniff*
aniwae... will guys only know who they like only when they lost that person they like? tsk tsk... =P
episode 2... haruka and takayuki are a happy and sweet couple... they had many fun moments... but... somehow... there are slight ripples underneath the peaceful surface... there was once... haruka and takayuki had a date to go to a temple festival together... but b4 takayuki could go and meet up wif haruka, mitsuki asked takayuki to listen to her... and takayuki being the nice guy agreed... resulting in takayuki being extremely late and haruka was so worried that she cried... and shinji and haruka finally found mitsuki and takayuki together on the hill... mitsuki apologised for asking takayuki to listen to her woes... but haruka didn't mind.. cos mistuki was her best friend...
on another day... takayuki was also going to meet up haruka for his date again... and he met mitsuki on the streets... mitsuki told takayuki that it was her birthday that day... and takayuki felt oblidged to buy her a bdae present... mitsuki let takayuki to a jewellery stall... where she fancied a ring... and asked takayuki to buy for her... at first takayuki felt slightly uneasy... but.. since it was her birthday... takayuki was nice and bought the ring for her... resulting in... takayuki being once again, late for his date... and... ... ...
haruka meeting with a car accident while waiting for takayuki to appear.
end of episode 2...
episode 3 starts off... 3 years later after the accident... takayuki had dropped school.. and is now working as a waiter in this family restuarant... having fun with the other waitresses there at work... mitsuki has oso given up swimming and is now working at a trading company... takayuki and mitsuki are now together... and apparently the couple have no guilt over wad happened 3 years ago... meanwhile.. shinji is now in university, but still unsuccessful in starting a relationship wif a girl...
one day, while takayuki and mitsuki were walking together.. they met akane, haruka's younger sister... who is in high school now and one of the top swimmers in the swimming club... akane juz came out of the swimming complex, and when akane saw them... she shot them an angry look, and said... visiting hours are almost over... and she walked coolly past the couple... leaving the couple feeling guilty over what they've done... takayuki turned, and saw... the telephone booth... where haruka stood three years ago... before she met with the car accident... ... ...
okiesh... end of episode 3...
shan't say more... or else not fun le... hahaz...
basically... besides the ahem ahems part... i think this is a really... nice and realistic story bah... after watching the whole anime in one day... *heh hehz*... and crying the whole night.... *sniff sniff*... it set me thinking about... how sometimes guys try to be nice to two girls, and end up hurting the two of them at the same time... takayuki could jolly well go up to either mitsuki or hakura and tell them he doesn't like one of them, and solve the problem... but either way... he'll still end up as the "bad guy"...
sighz...
this makes me recall a quote from the anime... "you're so nice... that it's cruel..."
tissues... i need tissues...
okiesh.. anime aside.. yesterday i finished reading da vinci code.. finally... *phew* it's quite an achievement for me since i dun really like reading... hahaz... dotz~ but oh well.. it's a nice book.. =) no wonder it's a best seller.. ha~
and now... i wish that the RO server is back.. so that i can put my mind off those issues raised by the anime... sobz~
10 December 2004
should i? should i not?
sometimes i really wonder if the things i do are right... even though i'm clear personally that there are no such things as an absolute right or wrong...
wad if the things u wanna do would end up hurting others? is that action right? or issit wrong?
how i wish that things are more clear cut... sighz~
i'm afraid.... afraid of hurting others... but it seems that... wadeva i do... someone will get hurt in the end... i really wish that the person who's hurt is not u... but i realised... due to my insensitive nature... i always end up hurting others...
if i had been more tolerant... maybe these things wun have happened...
read weijie's card to me when i reached home yesterday... i'm really flattered by wad u say and think of me... but perhaps... u dun see the true ugly side of me... which i realised when i was in sec one and had been trying to change... but i guess... the leopard cannot change it's spots.... juz like how the sotong cannot change the colour of it's black ink...
went out to play mahjong todae... at eric's house... won the least down there since nico came... hahaz.. budden.... it was a good game... i kept pong-ing sai... *west*... and the guys keep saying that i like to eat shit... lolz~
but i guess.... for wadeva happiness u receive... there would be losses... like.. i feel that i'm neglecting my family... these few days my relatives came... i'm always out, never talk to them and stuff... first it was prom... den todae went out to play mahjong whole day... den come back... they're gone... gone back to malaysia le.. all of a sudden felt guilty for not being a good host, a good daughter... blah blah blah... sighz... see? so immatured...
second new year resolution... be more sensible and matured... and be more responsible...
when i came home... i asked my mum... where's my brother... and she replied... 你几时关心过你弟弟？initially i juz din think too much abt that comment.. budden my father shot in... 她会这样问就是在关心了吗... i'm grateful to my dad for speaking up for me here... budden... now that he said this... it reminded me of... the things which happened at a levels which i shan't elaborate anymore..
i miss those days when i'm juz living in an ideal world... where all gases behave according to the ideal gas equation... hahaz.. dotz...
或许，有些东西，不论你想怎么隐藏都隐藏不了。
sometimes i really wonder if the things i do are right... even though i'm clear personally that there are no such things as an absolute right or wrong...
wad if the things u wanna do would end up hurting others? is that action right? or issit wrong?
how i wish that things are more clear cut... sighz~
i'm afraid.... afraid of hurting others... but it seems that... wadeva i do... someone will get hurt in the end... i really wish that the person who's hurt is not u... but i realised... due to my insensitive nature... i always end up hurting others...
if i had been more tolerant... maybe these things wun have happened...
read weijie's card to me when i reached home yesterday... i'm really flattered by wad u say and think of me... but perhaps... u dun see the true ugly side of me... which i realised when i was in sec one and had been trying to change... but i guess... the leopard cannot change it's spots.... juz like how the sotong cannot change the colour of it's black ink...
went out to play mahjong todae... at eric's house... won the least down there since nico came... hahaz.. budden.... it was a good game... i kept pong-ing sai... *west*... and the guys keep saying that i like to eat shit... lolz~
but i guess.... for wadeva happiness u receive... there would be losses... like.. i feel that i'm neglecting my family... these few days my relatives came... i'm always out, never talk to them and stuff... first it was prom... den todae went out to play mahjong whole day... den come back... they're gone... gone back to malaysia le.. all of a sudden felt guilty for not being a good host, a good daughter... blah blah blah... sighz... see? so immatured...
second new year resolution... be more sensible and matured... and be more responsible...
when i came home... i asked my mum... where's my brother... and she replied... 你几时关心过你弟弟？initially i juz din think too much abt that comment.. budden my father shot in... 她会这样问就是在关心了吗... i'm grateful to my dad for speaking up for me here... budden... now that he said this... it reminded me of... the things which happened at a levels which i shan't elaborate anymore..
i miss those days when i'm juz living in an ideal world... where all gases behave according to the ideal gas equation... hahaz.. dotz...
或许，有些东西，不论你想怎么隐藏都隐藏不了。
09 December 2004
sighz... super siandeds... loads of things to say budden... can't go online now cos my cousin's using the other comp solely to go online to play warcraft. warcraft again. -_-''' maybe someday i should be a evil person and go delete my brother's warcraft game on the other comp.. muahahahaz~ *dotz*
hope that this entry can make it online asap... sighz..
firstly... yesterday was prom.... went out early in the morning to watch nac... watched woonkeat perform... den next up went to haru to style hair!!! *sobz.. my own money... all gone...* it looked quite... exaggerated initially... budden laters my hair fell back slightly to place... so.... yupz... it looked okiesh in the end... *and there goes my 24 bucks...*
and then zhanxin still din have his shirt... hahaz... den last minute shopping always is not a good thing, as i realised last week when i searched on the streets of orchard for 4 long wrecking days to find my dress which later kelvin commented doesn't look nice on me... sobz~ hahaz... and this makes shopping for his shirt as difficult.... since he only has like.. 4 hours left to prom... neway... shopped wif him and fiona for a while... and den later joined by pansy, shopped a little bit more, den me and pansy went off to eat lunch... *cos starting to have gastric... muahahaz...*
after that, met kelvin and junyi at long john silvers... me n pansy ate there, then the four of us good frienz went round looking for yangke's present... cos she was going off todae morning at 10... in the end, we din buy anything for her. -_-'''
after that, the four of us went to the bus stop to take bus to the hotel le... *imagine three pple wif weird hairdos... or actually... only one gal wif weird hairdo.* standing at the bus stop... den me and pansy started looking at pple's hair.. cos pansy wanna dye her hair red... so we started looking at the different shades of red she could consider dying her hair... and kelvin was there commenting... “女人啊，女人啊..." *shakes head*
next up... bus came... went all the way down to the hotel... only to be greeted by weixiang who was apparently alone in the hotel room, happily enjoying himself in bubble bath, which the bathtub was situated wif a really nice view of the nicole highway... *not nico highway* and he was like scolding us off for disturbing his nice bath... muahahaz...
aniwae... amazed at how the room looked like... it has great view... and the bathtub is... simply spacious... wif a pillow on the bathtub itself... to let the person sitting inside lie comfortably inside... *sighz~ how i wish i bought things for me to go enjoy the nice bathtub.. hahaz~*
after that, me and pansy started to take all sorts of pics of each other... she tried on my prom dress, took pic... den took my handbag and tried to pose as a model... all the pics taken down... courtesy of my sis' nice digicam... hahaz... *which unfortunately ate up loads of battery life... =P*
after which... everybody started streaming into the hotel room... and we started commenting on how nice the hotel shoes are... *made of cotton and stuff? very very comfortable...* pple take pic here and there... den i went to change... take somemore pics... den finally went down for prom le...
prom itself... took more pics... ate like a pig... den selection for prom king and queen... blah blah blah... all these which i took no notice of.. except for the countless photo taking sessions.... wah... it was only then i finally realised the pain of movie stars who have to turn up for regular press release... the cam flash is really blinding... -_-'''
after that... very tireds le... went up to hotel room... den called up yangke so that junyi and kelvin can pass her the cards they wrote for her... in the end the few of us plus wendy yunghei and zhanxin walked ard esplanade there... halfway we were met up wif weijie who came out to buy alcoholic drinks for the girls... -_-''' and somehow.... we got separated... cos yangke's high heels is making her feet hurt... den kelvin and junyi took turns to change shoes wif yangke while they themselves walked barefooted... *hahaz... junyi and kelvin are such gentlemen... =P*
got split up... den we ended up walking near citylink... *cos a blur sotong tot the rest of the pple went to the 7-11 at citylink when citylink was closed at 12midnight or something liddat?* and den we saw these rather eerie escalators which moves by themselves.... which is quite scary cos they move slowly... as though... well... eh... i dun wanna elaborate... *try to imagine urself walking at that area alone with the escalator moving by itself... quite... eh... -_-'''*
in the end... yunghei came to "save" us.. hahaz... furnies siaz... b4 yunghei came.. i tot he was in citylink while i was at the exit.. den i shouted hello loudly into citylink.. din know that there were pple sleeping in there... it was only when yunghei came and brought us past citylink underground... den i realised there were pple sleeping there.. and felt totally bad for disturbing those pple's sleep.. sighz...
went back to hotel room... more asshole daidee... *furnie thing... most likely last time seeing each other, playing daidee in the end.. hahaz~* den at 4+ finally cannot tahan, slept a while... den woke up saw junyi zhanxin wendy and zhidong playing a "slapping game" which essentially is a 猜拳游戏 except the winner gets to slap everybody else... and so all four of us besides zhanxin ganged up to bully zhanxin... lolz~ and wendy slaps zhanxin so hard his face turned red...
finally everybody cannot take it le... slept lohz... slept again... until 840... den like no sleep liddat... woke up still feel like sleeping... siandeds... felt like such a pig.. hahaz..
wad de... now that i finally managed to try to reconnect my comp again. i can't connect my comp online. ~!@#^#@ this totally sux. :'( cos not being connected online makes me feel i'm trapped inside my cave... sobz~
sighz...
next up... morning... woke up. felt like going back to sleep. felt like eating cos hungry until almost got gastric... in the end cleared up everything... den went home wif junyi and yin yin on cab home.. while the others went lan-ing... den i went home.. realised that my relatives are staying at our house here... siandeds a little.. den showed them my prom photos.. and they started making rather... mean comments abt my friends... like... aiyoh. y they so fat... and stuff liddat which made me a little pissed... hahahaz...
in the end... chatted to them for abt 1 hour... den wanted to go bathe... den too tired.. fell asleep on my bed for another hour before realising that i was going to be late to support zhixuan when i woke up... junyi even more jialats... said wanted to go support zhixuan in the end he slept like a pig until 5+ when the whole competition for zhixuan's category was long over... -_-'''
aniwae... i turned up late... din get to hear zhixuan perform.. sobz~ budden in the end he still got into finals and all of us who went down to support him got a treat each... muahahaz...
and guess wad? my sis' ensemble got into finals as well... hahaz... budden hc alumni din look very happy... cos they haven't practised their final piece at all... -_-''' den eugene lim was there saying... other groups hear their name announced for finals all clap loudly... for ours we hear pple cursing... "shit shit shit"... and woonkeat was there complaining... aiyah.. cannot do integration tutorial... lolz~
went for treat after that.. and then went home... hahaz~
tml going eric's house to play mahjong..
all of a sudden.. at a loss of words for wadeva i'm feeling now... the feelings are so mixed and complex that... i feel sorta confused... hahaz... maybe when i'm ready i can type it down here.. haha...
hope that this entry can make it online asap... sighz..
firstly... yesterday was prom.... went out early in the morning to watch nac... watched woonkeat perform... den next up went to haru to style hair!!! *sobz.. my own money... all gone...* it looked quite... exaggerated initially... budden laters my hair fell back slightly to place... so.... yupz... it looked okiesh in the end... *and there goes my 24 bucks...*
and then zhanxin still din have his shirt... hahaz... den last minute shopping always is not a good thing, as i realised last week when i searched on the streets of orchard for 4 long wrecking days to find my dress which later kelvin commented doesn't look nice on me... sobz~ hahaz... and this makes shopping for his shirt as difficult.... since he only has like.. 4 hours left to prom... neway... shopped wif him and fiona for a while... and den later joined by pansy, shopped a little bit more, den me and pansy went off to eat lunch... *cos starting to have gastric... muahahaz...*
after that, met kelvin and junyi at long john silvers... me n pansy ate there, then the four of us good frienz went round looking for yangke's present... cos she was going off todae morning at 10... in the end, we din buy anything for her. -_-'''
after that, the four of us went to the bus stop to take bus to the hotel le... *imagine three pple wif weird hairdos... or actually... only one gal wif weird hairdo.* standing at the bus stop... den me and pansy started looking at pple's hair.. cos pansy wanna dye her hair red... so we started looking at the different shades of red she could consider dying her hair... and kelvin was there commenting... “女人啊，女人啊..." *shakes head*
next up... bus came... went all the way down to the hotel... only to be greeted by weixiang who was apparently alone in the hotel room, happily enjoying himself in bubble bath, which the bathtub was situated wif a really nice view of the nicole highway... *not nico highway* and he was like scolding us off for disturbing his nice bath... muahahaz...
aniwae... amazed at how the room looked like... it has great view... and the bathtub is... simply spacious... wif a pillow on the bathtub itself... to let the person sitting inside lie comfortably inside... *sighz~ how i wish i bought things for me to go enjoy the nice bathtub.. hahaz~*
after that, me and pansy started to take all sorts of pics of each other... she tried on my prom dress, took pic... den took my handbag and tried to pose as a model... all the pics taken down... courtesy of my sis' nice digicam... hahaz... *which unfortunately ate up loads of battery life... =P*
after which... everybody started streaming into the hotel room... and we started commenting on how nice the hotel shoes are... *made of cotton and stuff? very very comfortable...* pple take pic here and there... den i went to change... take somemore pics... den finally went down for prom le...
prom itself... took more pics... ate like a pig... den selection for prom king and queen... blah blah blah... all these which i took no notice of.. except for the countless photo taking sessions.... wah... it was only then i finally realised the pain of movie stars who have to turn up for regular press release... the cam flash is really blinding... -_-'''
after that... very tireds le... went up to hotel room... den called up yangke so that junyi and kelvin can pass her the cards they wrote for her... in the end the few of us plus wendy yunghei and zhanxin walked ard esplanade there... halfway we were met up wif weijie who came out to buy alcoholic drinks for the girls... -_-''' and somehow.... we got separated... cos yangke's high heels is making her feet hurt... den kelvin and junyi took turns to change shoes wif yangke while they themselves walked barefooted... *hahaz... junyi and kelvin are such gentlemen... =P*
got split up... den we ended up walking near citylink... *cos a blur sotong tot the rest of the pple went to the 7-11 at citylink when citylink was closed at 12midnight or something liddat?* and den we saw these rather eerie escalators which moves by themselves.... which is quite scary cos they move slowly... as though... well... eh... i dun wanna elaborate... *try to imagine urself walking at that area alone with the escalator moving by itself... quite... eh... -_-'''*
in the end... yunghei came to "save" us.. hahaz... furnies siaz... b4 yunghei came.. i tot he was in citylink while i was at the exit.. den i shouted hello loudly into citylink.. din know that there were pple sleeping in there... it was only when yunghei came and brought us past citylink underground... den i realised there were pple sleeping there.. and felt totally bad for disturbing those pple's sleep.. sighz...
went back to hotel room... more asshole daidee... *furnie thing... most likely last time seeing each other, playing daidee in the end.. hahaz~* den at 4+ finally cannot tahan, slept a while... den woke up saw junyi zhanxin wendy and zhidong playing a "slapping game" which essentially is a 猜拳游戏 except the winner gets to slap everybody else... and so all four of us besides zhanxin ganged up to bully zhanxin... lolz~ and wendy slaps zhanxin so hard his face turned red...
finally everybody cannot take it le... slept lohz... slept again... until 840... den like no sleep liddat... woke up still feel like sleeping... siandeds... felt like such a pig.. hahaz..
wad de... now that i finally managed to try to reconnect my comp again. i can't connect my comp online. ~!@#^#@ this totally sux. :'( cos not being connected online makes me feel i'm trapped inside my cave... sobz~
sighz...
next up... morning... woke up. felt like going back to sleep. felt like eating cos hungry until almost got gastric... in the end cleared up everything... den went home wif junyi and yin yin on cab home.. while the others went lan-ing... den i went home.. realised that my relatives are staying at our house here... siandeds a little.. den showed them my prom photos.. and they started making rather... mean comments abt my friends... like... aiyoh. y they so fat... and stuff liddat which made me a little pissed... hahahaz...
in the end... chatted to them for abt 1 hour... den wanted to go bathe... den too tired.. fell asleep on my bed for another hour before realising that i was going to be late to support zhixuan when i woke up... junyi even more jialats... said wanted to go support zhixuan in the end he slept like a pig until 5+ when the whole competition for zhixuan's category was long over... -_-'''
aniwae... i turned up late... din get to hear zhixuan perform.. sobz~ budden in the end he still got into finals and all of us who went down to support him got a treat each... muahahaz...
and guess wad? my sis' ensemble got into finals as well... hahaz... budden hc alumni din look very happy... cos they haven't practised their final piece at all... -_-''' den eugene lim was there saying... other groups hear their name announced for finals all clap loudly... for ours we hear pple cursing... "shit shit shit"... and woonkeat was there complaining... aiyah.. cannot do integration tutorial... lolz~
went for treat after that.. and then went home... hahaz~
tml going eric's house to play mahjong..
all of a sudden.. at a loss of words for wadeva i'm feeling now... the feelings are so mixed and complex that... i feel sorta confused... hahaz... maybe when i'm ready i can type it down here.. haha...
07 December 2004
all of a sudden... i feel like owning S.H.E.'s new cd... encore.. hahaz...
够了。
been walking for another day... trying to find my sis' bdae present... feeling kinda bad cos tml i'm out the whole day when it's her bdae... =X
我受够了。
but then again... tml's prom... sighz.. all of a sudden... i juz dun feel like going... hahaz... no prizes for guess y, i guess... hahaz...
你们都走开吧，让我一个人回到自私自利的我。
stoning again... maybe this is the pre-prom syndrome? wad crap... hahaz...
要是没有你那该多好。
oh.. i know y le... RO server is down... muahahaz... :P
虽然我非常清楚这是自私的想法，但我真的受够了。
aniwae.... tml is going to be a busy dae... first up gotta go watch woonkeat... for his performance... next up.. go do hair.. den go to hotel to start dolling myself up. =X i can't believe i'm doing such frivolous stuff. =X
不想再装伟大了。
but then again... since the time i handed the paycheck for the prom.. i guess i've been doing such frivolous stuff le. =X
就像你说的，我的一切都只是在装伟大。
arrgh. who ask me to be persuaded to go in the first place. =X
或许，我已经痛到麻痹了。
den.. it'll be prom... hope it'll be fun... sighz...
这样也好。
guess wad? juz now my brother bought two loaves of chocolate bread at one go... wonder how he's going to finish everything... -_-'''
就让我痛快去爱，痛快去痛； 痛快去悲伤，痛快去感动。
maybe i can help out now... :P
and for now... juz lemme drown in the first two tracks of SHE song.. hahaz...
候鸟 - S.H.E. - encore
词 方文山 曲 周杰伦
出海口已经不远我丢着空瓶许愿
海与天连成一线在沙洲对你埋怨
芦苇花白茫一片爱过你短暂停留的容颜
南方的冬天
我的心却无法事过境迁
你觅食爱情的那一张脸
过境说的永远随着涨潮不见
变成我记忆里的明信片
你的爱飞很远像候鸟看不见
在湿地的水面那伤心乱成一片
你的爱飞很远像候鸟季节变迁
我含泪面向着北边
你的爱飞很远像候鸟看不见
我站在河岸边被树丛隔离想念
你的爱飞很远像候鸟季节变迁
你往北向南说再见
痛快 - S.H.E. - encore
痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
每一天都是一个节庆
每件事都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临亲爱的请享用我的感情
痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
痛快去感受
笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪都是该裱框纪念的痕迹
很乐意每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼都是活过的证据
艳阳暴雨不要客气请
一直澎湃我热切的血液
我活着的目的就是活得鲜明
痛快迎接痛快等候
痛快去试探痛快去触碰
生命安排什么我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火全都美丽了我
够了。
been walking for another day... trying to find my sis' bdae present... feeling kinda bad cos tml i'm out the whole day when it's her bdae... =X
我受够了。
but then again... tml's prom... sighz.. all of a sudden... i juz dun feel like going... hahaz... no prizes for guess y, i guess... hahaz...
你们都走开吧，让我一个人回到自私自利的我。
stoning again... maybe this is the pre-prom syndrome? wad crap... hahaz...
要是没有你那该多好。
oh.. i know y le... RO server is down... muahahaz... :P
虽然我非常清楚这是自私的想法，但我真的受够了。
aniwae.... tml is going to be a busy dae... first up gotta go watch woonkeat... for his performance... next up.. go do hair.. den go to hotel to start dolling myself up. =X i can't believe i'm doing such frivolous stuff. =X
不想再装伟大了。
but then again... since the time i handed the paycheck for the prom.. i guess i've been doing such frivolous stuff le. =X
就像你说的，我的一切都只是在装伟大。
arrgh. who ask me to be persuaded to go in the first place. =X
或许，我已经痛到麻痹了。
den.. it'll be prom... hope it'll be fun... sighz...
这样也好。
guess wad? juz now my brother bought two loaves of chocolate bread at one go... wonder how he's going to finish everything... -_-'''
就让我痛快去爱，痛快去痛； 痛快去悲伤，痛快去感动。
maybe i can help out now... :P
and for now... juz lemme drown in the first two tracks of SHE song.. hahaz...
候鸟 - S.H.E. - encore
词 方文山 曲 周杰伦
出海口已经不远我丢着空瓶许愿
海与天连成一线在沙洲对你埋怨
芦苇花白茫一片爱过你短暂停留的容颜
南方的冬天
我的心却无法事过境迁
你觅食爱情的那一张脸
过境说的永远随着涨潮不见
变成我记忆里的明信片
你的爱飞很远像候鸟看不见
在湿地的水面那伤心乱成一片
你的爱飞很远像候鸟季节变迁
我含泪面向着北边
你的爱飞很远像候鸟看不见
我站在河岸边被树丛隔离想念
你的爱飞很远像候鸟季节变迁
你往北向南说再见
痛快 - S.H.E. - encore
痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
每一天都是一个节庆
每件事都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临亲爱的请享用我的感情
痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
痛快去感受
笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪都是该裱框纪念的痕迹
很乐意每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼都是活过的证据
艳阳暴雨不要客气请
一直澎湃我热切的血液
我活着的目的就是活得鲜明
痛快迎接痛快等候
痛快去试探痛快去触碰
生命安排什么我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火全都美丽了我
06 December 2004
went for co outing todae!!! lolz~ *dunno y so excited all of a sudden...*
me junyi zhanxin nico weixiang jas zhixuan yangke sir seng yiwang andrew yileng hansheng went to the rice table at international building for lunch... *someone asked y the building is called international building... shrugs... no idea* it was quite nice.... long time never eat indonesian dishes... ha~ dotz... but it was hot... and i can't take spicy food... but it's nice nevertherless... hahaz...
den... jiahong joined us... while weixiang went off to meet his friend... nico went to meet sc they all... and yangke and yileng went home... then we went shopping a while.... me and jas went to far east to look for nail polish, and jas went to look for her chopstick for her hair... hahaz... the guys went to settle their contacts... junyi and zhixuan asked ard for the price of disposable contacts... and i din manage to buy the nail polish at far east... later went lucky plaza... *wad a weird place... hahaz~* den the guys were busy walking off to settle their contacts, and they forgot abt me and jas, who were happily looking at the nail polish in this shop which is sold at only 1.50!!! lolz~ finally got my first nail polish... actually i din really believe that i'll own a bottle of nail polish in the first place... hahaz..
shall start to apply the nail polish soon... ha~
zhixuan and junyi finally got their contacts... and we cheong to the next stop... zhixuan's house... zhanxin and jiahong stayed at lucky plaza to try to find zhanxin's suit... went to zhixuan's house and started playing mahjong... and we finally succeed in teaching junyi how to play mahjong!!! which was like... a mission impossible... *applause*
played half a round of mahjong... den zhanxin nico jiahong n weixiang came back... jiahong went to teach zhixuan n junyi how to put on contacts... den after some time, zhanxin went to dye his hair... after his third attempt to DIY dye his hair... *or rather to bleach his hair this time* he finally succeeded wif the help of jiahong... at the expense of stinking zhixuan's room up... hahaz...
after that... jiahong oso wanted to try bleaching his hair as well... budden he's not supposed to dye his hair... den we realised that zx's hair looked really brown... den the two guys rushed to the toilet to wash their hair... -_-'''
it was fun watching those guys panic... lolz~ and how weixiang kept complaining that the whole room stinks of ammonia.. *cos it came from the bleaching agent..*
aniwae... after all that hair dye-ing / bleaching / screaming /wadeva session... we had pizza... hehez~
and now i'm sitting at home, painting my nails.. stoning... and going to start RO soon...
wad a slack day~ lalalaz~
能够看到你一整天，也是幸福的一种吧。
me junyi zhanxin nico weixiang jas zhixuan yangke sir seng yiwang andrew yileng hansheng went to the rice table at international building for lunch... *someone asked y the building is called international building... shrugs... no idea* it was quite nice.... long time never eat indonesian dishes... ha~ dotz... but it was hot... and i can't take spicy food... but it's nice nevertherless... hahaz...
den... jiahong joined us... while weixiang went off to meet his friend... nico went to meet sc they all... and yangke and yileng went home... then we went shopping a while.... me and jas went to far east to look for nail polish, and jas went to look for her chopstick for her hair... hahaz... the guys went to settle their contacts... junyi and zhixuan asked ard for the price of disposable contacts... and i din manage to buy the nail polish at far east... later went lucky plaza... *wad a weird place... hahaz~* den the guys were busy walking off to settle their contacts, and they forgot abt me and jas, who were happily looking at the nail polish in this shop which is sold at only 1.50!!! lolz~ finally got my first nail polish... actually i din really believe that i'll own a bottle of nail polish in the first place... hahaz..
shall start to apply the nail polish soon... ha~
zhixuan and junyi finally got their contacts... and we cheong to the next stop... zhixuan's house... zhanxin and jiahong stayed at lucky plaza to try to find zhanxin's suit... went to zhixuan's house and started playing mahjong... and we finally succeed in teaching junyi how to play mahjong!!! which was like... a mission impossible... *applause*
played half a round of mahjong... den zhanxin nico jiahong n weixiang came back... jiahong went to teach zhixuan n junyi how to put on contacts... den after some time, zhanxin went to dye his hair... after his third attempt to DIY dye his hair... *or rather to bleach his hair this time* he finally succeeded wif the help of jiahong... at the expense of stinking zhixuan's room up... hahaz...
after that... jiahong oso wanted to try bleaching his hair as well... budden he's not supposed to dye his hair... den we realised that zx's hair looked really brown... den the two guys rushed to the toilet to wash their hair... -_-'''
it was fun watching those guys panic... lolz~ and how weixiang kept complaining that the whole room stinks of ammonia.. *cos it came from the bleaching agent..*
aniwae... after all that hair dye-ing / bleaching / screaming /wadeva session... we had pizza... hehez~
and now i'm sitting at home, painting my nails.. stoning... and going to start RO soon...
wad a slack day~ lalalaz~
能够看到你一整天，也是幸福的一种吧。
05 December 2004
shop until u drop!
hahaz... todae... i literally shopped until i drop... started walking along orchard road since 12noon... all the way till 7pm without stopping for lunch/rest...
went to all sorts of places... went to og... *omg. i can't believe i went in there to look for clothes... -_-'''* den to metro... *omg. i can't believe i went in there either* and then i dragged my mum to far east... hahahaz... and that's where i finally found my dress...
after 4 days of shopping along orchard road...
-_-'''
okiesh... enuff grumbling abt the dress.... after buying the dress, went on to look for shoes and accessories.... this brought us back to metro... and then after that i dragged my mum to hereens... lolz~ dotz dotz... bought wadeva we wanted in the end.. yay! and everything sum up to about 130.... excluding shoes.. cos i'm wearing my sis' shoes... :P
hahaz... that's wad i call... a good bargain... =)
okies... after talking so much abt such frivolous stuff... *may i add? i totally detest shopping.* let's go on to touch abt a more solemn topic...
要是你根本就不存在，或许我的日子会过得比较好。
someone asked me a few days ago... y issit that women get jealous easily? to that qn, at that point in time, i replied... 吃醋是女人的专利... up till now i still believe in that...
我知道我不应该这么想，不过，既然我都没来烦你...
but now.. i would love to add... actually... guys do get jealous at times too... hehez~
就请你别再来找我了。
afterall, jealousy is part of human nature...
我累了，我也受够了。
oh yar... juz to add in... todae while walking along orchard... i saw this couple kissing while they were crossing the road... talk abt pda-ing... and not being concerned abt their safety at all...
如果可以的话，我真的希望我下半辈子再也不会再遇到你。
heyz... i'm not jealous or anything hor. -_-'''
and for now... hehez... back to da vinci code... or RO... muahahaz... =P
went to all sorts of places... went to og... *omg. i can't believe i went in there to look for clothes... -_-'''* den to metro... *omg. i can't believe i went in there either* and then i dragged my mum to far east... hahahaz... and that's where i finally found my dress...
after 4 days of shopping along orchard road...
-_-'''
okiesh... enuff grumbling abt the dress.... after buying the dress, went on to look for shoes and accessories.... this brought us back to metro... and then after that i dragged my mum to hereens... lolz~ dotz dotz... bought wadeva we wanted in the end.. yay! and everything sum up to about 130.... excluding shoes.. cos i'm wearing my sis' shoes... :P
hahaz... that's wad i call... a good bargain... =)
okies... after talking so much abt such frivolous stuff... *may i add? i totally detest shopping.* let's go on to touch abt a more solemn topic...
要是你根本就不存在，或许我的日子会过得比较好。
someone asked me a few days ago... y issit that women get jealous easily? to that qn, at that point in time, i replied... 吃醋是女人的专利... up till now i still believe in that...
我知道我不应该这么想，不过，既然我都没来烦你...
but now.. i would love to add... actually... guys do get jealous at times too... hehez~
就请你别再来找我了。
afterall, jealousy is part of human nature...
我累了，我也受够了。
oh yar... juz to add in... todae while walking along orchard... i saw this couple kissing while they were crossing the road... talk abt pda-ing... and not being concerned abt their safety at all...
如果可以的话，我真的希望我下半辈子再也不会再遇到你。
heyz... i'm not jealous or anything hor. -_-'''
and for now... hehez... back to da vinci code... or RO... muahahaz... =P
04 December 2004
guess wad? in the end, i din go and see my back yesterday...
so.... it's down to... todae....
sobz...
juz read a rather interesting blog entry from glady's blog.... had a great time laffing.... that i almost ended up rolling on the floor...
okies... at least the start of my day wasn't that bad... =X
somehow... i'm starting to envy those who get to go overseas... weixiang and jon's back from shanghai... randy's enjoying himself at genting... blah blah blah... no need to go into details...
how i wish i can go... maybe... australia? hahaz.. and go there see kangeroos... -_-'''
okies larz... by now obviously u can tell i haven't got much to say abt todae... maybe cos i'm still feeling a little sleepy yar? lolz~ waiting for my naruto dl to complete... den in the meantime stoning here... zZz...
laters... going wx's house to watch movies... lolz~ another great slacking day~ lalalalalaz~
so.... it's down to... todae....
sobz...
juz read a rather interesting blog entry from glady's blog.... had a great time laffing.... that i almost ended up rolling on the floor...
okies... at least the start of my day wasn't that bad... =X
somehow... i'm starting to envy those who get to go overseas... weixiang and jon's back from shanghai... randy's enjoying himself at genting... blah blah blah... no need to go into details...
how i wish i can go... maybe... australia? hahaz.. and go there see kangeroos... -_-'''
okies larz... by now obviously u can tell i haven't got much to say abt todae... maybe cos i'm still feeling a little sleepy yar? lolz~ waiting for my naruto dl to complete... den in the meantime stoning here... zZz...
laters... going wx's house to watch movies... lolz~ another great slacking day~ lalalalalaz~
03 December 2004
overheard an interesting conversation the moment i woke up...
A: 你整天跟他在一起... 不怕他把你当女朋友吗？
B: 哎呀，不会啦... 我们只是好朋友罢了... 而且，他都已经有女朋友了...
A: 那你不怕他的女朋友会吃醋吗？
B: .............
there i was... lying lazily on my bed.. no need to strain my ears to listen cos the two of them were talking so loudly... *as usual.. ha~* den B suddenly said this.... 难道我们作好朋友都不行吗？for a while i stood there thinking...
hahaz... who ask A to be such a conservative.... eh... person? lolz~
i can totally understand B's point of view.. ha~ to a certain extent... maybe the two of us are really alike... =X
maybe it runs in the family... ha~
later going orchard to shop for prom stuff again... been there for like... 3 consecutive days le... *oh mine.. i sound like shopping is my fav past time liddat... it's not hor... in fact i dislike shopping hor...*
going to check back too.. but dunno when that will be... still stuck at home cos nobody wanna move... mum's sitting in front of tv... sis dunnow disappear to her room to do wad... me still here.. haiz.. =X
hope i can settle most stuff todae... =)
A: 你整天跟他在一起... 不怕他把你当女朋友吗？
B: 哎呀，不会啦... 我们只是好朋友罢了... 而且，他都已经有女朋友了...
A: 那你不怕他的女朋友会吃醋吗？
B: .............
there i was... lying lazily on my bed.. no need to strain my ears to listen cos the two of them were talking so loudly... *as usual.. ha~* den B suddenly said this.... 难道我们作好朋友都不行吗？for a while i stood there thinking...
hahaz... who ask A to be such a conservative.... eh... person? lolz~
i can totally understand B's point of view.. ha~ to a certain extent... maybe the two of us are really alike... =X
maybe it runs in the family... ha~
later going orchard to shop for prom stuff again... been there for like... 3 consecutive days le... *oh mine.. i sound like shopping is my fav past time liddat... it's not hor... in fact i dislike shopping hor...*
going to check back too.. but dunno when that will be... still stuck at home cos nobody wanna move... mum's sitting in front of tv... sis dunnow disappear to her room to do wad... me still here.. haiz.. =X
hope i can settle most stuff todae... =)
02 December 2004
finally.. blogger's back in service...
juz wanna first... say... sorry to my kor... cos i think i'm starting to take him for granted... sighz...
been thinking quite a bit on my bus journeys... frankly speaking... i feel maybe i might be feeling better off if i weren't thinking on the bus... and if i decide to cut myself from all those stuff which would make me fall back into where i was quite some time ago.
既然我说过你要坚强点，我自己也要加油...
juz felt that... i really need to do something abt my latecoming... i realised that when i go out... 99% of the time i'm late... -_-''' quite a high percentage somemore... feel that i should start reducing this horrendous percentage... felt that i'm always late cos i always do things last minute... so maybe i should start doing something abt this... like... start preparing myself 1.5 hours b4 i go out of the house or something...
besides that... i keep telling myself that... i have to be strong so that i can be other's pillar of strength when they need me... be it for them or for myself...
though it's extremely hard to be standing on ur own two feet...
my back's aching like siao again... pasted two salonpas plasters back again... arr~ it hurts more now but it feels more shuang this way than without them... *think i sound sadistic...* oh well... tml i guess i have no choice but to go back to the sinseh again. siandeds...
reformatted comp last night... and after reformatting.. i can't get my RO to work... totally siandeds.. sobz~ now trying all sorts of way to get back my game.... :'(
for now, i juz hope that tml will be a better day...
juz wanna first... say... sorry to my kor... cos i think i'm starting to take him for granted... sighz...
been thinking quite a bit on my bus journeys... frankly speaking... i feel maybe i might be feeling better off if i weren't thinking on the bus... and if i decide to cut myself from all those stuff which would make me fall back into where i was quite some time ago.
既然我说过你要坚强点，我自己也要加油...
juz felt that... i really need to do something abt my latecoming... i realised that when i go out... 99% of the time i'm late... -_-''' quite a high percentage somemore... feel that i should start reducing this horrendous percentage... felt that i'm always late cos i always do things last minute... so maybe i should start doing something abt this... like... start preparing myself 1.5 hours b4 i go out of the house or something...
besides that... i keep telling myself that... i have to be strong so that i can be other's pillar of strength when they need me... be it for them or for myself...
though it's extremely hard to be standing on ur own two feet...
my back's aching like siao again... pasted two salonpas plasters back again... arr~ it hurts more now but it feels more shuang this way than without them... *think i sound sadistic...* oh well... tml i guess i have no choice but to go back to the sinseh again. siandeds...
reformatted comp last night... and after reformatting.. i can't get my RO to work... totally siandeds.. sobz~ now trying all sorts of way to get back my game.... :'(
for now, i juz hope that tml will be a better day...
01 December 2004
i've got a confession to make.
after bathing twice in a row, i still smell like a barbequed sotong.
arrgh... if i could, i'll continue washing till i get rid of that bbq chicken wing smell... but since, if i bath too many times, my skin will wrinkle up until i look like a 90 year old hag... i guess i better stop b4 i become a dried bbq sotong.
events of todae.... first went out shopping for he fang's present in the early afternoon... finally bought a jewellery box for her... den pangseh my kor halfway to go class chalet... *which i pon yesterday... =X*
supposed to meet yuchun at 3.30.... den i ended up being 20 mins late...
and the free shuttlebus left at ard 3.30.... -_-''' and the next was at 5...
so in the end, we took a cab down... hahaz...
and finally... i got to meet the rest of 4/11 after... one year... =)
actually there was only kiki, yihui, adderz, n qiuyun there... *juz nice, 4 pple for mahjong... hehex...* who all look extremely tired, probably cos they played tong xiao mahjong last night... :P there was lily (kiki's younger sis) wif her friends at the chalet too... and when i reach there, they wanted to play mahjong... so all of us siam to let them play, den we went to play pool... =) but all of us darn lousy... except yuchun and qiuyun who were slightly better than us.. lolz~ and we all keep getting the white ball in.... -_-''' halfway adderz and yihui gave up and played archade... and after that, kiki and qiuyun oso bu gan shi ruo... went to play oso....
den... it's bbq time! =) kiki and qy (my conjugate) started the fire while the rest of us went to da pao some rice and noodles cos we scared not enuff food from bbq...
we were darn successful at starting the fire... i bet the guys can't even beat us gals.... all gals somemore lehz... (though we enlisted the help of the fan.. hahaz~) and.... we're so successful that halfway while we were bbq-ing... i mean... bbq-ing the chicken wings... the whole wire gauze juz caught fire.... big fire somemore... we tried to put out the fire and save our food... budden two of our chicken wings we couldn't save juz... got engulfed in the huge flames...
the chicken wings taste nice!!! (not the two chao dao ones...) and so are the satay.... :D
after that, jiayuan, miao juan judy and hooi ching dropped by.... played one round of mahjong wif them... den yihui zao... and all of them zao together... when they only came for abt 30 mins.. -_-'''
but b4 they left, we took loads of funky photos... hehez... heyz! ur better send to me hor! :P
n how can i forget? jia yuan got a new phone, and she tried to take a photo of me pigging out the chicken wings so that next time i call her... she'll see this pig eating chicken wings... -_-'''
and she took a video of me yuchun and miaojuan gambling on mahjong... -_-'''
(and she convieniently forgot to shoot herself in that video...)
after the huge noisy gang left... left me kiki yuchun (wearing this shirt wif the word yichun, which pple mistook as her name or yishun...) and my conjugate... we took over the mahjong table... heh heh hehz~ *evil grinz* luck not bad larz.. won 2 sets... =) wif loads of tai lehz... so if they playing $$ i'll earn loads n they lose big big... heh hehz~
den kiki's mum returned from dinner, and wanted to go off cos she sending lily's friends home.. *she was darn surprised that jia yuan and gang went off so quickly... and that the chalet was so quiet all of a sudden...* so left me qy and yuchun... we kept teasing qiu yun abt seequeue... cos her inbox is full of his messages.... and she was caught hiding alone in the room upstairs while everybody was downstairs... heh hehz~ started teasing her like siao... (but she kept saying it's her dad, which we obviously dun believe... :P)
den, we played cards... trying to predict our love life and stuff... lolz~ den from the cards, we realised that qy doesn't like a guy at all.. :'(
i miss the great times spent wif 4/11.... sighz...
den after all those crazy stuff we did... finally... home sweet home... now eating pringles and typing blog...
and tml there's going to be another mahjong session!!! hehez~ i juz can't wait... =P
after bathing twice in a row, i still smell like a barbequed sotong.
arrgh... if i could, i'll continue washing till i get rid of that bbq chicken wing smell... but since, if i bath too many times, my skin will wrinkle up until i look like a 90 year old hag... i guess i better stop b4 i become a dried bbq sotong.
events of todae.... first went out shopping for he fang's present in the early afternoon... finally bought a jewellery box for her... den pangseh my kor halfway to go class chalet... *which i pon yesterday... =X*
supposed to meet yuchun at 3.30.... den i ended up being 20 mins late...
and the free shuttlebus left at ard 3.30.... -_-''' and the next was at 5...
so in the end, we took a cab down... hahaz...
and finally... i got to meet the rest of 4/11 after... one year... =)
actually there was only kiki, yihui, adderz, n qiuyun there... *juz nice, 4 pple for mahjong... hehex...* who all look extremely tired, probably cos they played tong xiao mahjong last night... :P there was lily (kiki's younger sis) wif her friends at the chalet too... and when i reach there, they wanted to play mahjong... so all of us siam to let them play, den we went to play pool... =) but all of us darn lousy... except yuchun and qiuyun who were slightly better than us.. lolz~ and we all keep getting the white ball in.... -_-''' halfway adderz and yihui gave up and played archade... and after that, kiki and qiuyun oso bu gan shi ruo... went to play oso....
den... it's bbq time! =) kiki and qy (my conjugate) started the fire while the rest of us went to da pao some rice and noodles cos we scared not enuff food from bbq...
we were darn successful at starting the fire... i bet the guys can't even beat us gals.... all gals somemore lehz... (though we enlisted the help of the fan.. hahaz~) and.... we're so successful that halfway while we were bbq-ing... i mean... bbq-ing the chicken wings... the whole wire gauze juz caught fire.... big fire somemore... we tried to put out the fire and save our food... budden two of our chicken wings we couldn't save juz... got engulfed in the huge flames...
the chicken wings taste nice!!! (not the two chao dao ones...) and so are the satay.... :D
after that, jiayuan, miao juan judy and hooi ching dropped by.... played one round of mahjong wif them... den yihui zao... and all of them zao together... when they only came for abt 30 mins.. -_-'''
but b4 they left, we took loads of funky photos... hehez... heyz! ur better send to me hor! :P
n how can i forget? jia yuan got a new phone, and she tried to take a photo of me pigging out the chicken wings so that next time i call her... she'll see this pig eating chicken wings... -_-'''
and she took a video of me yuchun and miaojuan gambling on mahjong... -_-'''
(and she convieniently forgot to shoot herself in that video...)
after the huge noisy gang left... left me kiki yuchun (wearing this shirt wif the word yichun, which pple mistook as her name or yishun...) and my conjugate... we took over the mahjong table... heh heh hehz~ *evil grinz* luck not bad larz.. won 2 sets... =) wif loads of tai lehz... so if they playing $$ i'll earn loads n they lose big big... heh hehz~
den kiki's mum returned from dinner, and wanted to go off cos she sending lily's friends home.. *she was darn surprised that jia yuan and gang went off so quickly... and that the chalet was so quiet all of a sudden...* so left me qy and yuchun... we kept teasing qiu yun abt seequeue... cos her inbox is full of his messages.... and she was caught hiding alone in the room upstairs while everybody was downstairs... heh hehz~ started teasing her like siao... (but she kept saying it's her dad, which we obviously dun believe... :P)
den, we played cards... trying to predict our love life and stuff... lolz~ den from the cards, we realised that qy doesn't like a guy at all.. :'(
i miss the great times spent wif 4/11.... sighz...
den after all those crazy stuff we did... finally... home sweet home... now eating pringles and typing blog...
and tml there's going to be another mahjong session!!! hehez~ i juz can't wait... =P
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