Of Smiles and Sunshine

when u're trapped in a path where on ur left, u're faced wif an approaching dementor.... and on the right, u're faced with... professor snape with that evil grin on his face.. which side would u choose to run to?

just.... run... run... and run... to somewhere where no one can find u...

but... which is the better option? to run away from the dementor and face snape, or to run away from snape towards the dementor?

alone, with no other viable path to escape from...

then u'll start to think. y did u land urself in this sticky situation? perhaps it's... retribution? hahaz. dotx.

sometimes... u'll start to think... whether the things u've done... whether they're right... when in actual fact u know very well deep down that.. there's no such thing as right or wrong, or the fact that even if it's wrong, there's no point in pondering abt it since there's nothing u can do abt it now that it had already happened.

but humans usually self-contradict...

wad an irony..

dun even know wad u're doing. drifting again and again. until someone picks u up and give u a direction? for once, u've probably tot so, but when that someone comes, u realise that it doesn't work the way u hoped to be.

life has played such big jokes on many. maybe they lack entertainment. that's y they create such situations for them to mock, to laff... at all those idiots who wrecked their own lives and simply whimper at their own fate.

i'm sorry i couldn't heal ur wounds. i'm sorry that i'm the one who created them. but i simply couldn't accept myself doing things which would be giving u more wounds if i tried to heal them now.

what is anger? is it... an emotion directed to others.... or is it more of an inner frustration at yourself? maybe... it's the latter...