Of Smiles and Sunshine

tireds. listening to 下一个永远.... somehow maybe hoping that the song will diffuse through me... until i can memorise the song lyrics and maybe spit it all out when i go ktv next time. wahahahaz. -_-'''
sighz. i've got enuff sarcasm for this year already.
trying to force myself to start mugging chem again. somehow i've got this weird feeling that i've never mugged at all for a really really long time. juz now had the satisfaction of solving 2 rather hard maths problems. for once it made me felt motivated to be working towards an answer.... rather than trying to bump through ur way in real life.
if u want experience on being sacarstic,
guess that's the difference between maths and your life.
i can tell u directly that i definitely have got more experience than u.
whole body aching now. maybe it's a sign of the flu coming back. muz be the weather... cos loads of pple are falling sick too. sighz~ hope everybody's body can tahan these abnormal weather changes *oh wait. since it's raining everyday for like the past 2 weeks le, it's no longer abnormal.*....
it's not that i'm still angry wif u. rather...
everybody seem to have their own problems... when we decide to close our hearts cos of our own problems... we'll start to be unable to understand other's woes and perspectives... which is really disastrous... speaking from personal experience. haiz.
i'm very upset cos i seriously think no matter how angry u were,
oh yar. i keep forgetting to say this... leandra was out yesterday. it was the first time i felt so emotional when one of the idol wannabes left... somehow though others think otherwise.. i felt that i could connect wif her... maybe that's y i'm sad she had to leave.
u shouldn't have said those hurting words.
maybe the next person going out, juz like wad one of the magazines predicted.. is olinda... whom i really really wish to stay... since she's really my superwoman. :D but.. haiz. guess this "competition" isn't abt the standard or quality in which these pple sing... but abt voting... and for pple who are darn rich or have some connections here and there, obviously they're on the lead... like.. daphane? hahaz. juz a suggestion.
but i guess that din matter now cos damage's been done.
okies okies.. come on... i know i sound biased... but i'm already trying hard not to be biased le. =X
so all u can do now is to wait till everything's over.
stuck wif stupid organic chem. wondering when i'll ever finish studying for a levels...
and i hope u can be more straightforward
juz now wendy came and told me how she couldn't finish studying for a levels... when i myself oso 自生难保... lolz~ but i always feel better talking to her... cos she's so bubbly and stuff... hope she can stay liddat foreva... cos the world needs more pple wif her personality around... in my opinion... sighz~
instead of trying to insult pple in an indirect way.
i'll say this harshly for now. it simply sux.