it's been quite some time since i last posted... so here's a slight update!
saturday... i had school in the morning which turned out rather boring... i ended up having a terrible headache that lasted the entire day... after school me n my housemates n classmates went to 七宝古镇 which has a lot of old buildings... photos ah... lazy to upload at the moment haha! but it was quite fun taking pictures like tourists as usual...
yeaps... ehhhhhhh i shall update again soon haha! time to play game! hehes~
03 March 2008
我们是如此的亲近，却又如此遥远。
明明就在彼此旁边，但却不了解彼此内心深处。
同在他乡，同在一屋檐下。。。
我们赶走了寂静，却赶不走寂寞。
it seems like it's been a long time since i last gave a lot of thought about the things around me... i feel a little out of touch with my soul frankly speaking... been out working (i can't say hard hehes~) at my attachment company, and i just started school last week... my sprained ankle is finally on the last lap to recovery (that sounds a little wrong... lap... hahaha!) and i miss exercising...
haven't really been in contact with pple in sg but i miss u guys... i know my fellow tcm friends (pansy n yc) just had their exam and their CA is up on thurs, and i guess everyone else is busy with their own lives... well i'm not excluded from the list of busy people either, but probably cos i took the time off today to slack a little (the entire day -- at work, and after work... haha!) so i had quite a lot of thoughts...
i wonder if i care about things a little too much... am i just taking things too seriously? sometimes i feel as though others are prying into my little universe... this reminds me... one of the teachers mentioned this quote from a philosopher... 每个人都是一个世界... so i'm like stuck in my little world.. while others mingle around and mix with each others world, i'm like a little china, closing my doors to other worlds beyond my own. ok that sounds like a funny way to put it... and china is indeed slowly opening her doors... hmmmms.
but ahh, in yc's favourite term(s), wadeva. it feels tiring if one has to be on guard every day every moment to stop others from stepping too much into one's private space. how to resolve such a problem? either cut off contact from the others so to speak, or to enlarge one's public space? that's just 2 solutions i can see for now. oh yes, and maybe to build a even higher wall around one's own private world to stop others from "intruding"? all these aren't the solutions i'm looking for probably. i'm probably too lazy to do either of the three... but it makes me wonder what exactly is wrong with me...
and then there's the money issue. all those around me (except those from my household) seem to have endless cash with them and to me, they're like squandering all their money while i'm trying very hard to save money... i wonder where they get their money from! and they keep asking me to eat (expensive) things out with them... sometimes i feel bad when i keep rejecting them, but to me, saving money >> eating expensive food despite the company i'll get... i wonder if the choices i make are right... but then again, there's no right or wrong... =X
已经看不清彼此的感受，
因为我们都封闭了我们的心。
明明就在彼此旁边，但却不了解彼此内心深处。
同在他乡，同在一屋檐下。。。
我们赶走了寂静，却赶不走寂寞。
it seems like it's been a long time since i last gave a lot of thought about the things around me... i feel a little out of touch with my soul frankly speaking... been out working (i can't say hard hehes~) at my attachment company, and i just started school last week... my sprained ankle is finally on the last lap to recovery (that sounds a little wrong... lap... hahaha!) and i miss exercising...
haven't really been in contact with pple in sg but i miss u guys... i know my fellow tcm friends (pansy n yc) just had their exam and their CA is up on thurs, and i guess everyone else is busy with their own lives... well i'm not excluded from the list of busy people either, but probably cos i took the time off today to slack a little (the entire day -- at work, and after work... haha!) so i had quite a lot of thoughts...
i wonder if i care about things a little too much... am i just taking things too seriously? sometimes i feel as though others are prying into my little universe... this reminds me... one of the teachers mentioned this quote from a philosopher... 每个人都是一个世界... so i'm like stuck in my little world.. while others mingle around and mix with each others world, i'm like a little china, closing my doors to other worlds beyond my own. ok that sounds like a funny way to put it... and china is indeed slowly opening her doors... hmmmms.
but ahh, in yc's favourite term(s), wadeva. it feels tiring if one has to be on guard every day every moment to stop others from stepping too much into one's private space. how to resolve such a problem? either cut off contact from the others so to speak, or to enlarge one's public space? that's just 2 solutions i can see for now. oh yes, and maybe to build a even higher wall around one's own private world to stop others from "intruding"? all these aren't the solutions i'm looking for probably. i'm probably too lazy to do either of the three... but it makes me wonder what exactly is wrong with me...
and then there's the money issue. all those around me (except those from my household) seem to have endless cash with them and to me, they're like squandering all their money while i'm trying very hard to save money... i wonder where they get their money from! and they keep asking me to eat (expensive) things out with them... sometimes i feel bad when i keep rejecting them, but to me, saving money >> eating expensive food despite the company i'll get... i wonder if the choices i make are right... but then again, there's no right or wrong... =X
已经看不清彼此的感受，
因为我们都封闭了我们的心。
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