Of Smiles and Sunshine

juz within half a minute, i realised how much i missed my lao gong...

and i started practising wif my sis again...

it feels totally great.. =)

not taking the backpain into consideration of course...

finally... i survived the ordeal... of physics 3 and fmaths paper 2... wif that back pain... and that somehow i managed to do the two papers in a somewhat alert mode... in which straight after the papers, i zoned out immediately.

though the end of a levels is one day away *only... yay!*.... somehow i'm already starting to feel aimless...

juz like wad jiahong said... "haha.. soon you'll be bored to tears having nothing to do bah.. ha~"

is this wad they call... the post exams syndrome? lolz~

during this a levels period.. my sine curve approached 3pi/2... somehow, i hope after all this... it can start approaching 2pi...

tireds.. very very tireds.

and afraid... of the things coming ahead...

it's something which i can't really explain now... maybe i'll realise y i feel this way when that something happens...

somehow... both the physical and mental agony starts coming back once the exam is over where i have to force myself to let go of all these...

but now that everything's going to be over, it's all coming back.

i dun understand... it's already over, but y issit that when i look back, i still feel... the pain?

i guess those wounds are still fresh...

and... thinking of all those promises i have made, and all the stuff i have to do after exams... juz makes me feel a different type of.. stress? lolz~

arrgh. i wana read prince of tennis... lolz~ but this comp is darn laggy, and juz like wad my sis complained... a particular individual hogs the other comp the whole day, which is faster and better... so... story at the end of the day, i can't read prince of tennis... sobz~

speak of being aimless. hahaz~

for once, i thought i've found my goal... now it's back to drifting again.. until someone picks me up again and exerts a force on me to change my state of motion/rest...

or maybe that person could set up a periodic driving force, and me, as the oscillating system, can respond wif maximum amplitude to this driving force.

hahaz. i think i've gone mad...

ps. i juz knocked my knee... ouch. :'(