Again and again, I'm back at the same question I started out with a few months ago.
I don't know why I felt so terrible trying to tell you my most inner thoughts.
So much that I can't help but to start tearing.
I know it's me. It's not your fault.
The things I said I thought I was going to hurt you.
But you brushed them off as though they're nothing.
Were you really as strong as you seem?
I feel like a lost child
Wandering through darkness
Crying while searching
for that single eternity.
What exactly is that?
True love? Or...?
Between love and career
which would you choose?
I've made a silly mistake 4 years ago.
I'm not going to make the same one again.
The situation this time is so much different.
Even if I knew it would be worth it this time
Would I take the same steps I took before?
I'm sorry I can't trust you 100%
I guess there's no way I could do that
Especially after all those things I had encountered.
I know you think there's no right or wrong
But I want to let you know
It always pained me whenever you're upset.
Sometimes When We Touch
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Myself
どうしてどうして 好きなんだろう
こんなに 涙 溢れてる
あの頃は 失うものが多すぎて 何も歌えなかった
少し離れた場所 そこが私の 居場所だった
君の瞳の奥に あの日 さみしさを見つけた
二人似てるのかな？
気付けばいつも 隣にいてくれた
どうしてこんなに 好きなんだろう
君の声 悲しいほど 響いてるヨ
いままで何が 支えだったか
遠く離れて わかったよ
泣きながら 捜し続けた 迷子の 子供のように
けどそこには 永遠なんて あるわけなくて
「誰も信じなければ いいんだよ」 唾やいたね
二人似てたのかな？
あの時君を 守ると決めたのに
どうして思い出に できないんだろう
遠すぎて 近すぎて 届かないよ
「忘れよう」って 思えば思うほど
君が大きく なってくよ
どうしてこんなに 好きなんだろう
君の声 悲しいほど 響いてるヨ
いままで何が 支えだったか
遠く離れて わかったよ
どうして 君を 好きになったんだろう
簡単すぎて答えにならない
Why, oh why do I love you so much?
My tears overflow this much
Back in that time, there was so much to lose that I couldn't sing anything
The place you had left for a while--That was where I was
That day, deep in your eyes, I saw the loneliness
Are the two of us really alike?
If I'd realized it, you were always by my side
Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings inside me so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
From afar, I realize it now
Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever
"It's okay if you don't believe in anyone" you whispered
Were the two of us really alike?
And I decided then I would protect you
Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts
Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings (inside me) so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
I realize it now from afar
Why do I love you so much?
It's so easy I just can't answer
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