我想我大概明白为什么那么喜欢你。
并不是因为你是那么的与众不同。
你。。。那么脚踏实地，那么体贴
的确，或许就像你所说的，
这大概就是你所追求的
《完美关系》。。。

每一对男女，从普通朋友成为好朋友，升级为情侣再步入礼堂，大多数都会在感情不同阶段里发现彼此未所看到的一面。有些人无法接受并承认所揭开的那一面，认为是对方变了，但事实就是这样吗？还是那只是因为彼此还不够了解彼此呢？

你说，如果因为发现对方比自己想象的人不一样而分手、离婚，难怪世上有那么多情侣分手、那么多夫妇搞离婚。

对，我完全同意。

我想，如果想真正长久下去，一对男女就需要懂得彼此包容。你说看到彼此未发现的一面，这就是人生。人又为何要违反人生的规律呢？

所以，我不会再害怕了。
因为我就是我。
谢谢你让我发现这一点。

mixed feelings.

i shouldn't have dropped by, i suppose. and i don't think u'll even care.

despite having left for such a long time, i guess that feeling never fades away.
feeling of hatred?
of disgust?
at the lies? or hypocrisy?

i don't know anymore.
i don't wanna care about it anymore.
did you even feel guilty in the first place?
that thought of it made me feel like laughing.
well i guess you weren't even refering to me in the first place since i'm so insignificant in your life.
the most important thing is... i am happy now. that's all that i need to know and feel right now.



i guess this is just one of those blue blue days...













on a side note, please please! let me focus and do well for this upcoming exams. i really need all the best possible grades i can get... =X *prays hard*