sorry

it was a painful decision.

i will work harder.

Final Fantasy XIII

japanese voiceovers with english/chinese subtitles next week? or english voiceovers in 3 months time...? haiz dilemma dilemma dilemma~~

independence

有些事情还是靠自己比较好。

human

i am just a powerless human.

i can only do one thing at a time.

i can only do things within my power.

some things just can't be forced.

stress

i need to learn how to relax and handle stress in a calmer manner... =X

A Poison Tree

by William Blake

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe;
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water'd it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with my smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole
When the night had veil'd the pole:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretch'd beneath the tree

right and wrong

if there is no definite right or wrong in this world,

how do we know if the things we've done are right? or wrong?

how do we know if the moral "ruler" we have in us is true?

or is that even important in the first place?

or maybe, right and wrong really doesn't matter

it's more like the action and its consequences

whether the consequences harm others and things like that

but then again... "harming others" is subjective too...

i guess i paint my world relatively black and white

though i'm aware of the existences of the different shades of grey

maybe i just prefer things to stay the way it has been all along...

感动

为了你，我会更加努力！

谢谢你！

书香

i just love the smell of paper and books... ^^

intense

only now do i truly know the extent of my intense dislike for you.

even just hearing someone mention your name makes me super irritated.