Of Smiles and Sunshine

sighz... i duno wad to do...

juz now... dunno whether i feel like slapping my brother or nots... that selfish little gamemugger.... my mum asked him to help her carry some papers to pack them for recycling... cos i was washing up... and my dad was busy, and my sis went out for co, and den my brother was complaining y she asked him to help... and he was so impatient and showed attitude lohz. wad de.... i wasn't exactly angry... rather... i was... feeling that somehow, i failed as a sis to make him realise that wad he's doing was extremely selfish...

and i felt that my mum was feeling extremely 无奈 towards my brother... afterall, she spends the most time wif him out of everyone in the family, n she takes care of him the most... *talk abt being 偏心... hahaz...* n yet he's the most apathetic...

talk abt this quote again... "You treat those that are close to you not as well as those that are not as close"....

somehow... i wish i have to power to make my brother grow up...