Of Smiles and Sunshine

just when i thought i had cleared the mess in my head, another was on the way.

i knew i had to face it sooner or later probably. but maybe i just didn't want to face it today after all the big decisions i decided to make.

i don't know if i should reject you straight in the face. if things didn't happen i wouldn't... but right now, i'm afraid if i didn't reject you, i'll probably be making use of you. but listening to you talk about things so enthusiastically, i didn't want to dampen your spirits. afterall, we haven't been able to talk like that for half a year.

why is life so damn complicated?













冷静冷静。

after bathing, the result is clear.
still the same.
sit back and observe.

jiayou qing yu.