Of Smiles and Sunshine

i'm surprised i never posted these lyrics... it's my favourite song since jc1... it's now my sms ringtone... ^^












Eternal Snow
Changin' My Life

君を好きになって　どれくらい経つのかナ？
気持ち　膨らんでゆくばかりで
君は　この思い気付いているのかナ？
一度も言葉には　してないけど

雪のように　ただ静かに
降り積もり　つづけてゆく

Hold me tight　こんな思いなら
誰かを好きになる気持ち
知りたく　なかったよ
I love you　涙止まらない
こんなんじゃ　君のこと
知らずにいれば　良かったよ

君をいつまで　思っているのかナ？
ため息が窓ガラス　曇らせた

揺れる心　灯すキャンドルで
今　溶かして　ゆけないかナ？

Hold me tight　折れるほど強く
木枯らし　吹雪に出会っても
寒くないようにと
I miss you　君を思うたび
編みかけの　このマフラー
今夜も一人　抱きしめるよ

永遠に降る雪があるなら
君へと続くこの思い　隠せるのかナ？

Hold me tight　こんな思いなら
誰かを好きになる気持ち
知りたく　なかったよ
I love you　胸に込み上げる
冬空に叫びたい
今すぐ君に　会いたいよ













is it ok to be so happy? sometimes i wonder if god (if he exists) will take away my feeling of happiness if he sense i'm so happy... it's not like something really good happened to me... but i dunno... feels like some sort of roller coaster ride haha~

people are greedy by nature. i'm afraid i'll become greedy after all the "good" things that happened... i want to immerse myself in all these wonderful things... but can i really do that? what will be ahead in the near future? i'm scared that i'll become greedy, and then all these great things that happened so far would just disappear... haha am i just being ridiculous?

back to what i said before... no matter what happens, just face it bah.
people need a certain level of pain before they can create art pieces of certain substance.
so yes, if pain is coming i welcome you with open arms.
but for now, let me just enjoy happiness.