Of Smiles and Sunshine

おはようございます！16 more days till my first paper(which is maths... my "fav" subject hahas)...

loads of stupid stuff that i wanna do... not now... probably after the exams....

1. my sashimi buffet! ok... the last time i went i put on weight cos i ate too much lmao. and my goal now's to reduce my weight! with this little "wish" of mine, i'll probably never be able to reach that target... lolx...

2. sleep more! my eye bags are really irritating me...

3. master a piano piece! er.... i'm recently interested in a piano piece... for two pianos! am i just stupid or plain lame? first there's only one piano in my house, second no one else is going to play the 2nd piano part together with me. so conclusion. i'm dumb. baka. rawrs.

4. study for jlpt 3... haha that's my aim at the end of the year... that is to be able to pass this exam... =) good thing is i'll probably be able to take japanese level 4 next semester... which will greatly help me in preparing for this test... well, i've got an acquintance that passed this exam with just jap level 3 and not studying the vocab for jlpt... (on the night before the exam itself he was still looking through at the list of vocabulary and laughing at how many he doesn't know... like a thousand of them?)

5. think through about my future career options... i just made the choice of going into communications and information technology when i go year 4... i wonder if it's where i really want to be... i even wonder whether i really want to be in ntu studying eee... but right now, it's too late to change path and steer myself elsewhere imo... sighz. who ask me to be near-sighted and never think beyond what i can see... =(

6. go get myself employed. i need money. money. money! omg i bet u can see the money signs on my eyeballs or something. desperately in need of money... one reason is to make me feel not so poor, second is for my bank account to at least grow not diminish. sadly since the start of the year, due to multiple reasons (like my reduced income, didn't work during breaks last year, went on an overseas trip, buying loads of manga, buying textbooks for jlpt, so many friends turning 21!) my bank account decreased tremendously... enough to make me panic. i hate to get money from my parents so i'll have to work my ass off to pay for all the frivolous things i want to have... like more clothes shoes and even that sashimi buffet wahaha... and not forgetting all the textbooks i'll need when the next semester starts... and more friend's birthdays coming up too! ='( for my wallet... so i'll have to work hard man... i mean woman...

oh wait. exams haven't even started, and the end of all these madness is more than a month away! and here i am fanatasizing about what i wanna do after this craziness. >_< time to head back to reality man... =( things i wanna do before exams start...

1. eat my pizzas for breakfast. XD

2. clear all my 25 remaining tutorials in the remaining 16 days? o_O that means i have to do like 2 tutorials per day. blehs.

3. prepare for my astronomy quiz... despite me having s/u that subject (meaning as long as i get a pass i wouldn't care)... but considering how i have never turned up for a single lecture(oh well i did go for the first one.... and popped by a few times, but i'm only physically there... the mind... oh well u understand XD) it's time to start panicking and worry about the quiz in another week's time... plus i have the strange "habit" of confusing astronomy with the word astrology... =X

4. japanese oral and listening test in a weeks time! so much vocabulary and grammer to master! plus all the crazy homework waiting for me.... rawrs.

yeaps that's about it. sounds little as compared to the earlier list of the things i wanna do after exams... lmao... it's a good thing i'm kinda motivated now... cos i'm mugging with my lecture group friends... and we're competing with each other to see who manages to catch up with the other hahahaha.... edwin you better watch out. rawrs.

so... shhh... time for me to start mugging while the rest of the world is still slacking... ;)