Of Smiles and Sunshine

hey heyz~ merry christmas eve!!! XD

all of a sudden... my tagboard is flooding wif loads of furnie comments... niaoing each other... had a fun time laffing at all the comments... at the same time... feeling this warmth in my heart... maybe this is the spirit of christmas? hahaz...

hmms... all of a sudden feel like crying... oso dunno y... hahaz...

reading other pple's blogs as well... laffing at their furnie comments as well... hehez...

juz feel... this smile... slowly being registered on my face...

okies larz... sorry for the weird stuff written upstairs... i mean... maybe i haven't really woken up... hahaz...

it's been a rather... tiring but happy days of being busy wif christmas prep, eh... eating tang yuans... eh... den going out to look for jobs...

went out yesterday wif pansy and kelvin... den went jurong point... originally told pansy.. heyz.. let's go shopping... in the end we went shopping for jobs... hahaz... it was the first time i ever went out to start asking ard for jobs... and so i was... very scared.. lolz~

den... i came to the comics connection shop.. and saw... they're employing pple!!! hahahahaz.. was darn happy... thinking of going in to apply for the job.. budden... they say dey dun wan students... *sobz sobz* pansy was still there saying.. if i got the job i'll be so darn happy... =X budden... reality's so so cruel... haiz...

next... went out of comics connection... view shifted to the jigsaw puzzle shop there.... den me and pansy suddenly went into a frenzy... JIGSAW PUZZLE!!! den the two of us started running towards the shop to see whether they're trying to employ pple... den realised we looked like two idiots wif kelvin walking slowly behind us.. *bet he was wondering wad the two of us are up to, or he's laffing at the two of us.. hahaz* so we walked slowly... and i once again "plucked up" courage to go in and enquire abt the job... budden... once again.. they're not employing students who are waiting for a level results... sobz~

geez... that's all for the job hunt yesterday.. hahaz.. cos the rest of the time it was pansy in action... hahaz... den she talked a little abt this banquet job... which i'm kinda interested... budden... dunno lehz.. lolz~

todae wake up... walked like a mini zombie... sis using comp...so i made a beeline to my dining table... first thing i saw... the classified section of the straits times... so started flipping without any.... conscious action? hahaz.. dunno... den looking at the job listings... wondering if i should start calling.. but.. dun dare lehz.. lolz~

sheesh... i din know i'm so timid... =X

maybe i'll start calling after christmas.. ha~

aniwae... juz drank banana milk for breakfast... *which is the only one out of two things made from bananas that are nice. hahaz~* wondering how my day would be laters...

cos.. later going to p school gathering... which someone quite influential in my p school life would be there... or rather.. 2 pple who are influential in my p school life would be there... hahaz... dunno whether i'm excited or wad.... somehow... all of a sudden i dun feel like going.. hahaz... dunno lehz.. maybe cos i feel christmas eves and christmas should be spent wif my loved ones? hahaz.... feeling a bit bad for pangsehing my loved ones... lolz~ budden..... hmms...

okies... i'm in a dilemna again. =X

and.. sheesh.. i cannot finish my christmas present.... and i realised.. even if i rush through it throughout the night, den the next day dun go out and cheong the present all the way.... i'll still need like... 3 days to complete? geez... ever since i last made that present i have sorta swore that i dun wanna make it again... and now i'm starting to regret not following my promise... hahaz... jokings larz... sighz...

sorry guys.... if ur dun receive ur christmas presents on time... geez~

oh yar... yesterday i juz realised that my blog doesn't have the archives link!!! den tried to add it in lohz... so.. there u go... it's under the tagboard now.. hahaz... cos i dunno how to add it to the links thingy... hehez~

sorry larz.. i swaku larz.. cannot mehz? =P

oh.... and i received my first christmas present from my parents yesterday... went out shopping wif them... den my mum said.. tot u wanted to buy two cds quite badly? so we went cd rama and i finally got SHE's encore cd... plus the cd which i'm listening now... eternity... the one which they advertise on tv... hahaz.. wonders of the media har...

but the cd still sounds nice... hehez... it's a nice therapy for insomnia... very soothing music...

and i've been trying to listen to the SHE's cd the whole day yesterday... trying to fight my brother's playlist which was being played millions of times since dunno when... until i can even sing to the tune le... and i realised that.... i like the lyrics of many songs... though i dun really like the tune as much... hahaz...

so.. shall post some of the lyrics here... hahaz~





我爱你
s.h.e encore 曲 geoman villalon from sweetbox 词 姚若龙

从你眼睛 看着自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
无论是远近 什么世纪
在天堂拥抱 或荒野流离

我爱你 我敢去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 我愿意 准你来跋扈地决定 世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你 又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安 我就任性
怕泄漏你怕 所以你生气

我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨 想让你喘口气
被划破的信心 需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑 未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气 我爱你

我爱你 我想去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意义

让我爱你 我不要没有你
我不能没有你 绝不能没有你






对号入座
s.h.e encore

太阳大雨大你就炫烂五彩清清爽爽
月亮太美我就移民阳台星星闪闪
开始你还怀疑过我会不会我抄袭你太多
你脑袋还想的念头我已经就在这么做

水剩半杯你说还有一半乐观开朗
遭遇失败我说都是一样开朗坚强
开始我还怀疑过你是不是偷偷占星算命
我脑袋正在想的旋律你已经放在车上听

你的想法我都ok 还不够等爱陪你去做
我的心思你都ok 不用说甚至对号入座
wu~~~~最完美的互动

我的心思你都ok 不用说最完美的互动