crying my eyes out...

yesterday, i cried my eyes out the entire night.



dun worry.... i'm okiesh..



it's juz that i watched an anime which i think i will need some time to get over...

randy was right... i really need loads of tissues for this anime...

the name of the anime is... kimi ga nozomu eien... english translation... the eternity you wish for...

hmms... let's see... eh... music was not bad... i really like the ending song of the anime episodes... story itself ar... got a bit of ahem ahems... not suitable for kids.. *though i'm still a kid... or.. am i? hahaz~*

story starts off wif... the first episode.. *ha... duhhz~* story starts off with the potagonist... called takayuki, who's a third year high school student... who doesn't really study, but juz slack all day... but he's quite a nice guy... he has two other good friends from his class... shinji (a guy) and mitsuki...a girl who's a good swimmer... but the reason why mitsuki is takayuki's good friend is becoz her best friend, haruka, has a crush on takayuki...

with mitsuki's help... haruka was able to confess to takayuki on a hill, which was takayuki's fav place... haruka was a very nice... shy... and rather innocent girl... and when she confessed... takayuki, being the nice guy he was... couldn't reject her... and so... they started dating... but takayuki dated her halfheartedly... and after a few dates... haruka realised that he din really like her.. and so they broke off...

and it was only when takayuki lost haruka... that he realised that he actually liked her... and so... he went back to the hill where haruka first confessed to him... and found haruka there... and then he confessed to her that he liked her...

tada~ end of episode 1... happy ending... *sniff sniff*

aniwae... will guys only know who they like only when they lost that person they like? tsk tsk... =P

episode 2... haruka and takayuki are a happy and sweet couple... they had many fun moments... but... somehow... there are slight ripples underneath the peaceful surface... there was once... haruka and takayuki had a date to go to a temple festival together... but b4 takayuki could go and meet up wif haruka, mitsuki asked takayuki to listen to her... and takayuki being the nice guy agreed... resulting in takayuki being extremely late and haruka was so worried that she cried... and shinji and haruka finally found mitsuki and takayuki together on the hill... mitsuki apologised for asking takayuki to listen to her woes... but haruka didn't mind.. cos mistuki was her best friend...

on another day... takayuki was also going to meet up haruka for his date again... and he met mitsuki on the streets... mitsuki told takayuki that it was her birthday that day... and takayuki felt oblidged to buy her a bdae present... mitsuki let takayuki to a jewellery stall... where she fancied a ring... and asked takayuki to buy for her... at first takayuki felt slightly uneasy... but.. since it was her birthday... takayuki was nice and bought the ring for her... resulting in... takayuki being once again, late for his date... and... ... ...




haruka meeting with a car accident while waiting for takayuki to appear.




end of episode 2...

episode 3 starts off... 3 years later after the accident... takayuki had dropped school.. and is now working as a waiter in this family restuarant... having fun with the other waitresses there at work... mitsuki has oso given up swimming and is now working at a trading company... takayuki and mitsuki are now together... and apparently the couple have no guilt over wad happened 3 years ago... meanwhile.. shinji is now in university, but still unsuccessful in starting a relationship wif a girl...

one day, while takayuki and mitsuki were walking together.. they met akane, haruka's younger sister... who is in high school now and one of the top swimmers in the swimming club... akane juz came out of the swimming complex, and when akane saw them... she shot them an angry look, and said... visiting hours are almost over... and she walked coolly past the couple... leaving the couple feeling guilty over what they've done... takayuki turned, and saw... the telephone booth... where haruka stood three years ago... before she met with the car accident... ... ...

okiesh... end of episode 3...

shan't say more... or else not fun le... hahaz...

basically... besides the ahem ahems part... i think this is a really... nice and realistic story bah... after watching the whole anime in one day... *heh hehz*... and crying the whole night.... *sniff sniff*... it set me thinking about... how sometimes guys try to be nice to two girls, and end up hurting the two of them at the same time... takayuki could jolly well go up to either mitsuki or hakura and tell them he doesn't like one of them, and solve the problem... but either way... he'll still end up as the "bad guy"...

sighz...

this makes me recall a quote from the anime... "you're so nice... that it's cruel..."

tissues... i need tissues...

okiesh.. anime aside.. yesterday i finished reading da vinci code.. finally... *phew* it's quite an achievement for me since i dun really like reading... hahaz... dotz~ but oh well.. it's a nice book.. =) no wonder it's a best seller.. ha~

and now... i wish that the RO server is back.. so that i can put my mind off those issues raised by the anime... sobz~