Of Smiles and Sunshine

finally.. blogger's back in service...

juz wanna first... say... sorry to my kor... cos i think i'm starting to take him for granted... sighz...

been thinking quite a bit on my bus journeys... frankly speaking... i feel maybe i might be feeling better off if i weren't thinking on the bus... and if i decide to cut myself from all those stuff which would make me fall back into where i was quite some time ago.
既然我说过你要坚强点，我自己也要加油...
juz felt that... i really need to do something abt my latecoming... i realised that when i go out... 99% of the time i'm late... -_-''' quite a high percentage somemore... feel that i should start reducing this horrendous percentage... felt that i'm always late cos i always do things last minute... so maybe i should start doing something abt this... like... start preparing myself 1.5 hours b4 i go out of the house or something...

besides that... i keep telling myself that... i have to be strong so that i can be other's pillar of strength when they need me... be it for them or for myself...

though it's extremely hard to be standing on ur own two feet...



my back's aching like siao again... pasted two salonpas plasters back again... arr~ it hurts more now but it feels more shuang this way than without them... *think i sound sadistic...* oh well... tml i guess i have no choice but to go back to the sinseh again. siandeds...

reformatted comp last night... and after reformatting.. i can't get my RO to work... totally siandeds.. sobz~ now trying all sorts of way to get back my game.... :'(

for now, i juz hope that tml will be a better day...