senseless ramblings.

sighz... now that i've calmed down much as compared to two days ago, can finally sit down and talk abt wad happened 2 days ago.... aiyah... my mum and bro were once again quarreling cos my brother kept playing on the comp and my mum bu shuang... den my mum started dragging in loads of stuff... like... how no one in the family shows her care and concern... and how nobody listens to her animore... den... the way she puts it... when it has nothing to do with her argument wif my bro... juz makes pple more irritated... and when my brother decides to further dao her, she turns her target to me and starts to scold me for not packing up my stuff... okies... i admit now that i'm at fault for not packing my stuff cos it's really darn messy, budden... that time really very irritated le... so i juz... like.. fu yan her... said yesh.. but in the end my pile of stuff is still lying all over the lace.. hahahaz..

and my stoopid brother... i asked politely whether i could use the comp from him.. he dao me. fine... i said.. silence means consent.. so i used... den 3 mins later, went to toilet... den come back saw him signing off for me without even asking me.... wah lew... i wanna slap him le lohz. first u dao pple, next u disrespect that person, doing things related to that person without asking lohz. i was quite pissed off with him lohz... sighz.... den my mum added on to this.. by commenting that.. dunno when he became liddat.. wah.. really felt like slapping him le.... he not only shows ap to me, he shows it to my mum and everybody.... sighz...

i really dunno wad to do with him.... den when my mum targeted me, she started bringing in how i as his elder sis should not go out so often and stay at home to look after my brother and teach him his hw.... wah~ if he really wants help he could come and ask me, i'll gladly help him... the prob is even when he actually have prob, well.. simply.... that situation wun really occur cos he would always think he's right, and juz anyhow whack that problem.... he juz wun admit that he doesn't know how to do certain stuff... -_-''' sighz.... den u ask me how to help him? haiz.

den now.. stupid computer... i cannot sign into msn.. on my comp... now using my brother's comp cos he's not at home now... phew~ save me from another argument with him.... sighz.

shall talk abt happier stuff now.. like.. yesterday... =)

went out to play badminton with junyi kelvin and zhanxin... <-- kinda surprising that he would actually come out to play... hahaz.. .tot he would only come out when there's ball. :P

aniwae.. was glad to have come out.. cos at home.. always here pple quarreling here and there. siandeds totally...

played badminton. den played bball.. kelvin zhanxin and zhemin were playing against this girl who is from school team and her guy friend... den they wanted me to join in.. budden.. hahaz.. i dunno how to play bball at all when u put me next to all these experts.. hahaz.. in the end... me and junyi sat at the side.. looking at them play.. den decided to play badminton abit. den borrowed zhanxin's ball to start shooting at the other side of the court... den this nice uncle came and zhi dian the two of us. bball idiots.. hahaz... den we found out he was actually a past tchs *arrgh. that school again. but this uncle is different from my irritating brother. hahaz* bball school team player... hahaz... he's quite zai.... no matter how he puts the ball in using underhand lay.. it always goes in even when it seemed not to make it.. :D so he corrected my underhand lay... den i finally took one step towards beating zhanxin at bball... ha~

sighz. i miss bball... hahaz.... =)