last day of school?

yesterday... too tired to type anything here...

yesterday is sorta the last day of school... dunno whether i'm happy sad or anything. maybe it hasn't totally sunk in yet....

a new start to mugging. a new start to a world to no life.

heyz. since when have i really lived my life in the first place?

now... starting to think of all the things which happened within these two years... so many things.. happy and depressing.. all those memories flashed past my mind...

these memories, sweet and painful... i'll never wanna forget them... and i'll never regret anything i've done...

yesterday... after that maths remedial... went to celebrate rudy lee's birthday.. ate at aiwo at raffles city... ate until i pok gai ar... den went to buy cake wif zhanxin to celebrate rudy lee's bdae as well... total added up to $20 lehz... the most ex meal i've ever eaten... hahahaz... *heyz. i'm a poor student yar?*

then, the whole class went to esplanade... went there to "star gaze" but apparently there were no stars there to gaze at all... den i had a wonderful chat wif weixiang and weijie... hahaz... realised that everybody has their own problems, but it's how they decide to handle them... and... in our discussion, we found that nico is the most carefree... cos he always eating... and then we turned to look at him and found he's eating ice cream.. hahaz...

then we chatted abt the class... the things which lie under the peaceful surface. wait. wad peaceful surface? actually there were still loads of things which i would have wanted to chat wif them to seek their opinions about... but juz, yesterday, not enuff time i guess.... sighz..

i wonder if we'll ever get the chance to chat liddat again...

sighz. once, i tot i've gotten over the "last day" syndrome... i wonder if i can survive this once again.... though the situation is different now, and the end is inevitable... but somehow, i hope... that everybody out there... u guys would shine out there... and.. all da best for A levels!

and i hope, to a particular individual out there.. u would be able to recover from that particular incident... it's not ur fault or ur inability, it's rather... the fault of the other party... hahaz... and, to think of it in a different way, perhaps it's better liddat.... =)

on the other hand.. i'm glad that... this other individual seemed to have changed his attitude towards me... thankx a millions... though i know that it's already the end... but... still... thankx... hope u can find ur happiness.... this is a really wonderful memory which i'll really treasure and not forget... =)

and to others out there... hope ur problems would be solved... i'll be there when ur need me... juz gimme a buzz and i'll try my very best to help u guys... :D

though in the course of the two years, we have many conflicts... and stuff liddat... i'm so glad to meet... the CO peeps! and.. 33 guys... u guys rawk! =) best wishes to everyone out there...