i wanna grow up... but i dun wanna grow up... -_-'''

wanted to blog for quite some time le....

these few days... kinda slack.. but busy.. *wad the heck am i talking?* not studying/mugging --AT ALL-- ..... den everyday go out... play all sorts of stuff like... badminton, bball and vball... hahaz... kinda dots lehz... prelims going to score so badly... still not mugging like siao now... should start mugging like.. now? after my dinner.. hahaz~ *eating delicious pineapple rice now... yummy!*

totally famished now... furnie thing is that i ate loads during lunch todae... i almost couldn't finish my bowl of noodles... den shared dessert with junyi and kelvin... and the three of us went shopping for sheila's present... den went ktv.... den i kept hogging the mic... feel kinda bad cos the two of them not singing.... den like very sians liddat... haiz... paiseh~

and guess wad? despite the fact that i really really desparately have to mug, i'm going out for badminton tomoloz. hahaz.. .wad an irony... =Pp

hmms... juz tot... i'm juz way way too immature and insensitive and... blah blah blah... yesterday someone was saying that i have lousy observation skills... den further back... someone said i'm quite a predictable person... jialats. sighz... i really have lousy observation skills? sighz. shall train up on them.... =(

juz think i'm NOT street smart at all.... and dunno how to react... how how how? feel like such a small little kid in the big world... all sorts of things dunno how to do... maybe it's cos i've been a spoilt kid since young.... my parents would do everything for me... even washing dishes for us now... when i'm so old and supposed to help out in washing ... *actually i'm at fault.. cos sometimes i'm too lazy to wash den they'll have no choice but to help me wash.. blush~* hms.. .den liddat next time go out to society how? kanna bully by everybody out there... sians. hahaz... wanna learn more and grow up more.... but at the same time... dreading the day when i become mature and stuff.... cos the more mature u get, the more imperfect u see ur world and u urself to be... and more grey areas would be open to u.... and... i prefer more of black and white....

oh~ speaking of which... i finally dl-ed the hei1 bai2 hua4 ying4 song by jacky cheung... hahaz! so nice!!! :P

now.. darn tired... shoulders aching like siao... wonder how i'm going to survive another day of badminton tomoloz... -_-''' sighz. i want a massage! :P *okies. think i'm mad le* maybe i'll be put to sleep soon.. in the asylum... cos i'm already supposed to be higher level than level 9.... i need fish...

okiesh. shall go drink soup now...