going... going.... gone!

going crazy... going crazy.... gone crazy.

at this rate i'm going. i'm seriously going to go mad.

it's driving me crazy...

i dunno when my brother would finally mature and understand things... maybe he does, but he's juz doing things recklessly....

dunno wad to do to him to make him understand.

well... he probably understands it now... at least he's doing some work... not like me slacking ard here...

kinda worried for his final year exams... he can actually fail his subjects when he's in gep.... and he only fails by a few marks... if he could spend slightly lesser time playing warcraft online... he could do much better.

and he's juz simply as stubborn as a mule.

perhaps it runs in the family.

my mum was screaming at him.... to go do work.... cos.... he was supposed to have half an hour break... in the end he spent abt 20 min reading comments on game forums online, den went onto the server for a game... and he dragged his break time to another 1 hour plus... with my mum yelling at him like siao. i was napping that time... den heard my mum screaming. woke me up.. hahaz....

i could understand why he can't juz walk away from the com at that point in time... he was only halfway through the game, and it's not nice to pangseh all ur comrades in battle and leave them ... probably to die? but with my mum screaming there... and she speaks sense... and i agree with my mum's stand... if my brother wanna play... it's not that he can't... if he can manage his studies well all of us would have no problems with him playing day and night... but he can't.. and he has to focus more on his studies, especially when his final year exams are juz around the corner... and... in his course, if he had done pretty well throughout the whole year, he wun have to take the final year exam. which simply goes to show how jialats the situation is. and he still has no sense of urgency when it's in sept le.. and his exam is in oct. sighz.

sighz. maybe the pot is calling the kettle black.. hahaz.. maybe he's trying to take after me... cos i whole day slack and heck care abt results... but he din realise that no matter how slack i am, i wun allow myself to fail any subject horribly, and would try my very best to salvage my results if it really happened... *though now i'm having slight trouble with that. hahaz.*

maybe i should do something to help my brother... like. dissembling both the pcs in my house. den all of us can't go online. mad ar. hahaz. -_-'''

sighz.