confused.

someone tell me wad to do...
utterly confused. dunno wad to do.
dun want to hurt anybody le. but, i ended up hurting others more.
if we were together in the first place, maybe things wouldn't have happened.
but we weren't.
and maybe it's my fault that this happened.
all of us are tired.
once, i thought, how nice if... someone could come, and juz take me away from this world.
but now, i realised that, i dun want to leave in the first place...

叶的离去，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留？

i once thought... if the leaf was persistent enough, it would never have left the tree even though the tree didn't try to stop it from leaving.
but i guess i was probably wrong.

the leaf can have times when it's totally tired...

and that's when... it would choose to leave when a wind is strong enough to blow it off it's place...
but... by leaving the tree, to a certain extent... the leaf is deceiving the wind... and perhaps, using the wind as a substitute..
it's totally unfair to the wind.
though the tree might have loved to have gotten rid of the leaf, and leaving the tree might seem to be the best way out for the leaf and the tree... but somehow...

perhaps, the best solution is to simply shrivel up and fall off the tree, and land softly on the ground, without succumbing to the wind's pursuit.