Of Smiles and Sunshine

thanks...

whenever i did something, u'll return twice of what i did...
how can i return that kindness of urs?
deep down my heart really wants to forgive u, but my past fear of being hurt again pulls me back...

i want to be able to give without being afraid again, just like before i ever got hurt.
i want to return your kindness twice of yours, but in the end u'll return even twice of what i gave.
are u trying to make me dig my entire heart out in return?
你对我的好，已经超出我能承受的100倍...

i wanna thank you for giving me the courage. the courage to face my fear. the courage to smile. and the courage to... ... ... ...

i really want to shout this out to the world,
but i guess i shouldn't...













maybe i'm afraid of what the world would judge of our actions.
why should i?
just let the tongues wag behind my back?

it doesn't really matter isn't it.
it doesn't matter if the whole world misunderstands me...
if you were one who understands me...













i really want to thank god (or whoever up there) for letting me meet you. ^^