Of Smiles and Sunshine

请不要害怕看不见的未来。
不要再次因为害怕而退缩。
要学习如何鼓起勇气面对！
加油，我做得到！加油！！！



thanks for your company the entire day.
you chased away my best friend on my behalf.
was that your way of saying thanks to me? haha~
but at the rate things go, my gratitude towards you would only keep piling up...
if there is god, i thank you...
thank you for bringing you into my life. ^^





i kept sneezing the entire day in the office... could this be a sign that i'm falling sick again? >.< but then again i guess i'm pretty influential... my colleague sitting opposite to me started sneezing at the end of the day... lol! *so evil of me~~*

now all i want now is probably a well deserved rest... free of worries n troubling thoughts...












to zs...
i shouldn't run away from issues should i? i shouldn't be wishy washy either... but i guess i probably don't have the courage to face it... to hurt you in the process... i don't know how to tell you how i truly feel. i didn't expect things to turn out this way... but if i keep things hanging there it'll only make you feel more hurt in the long run isn't it. should i tell you the truth? how much of the truth should i even tell you? just thinking about all these makes my brain hurt...

and i wonder if u already realize that there's something wrong with me and how i treat you now... =X













maybe i shouldn't have gotten too close to anybody in the first place.
perhaps going too close would result in one hurting another.
although being hurt and getting hurt is part of life...
but i really have no intention of hurting anybody...

if i hurt anyone,
i'm sorry.