hate

i hate myself.

i hate myself for being unable to say no.
i hate myself for getting jealous so easily.
i hate myself for making u worry abt me.
i hate myself for being so crazy abt u.
i hate myself for leaving halfway.
i hate myself for waiting for u to call back.
i hate myself for ruining the festive mood.
which obviously u din.
i hate myself for being unable to control my emotions.
i hate myself for getting so upset.
i hate myself for being so weak.
juz because of u.
i hate myself for being so irresponsible.
i hate myself for being so hard to get along wif.
i hate myself for being so unreasonable.
i hate myself for being overly suspicious.
i hate myself for being such an unfilial daughter.






i hate myself for being unable to forget those ard u.






all in all... i hate myself.