change.

ever since i started working... i realised that i've become extremely selfish...

maybe this is the real me bah.... or maybe it's juz that... once i came out to a totally unfamiliar world.... i've lost my original self...

but.. wad's my original self anyway?

当你感到失落的时候，让人看到你的弱点时，他人便会毫无保留的望你身上踩，蹂躏你。而当你继续保持沉默，不愿走出自己的悲伤，你也就永远只能成为他人的垫脚石，一事无成，或许还会被别人越压越扁，永远也无法翻身。

这一番话听起来好耳熟。。。哈~

okies.... cut the philosophy stuff out...

after work todae *which is getting more and more stressful esp in the face of the cny hols* me went to ... well... essentially i spent the rest of my day shopping... looking for nice wrapping paper, clothes... blah blah blah....

spent time wif my family... realised that i haven't been hanging out wif them enuff... that's y pushed away co and class gatherings... hahaz...

dunno whether i'll get cursed by this though... ha~

den yesterday treated sheila swensons.... lolz~ me eat ice cream... eat until i start coughing non stop... hahahaz.. this is wad we call 以毒攻毒... lolz~

and todae for lunch i ate more fried stuff... that's y i'm coughing even more jialats than b4... =S

haiz...3 more days.... juz another 3 more days to hang in there.... though... i already buay tahan le... sighz~

i wan my hols!!!!!