Of Smiles and Sunshine

some adore sunny days. cloudy days? some hate them. rainy days? i love them just when i'm going to sleep. otherwise, rainy days are a no-no.

gloomy days? i think i like it the best of them all. not too hot, not too chilling, just the right temperature for us to do all sorts of things, like outdoor sports, sleep, slacking at home... only except when i'm going out to suntan...

what about the weather today? gloomy. perfect weather for me to oversleep till 1pm this afternoon. oh well, i was reading harry potter last night, and unwittingly till it was 4am in the morning. i think i'm becoming more and more of a pig.

today's my dad's birthday... had gone shopping with my sis yesterday and bought him durain puffs as a gift... we couldn't thought of anything better haha... but me and my mum baked him a cake that's... hmms... can it be considered to be a success? just a simple dinner celebration with me my mum and dad... sis had co practice all the way till 10pm and my brother, though he has finally decided to come home for dinner at my accusation of him being an ingrate if he didn't. haha... he was up in his room playing dota when my dad cut the "birthday cake". then he announced that he'll be going China in a freaking 2 days time, and it was a decision just finalised today. and he wouldn't be around when it's mum's birthday. luckily i had turned down pey lun's request for help at the graduation dinner... or else i can't expect how pathetic with maybe just my mum celebrating her own birthday...



i feel like i'm just like a kid. happily enjoying the world, thinking that the world is a perfect place. all until someone strikes deep, making one realise the truth and ugliness of the so called perfect world. then everything starts to fall apart. losing interest in the things that once interested you. there's nothing u can do about it, except to accept the cold hard fact that it's not the world u loved once. and sometimes, stubbornness makes that hard to happen.

i no longer know what to do already. is it just ok to continue staring blankly, doing nothing at all?



today sure is a gloomy day. but i don't know if i liked it as much as any typical one.