it's been a long time since i last posted something here on this blog... so many things i wanna talk about since the previous entry... but i guess i'm running out of time...
i've been thinking of relocating my blog several times... juz that... i particularly like this ip LOL... no lar... juz that... maybe there's no point relocating my blog when the whole point of having a blog online is so that some pple can view ur thoughts... and if i really wanted it to be that personal i'll write on a diary... which then reminded me about loads of things which i dun really wanna think about now...
juz lesser than a month into the new year... and i've already broken quite a few resolutions... for eg, my 50 by may... -_-''' my tutorial mates edwin jong chien nicolas kept complaining that i'm eating macdonalds everyday *which is true to a certain extent =X* and so... yeap i think that resolution i made... i probably can't keep it by may LOL! and... sadly to say... i already broke my second resolution not to be late again.... like... on the first week of jan i overslept and was late for a class outing for half an hour! *not that everybody was there by the time i reached... lolz~* still it didn't feel good that i broke my resolution so easily and so quickly... -_-
update on my school life... i'm so busy until i don't even have enuff time to do homework, go out, have fun, and to sleep! most of my school days end at 7++ and the rest of the days i don't end so late i've got tuition... and my sunday is fully booked as well... which left me wif sat to catch up on sleep n tutorials... that's seriously not enuff! by the time i reach home everyday i'm so tired until i can't even think properly... and the dreaded thing is the coming cny holidays! cos of the stupid holidays my schedule is even more packed after the hols for makeup lessons... which made my sat booked as well! haiz... this is the first time i rather not have holidays...
and that brings me to another thing... when i'm tired i start to see things which are no longer there.... i don't know how i'm supposed to feel but these memories kept popping up now and then... though i'm crystal clear that it's all over... strangely i don't feel that sad, neither do i try to suppress these memories and not acknowledge them as i would have done in the past... rather, i let them come and pass... as though i'm indifferent to it already... i wonder what this means...
yet wif such a busy schedule i'm not complaining about it... neither do i wish that i could drop some of my modules so that i have more time... it's contradicting...
i feel like i'm bombarded with a lot of things these days... like my module which allows me to watch some old and good movies... and the things the people i meet... i've come to realise a lot of things... but i'm still sticking to my old philosophy about people... u can never trust people.
some things i wanna do.... would be... to have more sleep... to get rid of that stupid mosquito preying on my blood now... to try curb my hunger... to watch movies like memoirs of the geisha... have time to finish my tutorials on time... practise my jap... to go out n shop.... and to eat some bagua... haiz~
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