Of Smiles and Sunshine

perhaps only late at night will ur true feelings be exposed.
i realised that i still missed you a little.
perhaps the time that has passed is not yet sufficient.
i might not have the same feelings 1 year laters.
perhaps music of the late night stirs the strings of the heart once again.
we're probably waiting for that same flower.
perhaps when the next winter comes the heart shall thaw.













i'm tireds and i know it. i'm juz being hyper active the whole of today and so now my batteries r running low. juz a few random thoughts in my mind... christmas is coming! (should be celebrating wif my family as usual, though not alone like past years) and sushi dinner tml!!! (omg my poor wallet) plus sun tanning on thurs (lobster day) and sat is pansy's audition for impressario (promised i'll go down to root for her... maybe with pom poms n huge posters) and class outing (haha someone out there u better remember this. *stares*) and then sun is tuition again... wow upcoming week sounds bz... which is good, can take my mind off things and help me focus better and sleep better... and i miss the beach! my sis' bdae this thurs! and i haven't figured wad to get for her prezzie!!! sheesh and she's happily in camp, returning tml afternoon or something... should i get wad's on her wishlist(i think her class pple will get it for her actually) hmms i think i should get her something exotic... *heh heh heh... evil grinz ^_^ v *

wish there's snow in singapore... no idea y... makes me feel melachonic... can play snowball fights... build snowman... wear those thick wollen things... (hey i neber wear that b4 k... swaku so wad... i wanna do that hehehex~) geez i think i'm sounding more n more like a bitch... lolz~ maybe i'm one?

today's a tiring day... kept talking the whole day until my throat is totally parched... no amt of water can redeem it now... i think i'll fall sick soon again.. maybe sore throat? lolz tml shall continue with my water parade... my friends n collegues complain that i drink a lot and very fast... like 1 hour can finish 1 water bottle... those 1 litre kind... not the 500ml ice mountain water bottle kind... yar i'm a water barrel or toilet bowl that only accepts fluid... solids i'm a little more particular...

yesterday... went my best friend's house... watched her coursemates play monopoly (in which i became banker and her two friends crazily forged an alliance and signed treaty with me as witness but in the end they went totally bankrupt!!! so hilarious!!!) and after that we all stone in front of ps2... watching me and my best friend's friend playing this kart racing game... cos we all noobs neber play b4 keep falling into those weird pits... we're the source of entertainment for my best friend her sis n the other friend... lolz~ ok i think i'm confusing pple reading this entry with my this friend that friend her friend thingy... oh well...

then after that went to shop for groceries wif my mum... went to qiao zha her (cos she wanted me to come since my sis at camp... complain cannot carry all the groceries... made me wait for her inside supermarket for so long neber pick up handphone... make me angry... heh heh heh) so i bought a lot of tidbits n she has to pay... muahahahaha.. i think i bought enuff for me to eat for more than 2 weeks... lolz~

wan me to recall the days before sat? nah i dun wan to... sleep time!

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