lobster day!

现在我总算明白爱一个人与被爱的差别。爱一个人算是一种责任--当你决定要爱一个人时，你就想要让他快乐，潜意识中那就是你对你爱的人的责任。但当一个人 被爱的时候，他人对自己的“责任”却可以装做什么都不懂，完全不理会。这样一来，爱一个人是痛苦的，被爱才是幸福。但是如果每个人都选择被爱，那么谁来爱 人的“傻瓜”呢？除非被爱的人开始喜欢上爱他的人，否则要让他明白爱一个人的痛，说必定比登天还难。

所以说呢，爱吗，是个麻烦的字眼。如果有选择，就不要把痛苦往身上扛。做和尚/尼姑还是最好的。 XD

that was total bullshit above. kindly ignore. =)













today is lobster day!!! me n my sis went sun tanning... it wasn't a really nice business early in the morning... first, originally i wanted me my sis n my frienz to sun tan together but my sis shy and insist that we MUZ catch the 良辰 to sun tan... meaning we MUZ reach the beach by 10 in the morning... -_- and u guyz know the piggie me always like to sleep late wake up late... so i couldn't wake up today morning... then my mum had to make all sorts of comments about my dressing... so to please her i changed my outfit, then rushed to pack my bag... forgot to bring drinks... then me n my sis got pissed with one another... she's upset cos we only got out of the house at 930 which was half an hour later than what we originally planned, and i was upset cos i had to wake up early to accomadate to her "weird need of catching the 良辰"... lolz~

then we reached the sunny beach... XD both of us eventually cooled down on our way to palawan beach... and we started spreading our mat to sun tan... only to realise that the mat we brought.. had only enuff space for... ONE person! omg. i tot the mat could allow 2 pple to lie on it. -_-''' so the two of us SQUEEZED on that 1 single mat (my sis commented that the other couples along the beach were doing the same thing, we can do it too except we're both females)

and then she said, we'll only sun tan for 1 hour.. cos she scared we'll both get sunburn which den defeats the purpose of our sun-tanning trip... which i went HAR??? are u mad? only 1 hour and u expect urself to get darker???

so we lay on our mat like 2 dead fish soaking the sun's harmful UV rays in an attempt to become 2 beautifully roasted fish. then we got bored and peered through our towels （that's used to cover our face to prevent it from getting sunburnt) and looked at the other girls along the beach... there was this girl who has such a nice skin colour and was wearing an ORANGE bikini!!! woah~ hot~~~ no lar i was only envious of the bikini.. nth else ok? lolz~

anyway... after we started sun-tanning, we realised that 1 hour... we only flipped 3 times... meaning we tanned our front twice, back once... which can never be even... so we continued lying there obstructing other pple's view of the sea for another half an hour... while my sis was complaining about the possibility of us getting sun burnt and i kept insisting that we are not even medium rare... in the end i gave up cos my... erms... bottom of my feet was starting to get red (instead of my back or somewhere else of my body) and so we went to bathe... where we met pansy n xiaoli (who were the pple i wanna suntan with initially) at the toilet after we finish bathing -_-'''

so we joined pansy xiaoli n shianchi at their mat... and xiaoli told me of how these bunch of desperate ns men tried to ask pansy to “做我朋友的朋友好吗？” twice... (lousy pickup line... pansy says) and by the second time xiaoli n shian chi were so fedup that they said at the same time "NO!!!"... it was damn hilarious... but considering pansy's figure... i mean.. y not? hahaha~

then me n my sis sat under the sun for another 1 hour... complaining how the sun is so hot today... and what nots... and i started getting hungry and ate a lot of potato chips.. hehex~

after that... we went to the toilet where pansy xiaoli n shianchi bathe.. and me n my sis started noticing how our skin is reddish... in the "pink" of health... we started applying aloe vera... my sis' neck was like roasted duck skin... ok lar that was a bit too exaggerated... but u get the point.. it's red. and so was my left shoulder...

then all of us left sentosa... and went to harbourfront... where me my sis xiaoli n shianchi couldn't resist the temptation of food... and we went to the food centre... xiaoli ate chao kuay tiao n me my sis n sc ate dessert... and even after that i had the craving for ice cream... so after that me my sis went harbourfront mall to shop, sc went home, xl went ps to shop, and pansy went to look for her weixiang dear dear... LOL!!! (i was trying to imitate the ns men asking her to be their friend's friend when she called weixiang... lolz~)

so we walked one round ard the shopping mall... bought ice cream... which was super delicious... yummy yum.. (i bet we gained weight after our sun tanning trip) before we finally buay tahan go home... and continue me n my sis' 奋斗 in maple story... lolz! and after our individual baths... we realised that our "damage" from the sun tanning trip was... really bad. we really got sun burnt... it's quite painful now... hahaha... but super fun... hehex... and we promised we'll go sun tanning again soon.... LOL *see? some pple juz don't learn =)*

hehex real tireds now... hope i can wake up early tml to paint the house ORANGE... hehehehex~ =)