Of Smiles and Sunshine

it's been a long time since i've last updated here...

nothing much for me to say... juz that... i'm still alive and kicking...

though barely... ha~




oh well.. wad better things could be happening to me now? juz that insomnia strikes back again. it's kinda irritating cos u know u have loads of things to tackle the next day but ur mind is juz filled with loads of thoughts and u juz can't let go and drift to dreamland. oh wait, i'll rather not have any dreams.

lunch break at my company now. it sux cos i'm eating alone in the office, and my boss is having pms. bossing pple ard, and i'm not in a good mood to tackle her bossy-ness todae cos i juz din have any sleep last night... but who cares, not like she cares... and maybe i don't care as well... hahaz~

oh well... that's the tired sotong for ya, folks... hahaz~




horoscope says todae that i've got five stars for love and romance, four stars for work, and three stars for finanace... oh well... somehow i dun believe it now... hahaz~ furnie siaz~ to think that i believed so much in horoscope, tarot cards and stuff for the past week... guess it's been the only things supporting me for the past week... to prevent me from collapsing from all sorts of things happening...

nothing really matters now i guess. juz... maybe... sleep.. hahaz~ and maybe earning more money....

too many thoughts in my mind the past week... not intending to bore or bother pple wif them. cos it's either they dun care, or they wun understand, or it doesn't concern them or even cos i dun see the need for them to understand. and not forgetting that it'll simply waste their time trying to listen to my woes.

all of a sudden i sound so yuchun-ish... hahaz~ *winkz at yuchun*





i juz bought the FIR cd at the expense of my cyndi cd... lolz~ guess u'll have to sacrifice some things to gain other things... hahaz~ principle of equivalent trade... something which i realised... quite long ago... no regrets anyway... cos it's a darn nice cd... =) but of course, i feel personally that this cd is more... "dark" than their first cd... loads of depressing songs... u most prob will think... aiyah... these songs nothing much one lar... but as u listen on u'll realise that there's more to that simple music...

which is y i'm crazy over the cd now.. hahaz~

and junyi! dun come rubbing in my wounds saying that u have dvd player *which i obviously dun* and that i shall give u my dvd from the FIR cd to u... hahaz~

oh well.. i was joking upstairs... =Pp







sighz. let's juz hope that my bossy boss wun ask me to stay back for OT again. like she always does whenever i dun have tuition. -_-

i wan sleep... ... ...