Of Smiles and Sunshine

如果这世上真的有神，就请所有神明保佑我周围的人。。。




after all the things that happened today...

i guess... i'm glad that i'm still alive... and that my family is around me... and... i've got so many friends who care about me...







my... dad... was involved in a car crash.

he was going to fetch me from my workplace to go for tuition...

and just as he reached the road a few metres away from my company... a huge truck rammed into the left of my dad's car.





on board... there were three of my dad's collegues... and they had minor injuries.. luckily... and fortunately... my dad wasn't hurt... juz... dazed...






he said he's ok... he called the insurance company... called up the pple to tow the car away... called for the ambulance, called the police... and even called home... and assured my family that he's ok...

he seemed so calm... knowing what to do in whatever situation that arise...





but... as i stood beside him...

i saw his hand tremble.

and as i stood behind him, looking at how he tries to tie up the ends to this accident...

i realised how old he is.







accidents happen everywhere...

u never know when ur safe and when u might just lose your life.







i don't know how he feels now... whether he's still traumatised... whether he blames himself for what that happened...

no matter what... i juz hope he knows... that... i'll be there for him....





it was so traumatising that even i was not involved in it, i felt so scared until i could cry when i saw how the car was dented... and how traumatised my father's collegues were... until they couldn't move... blah blah blah... but my dad made everything sound as though it's nothing serious at all. so that others wun be worried about him...

i want to be like you... to become someone others can depend on. instead of simply breaking down when something devastating happens unexpected...






so... if i can have a wish now... pls bless all those around me... and protect them from all the terrible things that might happen...







ps. in the end i'm back to being posted to sales after another big discussion teena had wif the HR pple... life is like shit now, but at least i'm glad that my dad's alive... with no injuries... and that i'm alive... and... i still have my family and close friends... =)