Of Smiles and Sunshine

i once again realised... how everybody wears masks on this world... even probably to those u're the closest to...

it's to defend yourself, u say... everybody has to wear a mask to protect themselves...

but... would u take off your mask to... let's say... one person at all?




probably.... the flaw in me is that i've been wearing too thin a mask... letting pple peel my layers of mask too easily.. showing them my true self too easily... trusting them too easily... and letting them hurt me easily...




someone asked me... y issit that your blog sounds so depressing? i guess... my blog is a place where i try to remove most of my layers of mask... to show my true self... but now, i guess "in an attempt to protect myself" maybe i should revise my concept of how i want my blog to be like.. ha~










todae's my brother's bdae... happy birthday kaijun... though i only got u a cake as bdae present... hope it's still okies for u.. hehez~

furnie thing is that... the main character isn't home for dinner yet.. =X







okies... b4 i write this... and hope no one will come hum tam me cos of wad i really feel... juz wanna say... dun blame me for wad i really feel...

the truth is that.. todae i went to get my results... got good results... *not going to show them off online* but... somehow i wasn't happy... *sees pple throwing stones at me* no idea why oso...

called home to report to my mum my results... guess wad's her first reaction after hearing my report of my results? "你能上大学吗？" and i was like... -_-'''

of course i can go uni lar... so.. that cleaner uncle.. juz u wait.. hmph! =Pp

geez.. i guess i no longer make sense... hahaz~

shall go eat dinner le... =X