Of Smiles and Sunshine

想了又想，猜了又猜。。。 但最终。。。我还是无法才穿你的心思，而你却把我看得那么透彻。。。
你到底要跟世上的人说多少谎言？
你到底要伤我到几时？
难道你从头到尾都没说过一句真心话？
难道你想让我把爱变成恨？
伤也伤，痛也痛。。。但到了最终，我还是无法忘记我是多么爱你。
busy day for me... had stock taking again... *sians*

stupid me ar... yesterday for lunch.. cos all the stuff there not nice liddat... so bo bian, decide to eat muslim food... mee siam... it was so darn hot! even when i din pour in the sauce and stuff... after i ate like 3 gulps of the mee siam i was already on fire le... gulp down half a bottle of water... *goes to show wad a lousy eater of spicy food i am... ha~* but somehow i managed to finish the whole packet of mee siam... *cos... muz 想到非洲的小孩。。。他们没东西吃。。。haiz~* but this juz became the start of my... erms.. troubles.. hahaz...

so this morning i woke up at ard 5+... supposedly wake up at 6.40am.... den cannot go back to sleep... stomach feeling furnies... body sweating all over... -_- *maybe weather hot, i thought...* so juz closed my eyes all da way until 6.40... wake up go wash up... den started having diarrhoea... -_-

wanted to take leave todae... budden... hahaz... who ask the naughty me... two weeks ago... took full day leave on friday saying i got diarrhoea when actually i wanted to 逃班... hahaz~ so now... especially wif the stock taking thingy... din dare to take leave... *sobz* so went for work wif an upset stomach... whole morning look super siandeds... den my collegues were laffing at me cos i have diarrhoea like every once a few weeks... -_- but oh well... hahaz~

went toilet like dunno how many times le... after much reluctance ate some medicine le... finally could proceed wif stock taking... now stock taking is in the hardest stages le... need to stock take items on the racks which are like ultra darn heavy... stupid me once again made a stupid blunder... i tried to move this box of gears from the shelf... ended up toppling it... and the oil in the gear set juz... leak from the cardboard box... leak onto the floor... onto my hand... onto my windbreaker!!! -_- wah... super sway... and still muz clear up the mess... siandeds... -_-

and my stupid collegue ching.... he got loads of stuff cannot finish or dun wanna do den last time used to dump to me... so now i a bit the bad lar... complain to him that i dun wanna come back on sat and sun for stock taking *cos if i din finish then they all have to come back aniwae...* so i ask him to help me wif stock taking mah... den he say... "aiyah! i very busy ar! very tired ar! everyday tired!" -_-


and this really reminded me of someone...


okies.. enuff of work stuff le... after work *which i somehow managed to tahan* went for tuition... and benedict was... well... quite furnies.. lolz~ try to teach him chinese... den we came across this 造句-- 血汗... and his 造句 was... "他流了很多血汗，真肮脏！"

and i was like... er... er... -_-'''

and i was such a lousy tutor... -_- can't even decide whether it's singular or plural for this sentence... neither jon nor albert ____ gone to the zoo yet... den when my student and my brother told me it's plural den i tot.. maybe it's plural.. but now when i come home to check wif kelvin and jiahong and blah blah blah.... it seems that it's singular leh... super mega jialats! -_- wad if i tell my student the wrong thing again? AGAIN?? -_-

geez... -_-






the only thing i can do now is to chase away all sorrow wif my smile, and all the tears wif my laughter...

wad about you?

let's hope tomolo will be a better day... =)