Of Smiles and Sunshine

for the first time in my entire life.... i've.... FINALLY... got to do OT... hahaz... *applause pls*

oh well... nth much to OT larz... juz that i worked one more extra hour... that's all... lolz~ dunno whether i actually look forward to it... i guess i was juz... bored stiff at home... can't wait to get myself more attatched to work... -_- becoming a workaholic, i guess... ha~

after OT... the unbashful me simply tom pang teena's hubby's pickup all the way to boon lay mrt... *gosh. i feel that i'm such an impolite young lady.. -_-* and at boon lay mrt... i met... PAULINE!!! lolz~ mega surprise... oh well.. not surprising either... cos she always does OT... lolz~

but still... really really happy to see her.. =) din chat much... she juz asked me wad i'm working as now... and i only managed to tell her a little... den we had to part cos we reached the station, den i need to post letters... -_-

after that... went to west mall and dropped by pansy's cookie shop... got to know ling ling better *she's pansy's boss...* a really nice person to chat wif! and i'm really surprised that she took triple e at ntu! *that's wad i plan to study next... but initially at nus... =X* after chatting wif her... i've have a slight change in opinion towards ntu... no idea why, but i tot it'll be better if i go nus to study... ha~ there goes the lack of insight on my part... lolz~

stayed at her shop for abt one and a half hour... busily pretending that i'm one of the shop tenders at the cookie shop... ha! but of course me the poser fail lar... dun really know how to promote the cookies.. hehez... in the end kanna treat by ling ling and pansy... nice nice chiffon cake! XD *feel like such a pig... lolz~*

chatted wif pansy a little.. chatting wif her always cheered me up... =)













now i've attained a new level of fatigue... YESH! i've not slept properly for three days! which is extremely annoying.. cos when i'm supposed to wake up at 640, i wake up at 520... -_- when i slept at 12 the night b4... -_- so sooner or later if my collegues see a panda reporting for work they'll know who/which that is... lolz~

oh well... surprisingly... though i feel extremely tired... i managed to chat a little wif my mum this morning without quarrelling with her *that's wad usually happens when i'm extremely tired and dun feel like getting up from bed most of the time* it feels... strangely comforting... though uncomfortable for me to tell her my troubles... cos i simply hide all my problems from my family... but strangely she could sense it... i dunno wad to say...

i guess... we all have to learn to grow... everybody is tired... nobody likes to get up early in the morning to work... but somehow... we still go for work almost everyday... putting me aside... wad abt those who have to take care of their kids? wun they be more tired than me? but.. does this stop them from fulfilling their duties as a parent? or as a responsible worker?

when u shun away from responsibilities and stuff, saying ur tired... pple will understand it once, twice or even thrice... but when u use this reason too often, it becomes sorta an excuse for u to get away from the things u're oblidged to do...

juz like... how i can't say i don't want to wash the dishes cos i'm tired...

the immature me used to rely on my parents to do all the stuff for me... come to think of it i feel quite ashamed... like.. making my bed... even when i was in jc2.. -_- good heavens. -_- such a simple task and i don't do my task, saying that i wanna grab more sleep, very tireds, no time... blah blah blah.

but of course... u can make time for such tasks IF u had the intention of doing so.

and of course... if u NEVER had the intention to do so, u'll never have the time to do these...













oh well... that's juz the tired sotong rumbling... =X