shalalalaz~~~~~ :D

wah... finally.. another dae is over...

hahas.. i think i muz b mad... early in the morning i was like feeling so moody..but at the end of the day i feel so happy and pleased wif myself... ar... stop it ar... u still have loads of stuff to work on... wah~~~

wah.. yesterdae... sujuan juz called me at the end of the co practice to tell me tt she'll not b taking the erhu exam wif me... saying tt she's really busy and xls was saying tt she cmi ar... when i heard tt i feel really demoralised and down.. cos i oso noe tt i cmi ar... i was really tired ar.. cos i have been practising really hard (or maybe it wasn't hard enuff) for the week and becoz i had to attend to other problems i face.. i feel really drained ar... was on the verge of giving up liaoz.. den sj called and told me her decision.. it really made me wonder if i should oso juz give up... cos.. i really wanna rest ar...

but... at the beginning of the year... i had actually xia ding jue xin.. when i started going for private lessons wif xls... i was sorta telling myself tt i'll be committed to taking the exam at the end of the year.... no matter how tough it would be.... den.. yesterdae was still chatting wif kelvin, weixiang.. den... dey all encourage me to jiayou... really touched by their support.. :D

so.. dis morning when i woke up.. still feeling quite stressed.. cos i felt that i din practise really really hard... still got loads of stuff i need to practise for my three songs... but in the end... cos yesterdae nite weixiang was telling me tt i need to get out of the house to relax... not to feel so sad... so i decided to go orchard to play pool wif the guys.. :D ... hahas.. it's my second time... hahas.. but i'm still so lousy... sotong jiu shi sotong mahz... hahas.. i can tell tt my shi fu.. weixiang... see me play oso a bit buay tahan.. cos my aiming really lousy.. hahas.. :P ... dui bu qi ar, kor.... shi fu hao tu di lan.... tt's y.. hahas... :P

den.. at the end of the dae.. went for the erhu lesson.... i was feeling nervous.. cos i dunno how to break the news to xls abt sj....but in the end... all turned out quite well ar... phew.. hahas.. at the end of the lesson xls was telling me tt i got improvement... yay~~~~ :D :D :D ... hahas.. finally the sweat and toil i put in showed a bit of result.. hahas.. :D :D :D ... i think i'm going mad wif joy.. hahas.. i think i'm mad... okies.. stop it ar... still got a lot of things to work on ar.. hahas.. hahas.. :P

wah.. all of sudden... i feel like this lesson and "encouragement" from xls brightened up my dae... okies ar.. wad's left of my dae.. hahas...juz hope i can continue to improve... den can pass my erhu exam.. yay~~~ :D