28 June 2007

been a long time since i last blogged...

recent developments? let's see... after the end of the waste time project aka dip project... had a few days to slack before i was called down by the school for a job i applied... under the work-study scheme... it was quite a good working experience... get to talk to loads of pple... learn to self-control... and i remember that whenever i answer a phone call i should greet "happily" because the person on the other end can hear it in your voice... and i met a new friend! he's my senior taking IC design... and most importantly... he's learning jap for jlpt2 this year!!! wah my goal in another few years time... XD so if i have questions abt japanese i can bombard him... *opps poor him... going to be harassed by me*

a short working experience for me... wished they would allocate more days to me... though i'll probably end up slacking for some of those days...the pay's damn good... *$10 per hour! omg!* and it's something i can do... without feeling useless for most part of the working time... did i mention how i hate feeling useless for whatever work i'm allocated for? so i'm quite happy working for this... except it gets quite tiring everyday after i knock off from work...

some of the things i wanna do... watch movies! i wanna watch the girl who leaped through time plus transformers... why does it seem like the things i like to watch is either animation/some childish thingy? hey everybody has a kid in their heart ok... why am i trying to self-justify my preferences in the first place? rawrs.

have u had the feeling u don't like something, but for the sake of pleasing others u have to tell them otherwise? i'm sick of that feeling of having to please others at the expense of myself... or maybe not at the expense of myself... but when trying to please them i feel upset myself. ah... typical of a libra. so i have to blame my astrology sign. is there some way for me to break this cycle? when will my reflection show who i am inside?

and now... since someone kindly offered to be my boyfriend casually... i thought it'll be fun for me to seriously consider about this whole bgr thingy... as much as i like to be independent... there are times when i'm tired and want a shoulder to lean on... despite me knowing that i have faults and people will pick on me... but here are the lists of things i'll be looking out in a potential boyfriend...


MUST HAVE...
* must have at least 1 aspect that lets me respect/admire him for...
* able to entertain/chat with me

GOOD TO HAVE...
* big eyes XD *just take wu chun for example XD*
* taller than me but not too tall... *shoulder cannot be taller than my head? lol*
* have an interest in music
* knows how to play at least 1 instrument *woodwind section would be good... seems like i have a fetish for pple who knows woodwind instruments lol*
* knows how to sing *and not shatter the glass in the process*
* maybe share similar interest as i do... like he enjoys learning japanese or watching anime or blah blah blah
* enjoys sports
* gentle and caring
* share similar views on issues like love... etc.
* will not cheat on me... *and i will not cheat on him too*

NOT HAVING IT IS OKAY... BUT...
* handsome?
* have loads of $$$ XD


ok the above is the non-exhaustive list... and so those who fulfill the above requirements can submit ur resume to me at xxxxxx@hotmail.com. successful applicants would be notified through email. ok the above was just crap kindly ignore haha...

guess i'm just bored outta my mind... time to plan my movie trip with my sis for the girl who leaped through time! woohoo!

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