Of Smiles and Sunshine

i miss co...

i miss the times i could "interact" with my erhu and enjoy the music created by the whole group...

i miss hearing the different sounds coming from all the different instruments...

i miss discussing which kind of song xiang is better and the differences between shanghai gong and beijing gong *omg i almost forgot the names of these things!*





i miss the times i could play volleyball with a big group of people who enjoys the game as i do...

i miss the times when i mug with those who wanted to achieve better results like i did...

i miss the times playing, relaxing, wrecking havoc and not caring about how others look at you...





i miss my self motivation to work hard...

i miss my bed... i miss my rest...

i miss slacking half a day away just in front of the computer, watching anime or what nots...

i miss the times when i didn't have to rush through things...

i miss the times when i could finish my tutorials on time...













i wish things didn't have to be so complicated...

i wish i wasn't so complicated...

i wish there were no exams...

i wish that things in life were easier...













but of course, reality likes to play devil's advocate.














today... or rather, these 2 days was rather hectic for me... yesterday after lab i went to stay over at shianchi's room... supposed to mug.. ended up talking to pansy half the time... from 4+ to 9pm i did like less than 1 tutorial? lolz~ love counselling as angela and yvonne puts it... lol...

we both came to the conclusion that love brings one happiness, but in exchange for that one moment of happiness u'll have to suffer 10 million times of sorrow... which was quite furnies for pansy to agree with me... but oh well i guess the two of us were being super pessimistic then...

then continued mugging... finished 1.5 maths tutorials *they were darn hard i tell u -_- had to refer to solutions most of the time* before i realised it's around 2am in the morning and i need to sleep...

turns out, i couldn't sleep peacefully at all... no idea why... probably because i wasn't used to the mattress or the fans n stuff... then in the end i woke up super early, went to the lt and slept through all 3 of my lectures -_-... even had to bring in tea for maths quiz which i stupidly forgot to study yesterday... -_- but heng anyhow whack oso get answer... lolz~ muz thank kee sing for lending me his notes during physics lecture sia... LOL... and thank god for "protecting" me for this quiz... wahahaha~

next up... tml i'm supposed to have finished computing tutorial, plus jap homework, plus study 90 jap vocab to prepare for the jap quiz next week... and...

i got a ride home from weilun whom i only got to know today! i think it's the car syndrome... last time when ching gave me a ride i was so excited to sit on his car... today was no exception... -_-''' wth is wrong with me? it's only a damn car... my dad has a car too? -_-

anyway it's quite hilarious... weilun and his friend... one bike one car... originally the bike infront of the car, then all of a sudden the bike made a turn into one of the smaller roads, then weilun driving the car decided to ignore his friend's crazy move *cos dunno his friend turn to where* and then went off, while his friend smiled cheekly behind weilun's car.... -_-''' and the sun doll on his car is so cute! LOL... juz cos i had the same sun doll keychain as he has -_- wth... qy qy stop eyeing other pple's accessories lar -_-

and we saw a rainbow on our way home... it's so surprising... come to think of it it's been a long time since i saw a rainbow... reminds me of the song "somewhere over the rainbow"... but of course thing's aren't as easy as the song puts it... so get back to reality...

god! i need more time and more rest!