after being super duper mad at everybody in the world for two days... *see above entries*....
i'm alrights now...
thanks to pple who have all showed me concern over this matter... be it my dad... my kor *who had to withstand my bad temper as well* and wendy... and thankx pansy...
now... feeling loved by all those ard me...
juz yesterday... my cough/flu/headache had gotten worse.. until when i was at work, keep sneezing.. nose block, mind groggy.. work efficiency at new low... den pauline was so so so kind and gave me this flu/cough remedy... which tastes... rather horrible... but... it made me feel better after drinking it... =) she's really like my mum... taking care of me here and there.... though there are times when... ahems... i think she dun like me... like... todae.. hahahaz~
todae quite slack mahz... den so after i secretly installed msn messenger on my computer in my office.. right under pauline's nose... i started chatting wif my "brother" (my RO mate) online... lolz~ alan/allen was behind me and he was like... heyz~ 小妹... 没人在的时候才这样..." ... so i closed my msn... =X
and after that... pauline gave me loads of work... -_-'''
okies larz... i deserve it..
but todae my working efficiency was so scary that pauline is super stressed... "aiyoh... 你做事怎么做得比我快那么多？" hahaz... quite happy wif myself todae for this bah.... *cos managed to stress pauline... ha~ kidding larz...*
hmms... chris is super sick todae... got skin allegy... den cannot come for work... reminds myself of me when i was young.. cos last time i oso kanna loads of such allegy... =S very 辛苦 one... =S so as a friend... wish that he'll get better soon... =)
which reminds me.... chris is super like jiahong.... i dunno y oso.. =X both equally white? =P
on my way home juz now... was thinking of the things which happened to me these few days... i still remembered yesterday... while i was on the lrt going to my student's house for tuition... i felt that life is so 苦... cos i was super tireds.... work wasn't going well for me... in fact everything wasn't good at all... especially in my groggy state... but after last night... i realised that... i'm being loved... by my collegues.... by my family... my good friends..
and my loved one...
and so... i stopped thinking that way... and i realised that.... even though life could be tough now... there are also sweet moments which bring smiles to my face whenever i think of them...
so.... once again... i shall start believing in the light in me... and to believe in those worthy of my trust....
and did i mention that i juz got my first pay??? *beams wif pride* XD but pple... chotto matte, dun rush to me for treats cos i'm still broke... =X
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