Of Smiles and Sunshine

WARNING : This seriously long post contains nothing else but ABSOLUTE crap. To those readers who were looking for some intelluctual discussion on some big life philosophy, i'm deeply sorry cos unfortunately, sotongs only have some black fluid in their head for squirting n vandalising places, instead of brains. cheerios~ XD













Today someone *whom i feel i shouldn't name in case anything happens to him/her... wahaha~ jokings~* asked me an extremely intruiging question that ties to the very fundemental existence of human beings -- are humans born as loners or as born as part of a pack... just like wolves...

so in this superbly boring entry, i shall try to answer this question. firstly, i would say... humans are born loners. just think about it... we come to the world as one and only one... we usually come out from a mother's womb alone. *yar yar... go ahead and argue how the surgeon could have carried a pair of twins out from the mother's womb at the same time cos she's having caesarean... it would be a surprise how the mother can survive after child birth... -_-'''*

however, the opposition would suggest that when we are born, we are usually born into a family, so we are actually part of a community as compared to loner. but let me stress... we're probably born into a family because at such a young age when babies only know how to cry and wait to be fed, they definitely have no means of fending for themselves. and that's when the so called "community" comes in... the community serves as help for these hapless beings... to help them fulfil their daily needs, covering up each other's weakness to produce the "optimal" outcome by combining each individual's talents. so in short, we are just there for each other to be used for our personal gain.

and this ties in with how all humans are selfish in nature. no matter how "selfless" u appear to others, can u deny that u actually gain from it? be it direct personal hidden materialistic n physical gains, or just making u slightly happier... u still gain from it. u do it because u want to feel happy helping others. u do it because by doing it ur relationship with others would be better off. directly or indirectly all humans are still fishmongers by nature.

in fact, in my opinion, being selfish is a loner behaviour to a certain extent.

and yes! of course, when ur all grown up, u can choose to revert to ur original instinct - to be loner, or to remain as part of a community. in this case, sad to say, most of us remain as part of the huge "family". no one would want to part with the benefits being in a group brings... since things are done collectively, there are always free riders who would try to put themselves better off... slacking around while the other hardworking ones slog their lives off.

and so, if u're a loner, it might actually be a symbol of power. because u no longer need to depend on others to live on. u are not like those weakling parasites. u can survive on ur own.

but then again, loners does not equate to being someone powerful. sometimes it's a form of insecurity. just like squall for example *hahaha fav example* look at him... he's a loner but the reason y is because he's afraid of losing the things he might gain from joining others in their big gang.

ok... so i am crapping abt the loners having power. -_-'''

but but but but but... when we post this question (whether pple are born loners or part of a "wolf pack") to some helpless romantics... unfortunately they don't choose option a -- humans are loners by instinct... neither is it option b -- humans are part of a "pack". their answer would be.... *drum rolls* option c!!!! humans are born into this world as two halves!!! and the purpose of ur life is to search for ur other half!!! wow!!! *applause plz.*

ahems. i would say... that the above is all bull shit. cos in my opinion... my answer would be option d -- otherwise... and in this case... "otherwise" means it depends on my mood. and it so happens that my mood recently belong to the loner category. meaning when my mood changes for the better i might reconsider changing my opinion and say that humans live in a community by instinct. *and of course if i'm crazily in love i'll say i'm searching for my other half. -_-'''*

and opps i almost spelt loners as losers. -_-'''













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here's the less crappy part of my post today... yesh! today i survived another day! muahahahaha~ *opens bottle of champagne to celebrate*

haiz all of a sudden i crave grape sparkling juice.... =X

my mum n my sis are absolutely crazy... the 王子变青蛙 show is extremely nice... i absolutely love dang ou!!! but but but but but they need not have to buy the vcd!!! and that stupid vcd *or superbly nice* is extremely ex!!! 20 episodes split into 3 boxes and each box is abt 30 bucks! omg which crazy soul with so much $$$ in their bank accounts would buy that?!!! ok... my mum. but she din buy the whole set. she only bought the last box. -_-''' now that's 无头有尾... -__-''' but it's really nice... dang ou is really a 白马王子... wahahahaha~ i guess it's every girl's wish to be treated like a princess and for their prince charming to protect them for the rest of their lives. but. that's just a show, pple. get back to reality.

and i guess i'm not the only slacker in my house... hehex... i've influenced my sister to start using the comp n play games. and guess wad? she's playing pokemon fire red. -_-'''

2 more days to maths paper!!! and 27 more days to end of exams! somehow... all these seem so far far away.... ... .. .

and... if u ask me to decide which is worse, to be unfaithful or irresponsible... i think that irresponsible ones are worse off. n ought to be shot dead. wahahahaha~