another day of a zombie.. hehes...

hahas.. another day is half gone....
dunno why... juz cannot da qi jing shen... sianded... really sianded... dunno y....
really miss my ac frienz and ny friends... wanna chat wif them.... wanna play bball... wanna play badminton. anything... juz wanna get moving around.. but.. dun seem to have the mood to do so.... really... sianded....
dunno... juz feel that... maybe... no body can understand... i can't understand myself either.. hahas... loads of stuff i wanna do.... i wanna get my two s papers.. really need it.. but... today... i dun think i did well for my physics paper... haiz...
i dunno how i'm going to survive through all these.... i need a scholarship at the end of next year.... i wanna earn money to help my family overcome the crisis.... i wanna... so many things...
there are so many things on my mind.... even studying cannot take my mind off these things... haiz...
okies ar.. i wanna go play badminton liaoz.. hahas.. gtg....