love

有好多话尽在不言中~

there are times when i forget how we started

and i start to take you for granted

but no matter what i do

you are still the same

always caring and patient with me

i was a little upset though it wasn't your fault

and so i kinda did mean it when i blurted it out without thinking

i regretted it after that

a huge lump grew inside my chest

as though i was going to throw up

how could i even have said that? or even meant it at that point in time?

tears did well up in my eyes when i thought about it

was it because i was afraid of losing someone

who would always give in to me like i was a princess?

the more i thought of it

past memories floated in my mind

i realize you mean so much more to me than i ever imagined

i don't ever wanna lose you

i would like for us...

to be holding hands, walking down the beach at night

though our hair have turned grey (and you might have none left by then... opps!)

but... all these, seem like such a faraway dream

i know how painful promises can be

never promise anything as we do not know how the future will be like

though i don't know whether i'll able to stay by your side till death do us part

but... for now...

i would like to stay by your side...

i'm sorry for even thinking of that.