Of Smiles and Sunshine

i had a dream last night.

i dreamt i was loved by a prince and a beast.

at the same time i fell in love with an ordinary man along the street who went away just after i knew him.

the prince was like all clique stories, princely. however he was extremely bad-tempered, and has no respect for others especially girls. and he will not hesitate to hit girls either.

the beast though was the king of all monsters and animals, even though he was ugly, and whenever he tried to get close to me, i'll get into a fit, but he was kind and considerate and keeps his distance so that i will not get into fits.

however the man i loved, whom i didn't even know the name, had left for a remote country overseas just when i started liking him.

me and my friends went to visit a fortune teller. i had a wish hidden deep in my heart, i wished that man would return to me.

the fortune teller said that my wish is hard to fulfill, but there is hope for it.

which i thought was all a lie.













if all these happened in real life, who would you choose in the end? the prince in other people's eyes who was violent? or the beast that was gentle? or would it be your love that is totally out of reach of your hands?













i would just stay at where i am and choose neither.