みらい

说远不远，说近不近。

why is it that when you're indifferent pple can't be bothered and complain about your behaviour, when you start to show concern their response is that of indifference or they don't want your concern?

solitude

i miss you...

reminder

i am not alone.

wow.

I take lesser than 15 min to bathe... :D

雨爱

窗外的天气
就像是 你多变的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清

离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃

听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

久违的雨滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到 彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空氣
很窒息 我無法呼吸
一萬顆雨滴的距離
很徹底慢慢消失無形

離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

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i know nothing.

promise

promise to self:

i will not go out later unless i have done at least half of my audio lab tonight.

S.O.D

I got lost in a maze of a game for 2 hours when I could have gotten out in half an hour with the help of a notebook and pen.

feeling murderous

you DON'T and CAN'T get away with sloppy work.

rawr!

tell me why this is such a pain.

justice

there is no definite right or wrong

it is just difference in our stands and perspectives

hate only arises when something precious to one had been compromised

and once that happens, it is hard to turn back...

i used to think hate is evil and one shouldn't hate at all

however in this grey world there is no definite black or white either

even when our actions hurt others, which i would feel is wrong,

if we are acting according to our principles, then it isn't wrong...?

conflicts are everywhere

we can try minimise conflicts

but undeniably, there are still those which are unavoidable

when our sense of justice tells us to make our stand

no matter how the rest of the world might perceive

no matter the consequences, i will do it

because... this is me.

ramblings

pride vs humility,

what draws the line between?

which is more important as a treasure?

pride or our very own lives?

why is it that sometimes,

pride is worth much more as compared to our lives?

there are just things that outsiders may never understand...

sorry

it was a painful decision.

i will work harder.

Final Fantasy XIII

japanese voiceovers with english/chinese subtitles next week? or english voiceovers in 3 months time...? haiz dilemma dilemma dilemma~~

independence

有些事情还是靠自己比较好。

human

i am just a powerless human.

i can only do one thing at a time.

i can only do things within my power.

some things just can't be forced.

stress

i need to learn how to relax and handle stress in a calmer manner... =X

A Poison Tree

by William Blake

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe;
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water'd it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with my smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole
When the night had veil'd the pole:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretch'd beneath the tree

right and wrong

if there is no definite right or wrong in this world,

how do we know if the things we've done are right? or wrong?

how do we know if the moral "ruler" we have in us is true?

or is that even important in the first place?

or maybe, right and wrong really doesn't matter

it's more like the action and its consequences

whether the consequences harm others and things like that

but then again... "harming others" is subjective too...

i guess i paint my world relatively black and white

though i'm aware of the existences of the different shades of grey

maybe i just prefer things to stay the way it has been all along...

感动

为了你，我会更加努力！

谢谢你！