Buzz2 Chaos - Spot The Difference

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Conformity

I just happened to be sitting in front of the TV last night after my bath to just stone and let my hair dry for a while... and that was when I was captivated by the movie "Little Red Flowers" on Okto's FilmArt.

The movie was about a boy called Fang Qiangqiang, who was a rebellious and naughty boy, who fails to adhere to the rules in the kindergarten he attends in China. His rebellious may not be by nature; he wanted to fit in with the rest of his classmates and have fun with them, but he does not follow the rules set by the adults and as a result, gets shunned away by the adults and other children in the end. Although I felt sorry for Qiangqiang throughout the movie, I also understood the headache the teachers in the kindergarten had as well.

I hate rules as well. This might be the reason why I feel for Qiangqiang, and think that the adults might have been too harsh on him. Yet, now that I'm so much older, I hate to admit but I stick to rules too. There are certain social rules that I "enforce" on others too, like if someone else is not "nice" I'll do the cold treatment just like the teachers in "Little Red Flowers". Could I be too harsh as well? Of course I could always argue that, hey the people I'm facing now may not be children like Qiangqiang, children still do not understand the workings of our world so we could excuse them. But this movie just made me realize that like how Qiangqiang interprets the world differently from the other children and teachers in school, so do I and the others I meet and face. Just because someone else is "different from the norm", does that mean that person should be shunned away as well...?

That's a really good question.

There's a reason why certain social norms are in place. And those who do not understand this will appear different from the norm. However, if others shun away from you, perhaps there really is a good reason behind it; yet it is just human to think of other people being at fault rather than we ourselves being at fault.

The battle within

When there is light, there will be shadows.
In darkness, there will be light.

For all these years, my light and dark sides have been battling each other with no clear signs of victory to either side... Or there could be no lasting victory for either side at all in the first place?

I am tired.
Can my light side take over from here?

Frustration

Seriously... How could you not know the correct name for someone whom u've worked with daily for more than a month?

Are my expectations just too high?
I really feel my irritation meter filling up fast and bursting soon... again.
RAWR~!

Explosion

I really need to work on my temper.
But I don't regret the things I've said earlier.
Because they have been buried deep in me all these time.

Stay away from my fish!!!!

This is just one of my random game ideas... Please post any comments (like whether you like this idea or not)!!!

Alrighty, here it goes!

Player plays as an employee that is in charge of chasing birds away from his boss' fish that is hung out to dry to produce salted fish. The player will move around patches of fish to chase away birds, like the conventional time management games. When there are too many birds, the player's irritation meter goes up until he/she is about to explode. This is when the player will go "RAWR!!!" and shoot a beam of fire from his mouth and scare away all the birds on screen...

What do you guys and gals think?

heavenly sign

just when i decide that i could have a swim after work, a thunderstorm comes along the way...

darn. i shouldn't have eaten so many of the eclairs from the free buffet near my office for late afternoon tea.

梦想

很难实现 才叫梦想 才要决心

temptation

I resisted hello panda's temptation...
But I succumbed to RITZ Cheese Sandwich Crackers instead...
And I ate 2 packets of 3 in a row! o.O

灵魂

这阵子，我好久沒这么悠哉闲哉地在这长遍大论。应该算是过得还ok，吃得好睡得还好。

之前还常报怨说老板不好，现在换了个工作环境，工作方面算是上了馗道。可是镜子里的我，不管妆化得再浓，也掩饰不了我的憔悴。明明每晚都有大概7小时的睡眠，我还有什么好憔悴呢？

就快毕业了，总于要毕业了。大学时的我，是多么期待能走出社会，做个女强人，好好地冲刺。而现在的我，却每天都在倒数还有多久我才可以下班，还有多少天才到我等了多时的星期天。明明是我向往的工作，却成了我的枷锁。我多次质问自己，是我一时还无法调试新生活，还是我真的只是个草莓族…

当时能实现梦想的喜悦究竟往哪跑？难道我由始至终都不曾理解我真正想要的是什么？

我妈念我，说我每次都选不适合我的科目，自已明明不会吃苦却爱走长满荆棘的偏僻小路。当时的我，只要选择做个数学老师不就好了吗？

那梦想呢，那些都是假的吗？在实习时从工作上得到的快乐都是假的吗？看到别人玩我一心努力做出来的游戏时，想让让玩家在游戏时露岀更多笑容而努力的我，只是一时的兴起吗？

或许我做的选择都不好，但我很肯定，我知道我不想要什么。我希望能做自己，不要失去自己。我希望我能够继续拥有自已的生活，每天都会开心（虽然有点不切实际）。我想实现梦想的同时，更不想失去自我。我不希望我的生活里只剩下吃饭打工睡觉…我希望我的生活多姿多彩，希望我能常常接触新的事物，来激发我对生命的热忱，给与我创新的灵感。我要活出自我。这样的要求会很过份吗？我太贪心了吗？

想要带给别人欢乐，我想自己必须先保持健康的身体与愉快的心情。

想要实现梦想肯定不容易。我必须有我的坚持，不能把我的人生输给工作，输给莫名的压力。

I Wanna Be The Guy

LOL@Ryu!

i was bored

3d pacman? =X
my first random project using 3ds max... ^^

angry

i shall control my emotions.

will

is mine too weak?

verbal diarrhea

sometimes i wonder if i talk too much.

cash cow

i feel like one now.

No matter what happens, I wanna walk down this path with u hand in hand.

加油！

就算看不到终点

就算觉得没希望

如果有时间哭泣

还不如向前迈进

不能解决的问题

就别给自己压力

船到桥头自然直

所以不准说放弃

S.H.E - 只为爱上你

如果说这世界 不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就像爱 看起来 会那么少 一定是
在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞
为了翩翩起舞 先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边 要不是
比天边还遥远 勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节
都变甜美

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

Yeh 爱上你有多幸运
像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福
一定要更加幸福
如果爱 真的是 那么的少
我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞
为了翩翩起舞 先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边 要不是
比天边还遥远 勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面前
完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

像是大雨过后晴朗的天 宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都 需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

tell me.

seriously, how do you work with people who always play hide-and-seek with you?