justice

there is no definite right or wrong

it is just difference in our stands and perspectives

hate only arises when something precious to one had been compromised

and once that happens, it is hard to turn back...

i used to think hate is evil and one shouldn't hate at all

however in this grey world there is no definite black or white either

even when our actions hurt others, which i would feel is wrong,

if we are acting according to our principles, then it isn't wrong...?

conflicts are everywhere

we can try minimise conflicts

but undeniably, there are still those which are unavoidable

when our sense of justice tells us to make our stand

no matter how the rest of the world might perceive

no matter the consequences, i will do it

because... this is me.

ramblings

pride vs humility,

what draws the line between?

which is more important as a treasure?

pride or our very own lives?

why is it that sometimes,

pride is worth much more as compared to our lives?

there are just things that outsiders may never understand...

sorry

it was a painful decision.

i will work harder.

Final Fantasy XIII

japanese voiceovers with english/chinese subtitles next week? or english voiceovers in 3 months time...? haiz dilemma dilemma dilemma~~

independence

有些事情还是靠自己比较好。

human

i am just a powerless human.

i can only do one thing at a time.

i can only do things within my power.

some things just can't be forced.

stress

i need to learn how to relax and handle stress in a calmer manner... =X

A Poison Tree

by William Blake

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe;
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water'd it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with my smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole
When the night had veil'd the pole:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretch'd beneath the tree

right and wrong

if there is no definite right or wrong in this world,

how do we know if the things we've done are right? or wrong?

how do we know if the moral "ruler" we have in us is true?

or is that even important in the first place?

or maybe, right and wrong really doesn't matter

it's more like the action and its consequences

whether the consequences harm others and things like that

but then again... "harming others" is subjective too...

i guess i paint my world relatively black and white

though i'm aware of the existences of the different shades of grey

maybe i just prefer things to stay the way it has been all along...

感动

为了你，我会更加努力！

谢谢你！

书香

i just love the smell of paper and books... ^^

intense

only now do i truly know the extent of my intense dislike for you.

even just hearing someone mention your name makes me super irritated.

love

有好多话尽在不言中~

there are times when i forget how we started

and i start to take you for granted

but no matter what i do

you are still the same

always caring and patient with me

i was a little upset though it wasn't your fault

and so i kinda did mean it when i blurted it out without thinking

i regretted it after that

a huge lump grew inside my chest

as though i was going to throw up

how could i even have said that? or even meant it at that point in time?

tears did well up in my eyes when i thought about it

was it because i was afraid of losing someone

who would always give in to me like i was a princess?

the more i thought of it

past memories floated in my mind

i realize you mean so much more to me than i ever imagined

i don't ever wanna lose you

i would like for us...

to be holding hands, walking down the beach at night

though our hair have turned grey (and you might have none left by then... opps!)

but... all these, seem like such a faraway dream

i know how painful promises can be

never promise anything as we do not know how the future will be like

though i don't know whether i'll able to stay by your side till death do us part

but... for now...

i would like to stay by your side...

i'm sorry for even thinking of that.

勇者３００

darn! why is hero 300 so difficult to clear??? sobs~~~

勇者３０！

i hereby proudly proclaim that... i'm a half minute hero! woohoo! ^^

chicken

Question: How many legs does a chicken have?

American University Student: 6 legs, because in supermarkets chicken drumsticks are sold in packs of 6.

motivation

if that wasn't the one i'm looking for...

what is it then?

やっぱり～

テレビを買った方がいいな～

the ugly truth

at first sight

it is easy for people to like you

just as how it is easy for people to dislike you

as time goes on

it is still easy for people who used to like you

to gradually dislike you

however

once people dislikes you

it is hard to make them like you (again)

that's life.

belief

no matter what others say,

people only believe what they want to believe in.